3/18/98
Although miles separated us, you were always close in my heart.
Your love and our friendship were in my every thought.
You shared your pain and sadness with me;
You shared all of the joys you were able to see.
I can see now that things in your life have changed-You've drifted away from me.
Your heart has taken new paths.
I feel a great deal of pain, why can't you see?
Can't you see what losing you has done to me?
Even through all of the pain I feel;
I know that what we shared was real.
I have no regrets about the friendship we shared;
I wouldn't take back that time even for the pain I might be spared.
I never thought my life without you would be so hard;
But, still for what we had, I thank the Lord.
I feel a deep lonliness, sadness, and emptiness now that I may not be capable of filling;
To help me fill it, I don't believe you'd be willing.
I wish for you to know that no matter what happens in my life... you are always in my heart.
I wish your promise to 'us' had been stronger;
Then maybe you'd have stayed in my life longer.
But, I know for you to see my pain there will be no way, so I'll end this by praying you'll know... that you'll always have my love and support no matter where in life you go.. You'll always be in my heart.
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