A FRIENDSHIP LOST
1/26/98
A feeling of pure loneliness, even though there are many around me.
I recall the instant our friendship began.
An instant bond was formed between us with a feeling of wholeness.
As time passed on, the bond we had began to fade into those of mere acquaintances.
"Why?" I wonder.
"How?" How can something so strong suddenly become so weak?
I always had so much love to share and you always accepted with open arms.
I did receive such love from you, but only for a time.
With someone as special as you, I found it easy to give.
Why is it so difficult for you to do the same?
Am I not special to you?
I do not feel special anymore.
Why is it such a chore for me to maintain a friendship?
I believe that I give unconditionally to my friends.
I try to be a constant source of support.
I encourage them when they are down.
Perhaps since this lost friendship is not my first, the problem is within myself.
I have lost you, and with that loss…I have lost myself
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