Hey there! I See you want to know more about me, do ya? ok, you asked for it! :)
Height: 5'6 (ok, ok! 5'5 1/2!!) : )
Weight:280#'s, roughly... give or take :)
Eye/Hair color:Blueish-grey (depending on my mood)/Brownish-reddish-black
Sexual Preferrence: gay
Location: Harrington, DE
Age: 22
Birthday: 12/19/1978 (Dec. 19, 1978)
Astrological sign: Sagittarius-The Archer-Fun, life of the party, very open, very honest, sticks foot in mouth a lot, nosy :)
Favs: Tori Amos, The Cranberries, 80's music, Anything Sad, IRC, having fun, meeting new people, driving, DZ (Discovery Zone), Power Rangers, (my fav is Billy, who isn't on the show anymore... :( I have a HUGE crush on him...), acting, believe it or not, taxes, being bored, driving, having fun, talking on the phone, computers, Chinese Food, Fazoli's (real itialian food, real fast! ) RainBow Bright, ThunderCats... And I THINK thats about it!
Dislikes: dishonesty, boring people, men who are assholes, sucky porn music, sucky heavy metal, and anything that sucks!
I have a sort of online diary on here, that I try to keep running, and if you want to see the old stuff, go here ----> info.html
The new stuff is going right here! :)
Sunday, Sept. 20, 1998-1:37PM
Hello :) anyway, this is my new web page, with my new diary :) I hope you enjoy it... New stuff going on in my life, well... lets see... I'm still with "Darius" (aka Guido24, aka Mark. You figure out his real name *g*) I'm planning on moving out there sometime soon, when he gets his ass in gear and gets an apartment. Now some of you might be going, "Why aren't you helping him?" Well, you tell me... how can I help him, if I'm not there? :) Anyway, thats really about it.. :) I hope you guyz enjoy my new web page.
Wed, Oct. 7, 1998-10:25PM
hey there. Its your faitful Goth here... Well... I wont be moving to Los Angeles soon. My relationship with Mark ended yesterday, on our 9 month anniversary. So I am newly single. I also have the flu. I can't figure out which is worse *g* So if your single, and you live close, gimme a write ;) who knows!? :)
Mon, Jan. 11, 1999-7:02AM
Hello everyone.. wow ... it is now January 11, 1999 at 7:02 am. Lets see.. what has happened in the past.. oohhh... 4 months? 5? something like that. Well, as you all know, I broke up with mark. I started going out with my friend Keith, we were quite serious for about a month.. (this is a long story short) but we had a lot of problems and broke up. So I rarely talk to him. I might be getting back with Mark, but I've really been thinking about it, and wondering if I should. This is something that will impact my life a lot. And I'm not sure if I'm ready to take this step... As of right now, this morning, I dont think I am, but that could change in about 5 hrs when I wake up ;) I haven't been to bed yet you see, so I'm really tired ;) :sigh: I think all I want is someone who lives relatively close to me right now. Maybe Mark is for later, maybe not. But also.. there are a lot of things that really bother me about this whole situation that REALLY make me wary.. In fact, the more I think about it, the more I think I dont want to deal with it right now. I love him to death, but I'm not sure if I can make the committment that he wants, nor do I think he can be to me what I want. What do I want, you ask? :) Well.. I just want someone there for me. To be there for me no matter what.. as I will for them :) But someone who also understands that my friends are some of the most important people to me ever. Keith couldn't understand that. He thought that he had to be #1 ALL the time. and I can't do that. I can't become this transfusion of (me) + (him) = (one being) that really annoys me :P So anyway, thats my love life in a nutshell. I think also, I want someone who can understand the feelings I'm going through being 20, and scared outta my goard and not sure what the hell to