To: Travis
From: Jonathan
We've been together for so long and you've been there for me to
cheer me up, to comfort me, to lift my spirits and to calm me down - and
you've let me do the same to you. We've laughed together, cried together,
been bored together....You've done so much in my life, Travis... you've
shown me who i really am and who i want to be; you helped me come to terms
with being gay and also helped me get out of the closet. I have a
whole new perspective on life, and a new found enthusaism for life.
Before i used to cry myself to sleep at night out of sheer frustration,
out of sheer pain and anger over who i was... angry at God for making me
like this.. angry at having to live the rest of my life alone... angry
at forced to make a decision of lying about my sexuality, who i truly was,
to my family, friends, and to myself. Angry at seeing my future wife
and kids suddenly slip away........ all my dreams gone. But you've
shown me that there is always hope, that anything you want, you can have...
and that love can exist between two people... even if they are hundreds
of kilometres away and connected only by a single phone line. I had
no idea that little 1's and 0's could be so profound to me... that they
could make me feel the most amazing of emotions... You have no idea
how hard i wanted to scream about how i felt about you and how hard i tried
from crying and hugging the monitor. You are truly special to me.
I love you.
Okay, i have to quit talkin like this or else i'll run out of kleenex's
and soak the keyboard (I need a new one anyways). I'll write more
when i send u my letter, k? -Jon
Alright, to anyone who doesn't know who we are, a small background briefing:
Subject #1: Travis A. aka Tarion
Location: Maryville, Missouri, US
Age: 19
Occupation: 2nd year college student at Northwest Missouri
University
Status: Single, and GORGEOUS (Well, I'm biased)
Other: Loves X-files, used to watch Sharon, Lois and Bram,
Voltron, Transformers, GI Joe, Thundercats and all the other KICK ASS cartoons
when we were kids, oldest of MANY kids, part-time blond, the world's best
hugger, absolutely amazing cook, caregiver and lover... can cheer up ANYONE,
very passionate and caring, COMPLETELY UNDERSTANDING AND PATIENT, poetic,
extremely intelligent, Awesome sense of humour that always laughs at my
jokes, no matter NOW lame they may be, loves hugs, is a big time kisser
and adores it when someone nibbles on his ear, loves bikini briefs or just
walking around "au naturel", gots TONS of girlfriends, loves smooooooth
young guys (he thinks he's hairy but he's NOT), has a thing for Belami
guys and gay videos (WHO DOESN'T???), loves going out and shopping and
buying lots of stuff and then selling it later, is absolutely cute on the
phone!!, is awesome at c-sexing.. hahaha sorry trav, had to add that one
in, able to think so deeply and poeticly... his words penetrate right to
the core of your heart, almost connecting the two of you so that one can
think and feel what the other is thinking and feeling... he's just absolutely
amazing... i am so lucky that i met him!!!
<More to come.. need to think>
Subject #2: Jonathan Y. aka Kamikaze
Location: Toronto, Ontario, Canada, eh?
Age: 20
Occupation: Nosepicker. And 2nd year college student
at University of Western Ontario
Status: Single, and recently out of the closet (Well, i'm not
REALLY out of the closet.. more like inching towards the door. You
can find me right behind the old winter coats and the trombone that you
gave up in high school)
Other: I made this site, so i dont' have to add anything
here. SO THERE!!! PBBTT!!! :oÞ
Info about the two of us:
We met on ICQ on February 9th, 1998 at 1:23 AM EST. I was bored
and randomed him late at night. The conversation started with me
talking quite vulgarly about nosepicking and boogers and he was doing laundry.
We were both looking for cybersex. Deep down we wanted friendship.
We ended up getting both. The rest, is history. We've been
together ever since, and i kept an almost complete log of our time together.
Whenever i can't sleep or feel lonely and depressed i open that file and
read a few lines and i feel rejuvenated (Did I spell that right?).
If you're reading this, and you think that true love doesn't exist....
i'm telling you it does.. and the perfect person for you is out there..
it's fate that will drive the two of you together. Am i born romantic...*sigh*
Alrighty, this deep thoughts stuff is really... umm... ahh... well..
deep.
If you want to contact us, for any reason, Send to
tarionk@hotmail.com
Please please please please please send mail!! WE LOVE IT!!!
