MY STORY

When I was an infant my father abandoned my mother and me. She took this very hard and was deeply hurt. She never really recovered from this and she never again had anything to do with any man after he left. My mother decided to raise me as a girl. I have never known even one day as a male. Growing up we had to travel 60 miles to go to visit a doctor as mother did not want a local doctor to treat me as she was afraid the "secret" would get out.

In school I was excused from Gym due to a heart problem, so I didn't have to take showers with the other girls. I did use the girls bathrooms at school.

When I was 12 years old, it was discovered that I was a male. I was beaten every day by my classmates and was even whipped by a parent. To this day I can still hear my former playmates and their parents yelling at me and calling me, "fag, fairy, pansy, faggot, limp-wrister, queer," and many more that are too profane to mention here. I would cry myself to sleep every night. It finally got so bad that we had to move and we ended up in New Jersey.

I entered a private school and went on without further incident. I attended college in New Jersey where I met two "girls" like myself and we became very good friends. After graduation the three of us went into the women's wear business and opened a small shop. Our business succeeded and we now have three very successful stores.

For Christmas 1996 my friends gave me a personal computer. I am totally computer ignorant. But I got on the internet and found Donna's Chat Room -- a whole new world opened for me. I have met the most beautiful girls in the world. Not just beautiful looking, but truly beautiful people. Topping the list is Vickie Collins, who befriended me from day one. She is the genius that is totally responsible for putting this page together. Vickie, I will never be able to thank you enough. Then there are those loves of my life that who gave me support, confidence and their friendship when I was a brand new "Bimbo" to this medium. Thank you: Marilynn, Cyndy, Vanessa (NC), Deborah (UK), and of course the one male who uses a female name, Rose. There were many more, if I left you out, please don't feel slighted. I am so excited doing this that I may have missed some people.

To my visitors - thank you for taking the time to listen. This page will change from time to time, so please stop back often.....KISSES

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