do!?!?! Does that make sense? :) I hope so, cuz if it doens't... man oh man... :) :Sigh: I think my life just doesn't make sense :) oh well. ok, I think this went WAY more into what it shouldn't have! ;) I'm really sorry to "talk" your ear off, but you know waht, if your still reading, does that mean your ACTAULLY interested in waht I'm sayin!?!? :G: So if you've read this far, then you deserve a little bit more info... uhm... Letss ee.. I'm now a manager at a DQ that I work at, but I dont know if I'm going to be there for a lot longer... uhm... I still have my kick-ass Beretta (car) :) uhm... What else.. I'm going to get all those dead pic links fixed, so you can see the old pics of goth :) and uhm... oh! I can also be reached on AOL now.. AOL=GothKub20 AIM=Buddha1978 :) So contact me! PLEASE! :)
Mon, March 1st, 1999-5:49am
Hello all :) Well tis time for the update again :) And here i am ;) ever faithful to update JUST for you all :) well, lets see.. I hate all men. whats new right? uhm.... I have a couple men in my life, but right now, I think its time for me to be single ;) I need to get my head on straight.. heh no pun intended ;) not much else to tell.. dont have my dq job anymore :( which sux... blah. :) uhm.. thats about it ;)
Sat, April 24, 1999-5:03PM
Well hello again :) Its just me ;) well.. its been almost 2 months, so i'm here again :) I'm still single.. Might be dating someone from about an hr away in michigan :) OH OH OH !! big change! I no longer work "odd jobs" if you will.. (gas station attendant, working in the mall, etc) I'm now a CNA. A CNA is a Certified Nursing Assistant. I'm hoping to start school in August to be an LPN !! :) (LPN = Licensed Practitional Nurse) so I'm being a typical fag: ) But thats ok ! :) and thats all about me ;) (hugs) have fun everyone! Gimme a write! Tell me if you like my page! !!! :)
Sat, May 15, 1999-5:23PM
hey everyone ;) Its me :) :dances just 4 U: whats up? I'm here to say hi :) and that I GOT MY CNA LICENSE! YES!!!!!!!!! hehe :) so anyway.. that thing with that guy in MI, well thats not going through. uhm. today is Kristi's b-day (go to her webpage KRISTI'S WEBPAGE!!!!!! so anyway :) go see it :) she mentions me A LOT! YAY! :) I LOVE MY KRISTI GURL! :) hehe :) anyway.. what else... I dunno... hey, if you have ICQ message me! 1189417! :)K? Love ya!
Tues, Sept 28, 1999
Hello everyone!
How are we all? good I hope :) well lets see... somewhat new stuff. I Live in Delaware now. (Hi, I'm in... .... ... Delaware) I moved here to be with my new bf, robbie. I live in Harrington, DE to be exact. A small town with nothing but this chick I met named bonnie, and robbie, and thats about it LOL anyone wanna move here? I'm bored and need friends! LOL Robbie and I are not open though, so beware LOL also, he's a scorpio! LOL ok.. lets se... he's 46, 6 245, cute hairy and fun :) (well sometimes, except when he wants me to verbalize everything. then he just pisses me off LOL) Thats about all!
Monday, Nov. 8, 1999
Well hello everyone! :) I see no one has moved to DE yet! LOL I can understand. theres nothing here LOL Nothing much to update :) Just wanted to say hi! :)
Friday, June 15, 2001
Well this is prolly the last update for a long time. I know its been a long time, but nothing is going on. I'm here, thats about it.
Well hello! Its December 19, 2001. I usually update somewhere around my birthday, and here it is. =) I hope you all are doing ok. I'm still in delaware, and seriously contemplating moving to Arizona. I'm just not sure if I should or not. I really think I should leave Robbie, but I just can't bring myself to do it. I do love him, but I'm not sure how MUCH I love him. He's a great guy to me, although he's done quite a few things to really hurt me. Some even he doesn't even know about. :shrugs: But I dont know. So i'm in a quandry. ok thats it. :smiles: Love ya'll =)
Love,
GothieKub :)