
This little fellow was made for me by a great guy.
Thanks Mr. W

DIVE, '95
Power races
Through me to
The floor
Propells me
Upward,flat stage
Moves beneath me
My body throbs
In time
Kinetic energy
Lifts me,above
The crowd catches
On my downward
Fall, so
The floor
Can once again
Propel me
Upwards.gerry94

TRIP, 95
Calm comfort, a warm coccoon,
Rainbow colors fill the room.
Sofa's breathing in and out,
I wonder what life's all about.
Little whisperes on my mind,
If we look what will we find?
A playground where before was none,
A wanderers trip is never done.
The carpet grows to forest dense,
To others this might make no sense.
A flash of sight, our eyes grow wide,
Insanity we try to hide.
Questing for the one real was,
To turn a nighttime into day.
Spirals twisting through my brain,
Echos of enduring pain
Fingers sinking through the flesh
Two souls twining-intermesh.
Tracers hanging in the air,
I look again and they're not there.
Could we make ourselves as one,
And dance upon the burning sun?
How could we not, if not like this,
And lose ourselves in lovers kiss.
To rise up to the starry sky,
Together we can learn to fly.gerry

UNTITLED
Tense, I reach out, At once, bold yet timid
Fear, you'll cringe away, At my touch.
Fingertips, lightly stroking, Parting, twisting, smoothing.
Softness, bolder yet, I melt, passion flowing.
Smoothing your hair, I cradle your head, fingers moving.
Slow, now fast, Soft, now hard.
Pulse, beating quick, High, in my throat.
Sacrificial lamb, breathe. Head, dropping to my lap,
Your heat, races to my soul, Hot fire, burns
I long to kiss you, But fear your laughter.
And friends no more.Gerry

TO MY FATHER
The knife twists in my gut
Slicing the organs that give me life
Pouring my lifeblood onto my feet
I see my bloodied hands reach out
Groping towards your healing touch
But you step out of reach
Each time I get close
And as I fall to my knees
Dropping to the gore splattered floor
I see you smile and turn away.-gerry95

REALIZING
Hair, falling
Down lithe shoulders
Smooth, flowing
Like a god
Touch, soft
Chills race
Through me.
Eyes, golden
Like a lion
Strong and pure
Touch my soul.
I stare, unable
To turn away from you.
Don't know why I feel this way
Just want you for a friend
Can't seem to help these feelings
When I look at you, I have to reach out.
You're a lifeline, strung out to me
You're floating, as I'm drowning
In your eyes.
-gerry-94

TRUST
Trust is a fragile thing
Hard to hold and easy to break
But like anything worthwhile
Must be shared.
To be trusted is a precious gift
To trust is the hardest gift to give
Cherish trust given you
For you hold part of a soul.-gerry96

ODE
Inside a pain, torturous emptiness
Willing anothers hurt to heal
Fear for life leaves one breathless
Deal with the torment one happens to feel
Slow down and you'll rust
Keep at it you'll bust
Explosions of feeling, dampened down
Past experience quelling the storm
Rain showers, eddies threatening to drown
The rose ever carries a thorn
Keep running for cover
In fear of another
Heartbreak you just cannot take.
-gerry'96
HEADGAMES
Now I feel you do not care
You lead me on, but to where?
I cry inside, but you don't see
You've ripped my heart, and made it bleed
I gave you trust, you broke my faith
I thought with you my soul was safe
Now blackened veils my eyes do shroud
There is no way to cry out loud
I stay, because I cannot go
The pain I feel you'll never know
The hurt would end if I could cry
But tears are blocked, I cannot die
Sorrow steals my very soul
Your eyes that see are oh, so cold
The love I saw has gone away
What happened 'friend', since yesterday?
I offered all I had to give
Together all our lives to live
I would have died for you my dear
But you have made it crystal clear
You never wanted me at all
You played your game and had a ball
So go on with deceitful ways
You'll surely pay one of these days
When all alone your grave you'll meet
And payback by the tons you'll reap
As lonely soul is torn apart
Perhaps you'll wish you'd had a heart.
-Gerry'95

WHERE DREAMS ABIDE
I read your life in your words, in your eyes
Let me in where dreams abide
I yearn to heal your wounds and give you pride
I hear your cries, loud and clear
All the pain you hold so dear
To reach you and calm your fear
Let me in where dreams abide
Your inner world so dark, so sad
Open to me, we'll erase the bad
Together we can do it, unity makes us strong
Please don't wait so long
Let me in where dreams abide
Wash away that bitter tide
Let me in, standing by your side
I hear, I grieve, I don't know what to say
How to take your hurt away
Let me in where dreams abide
Ones that drag you down, make you cry
What would they think? To see you fly
All your glory, so gentle heart
Is what I've known from the start
Wisp of pleasure, woe felt sigh
Let me where your dreams abide
My soul touches yours, heal it there
Bringing light and life, so much care
Let me in where dreams abide
Beggin to let me meet you there.
-loki96

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