My Thoughts

{(Dreams)}
Dreams are precious. So many come. Funny how so often we never recall what they was about. But we all have them. And want to share them {But most of all live them} So often we dream of the things that may never happen. As for I just want to live the simple ones. Of a sharing of hearts like no other. A bonding that no test of time will it ever fade. Dream not only come from the mind {but most of all from the heart} And give it a chance you just might find me there. That is a True dream. So I must say to all. Hold on to them. No matter how small. When two dreams join. Anything can be.
Coypwrite 1999 M.E.R.

{{HEARTS}}
Hearts love so freely. Wanting so much more. Searching for the passion like no other. So many roads. So few make it anywhere. Amazing to us all how the heart goes on. These are roads I travel still. Never knowing what may prevail. I search on. Wanting the love that will mend two to one. Reaching yet further ever day. Yearning for that one, To reach back to me. Every passing day, Tis harder to believe. What else do I have to dream. But in this as so many do. Tears falling, Heart trembling, Love is out there. Why not here?
Copywrite 1999 M.E.R

{{Knowing Love}}
Songs of a wolf in the dead of the night. Searching her out-'wanting to connect our lonely souls. I climb. Hearing her cry as I grow closer. Topping the hill of emotion. Hopping to find answers I so need. {{She Cries once more...}} I strain my eyes looking through the shadows of the night. Seeing her sit upon the rocks alone.... I fall to my kneels Feeling my very insides fall apart. Not from the beauty of her cries. Not from the glory of the Night sky falling upon us. Crying still.. Looking her way again. Knowing now we search for the same. Lifting my hand to wipe the tears away...Heart racing from this pain. Looking up to watch her ' to my surprise she is right here beside me. Knowing I should have fear 'but all the same none. Seeing what I know to be sadness in her eyes.... She nuzzles me slightly then she is gone. Knowing love is out there for us. Hearts bleeding still.. They walk on.
Coypwrite 1998 M.E.R

{{Let it Shine}}
Every night flys by. Wind blows with a cold shoulder. As ashes of my broken heart fly away. Dropping so deep into the emotion. As I watch what I want so bad, Fade as My dreams do when I wake. Each day I walk, Wondering When the one will step up to put the peaces together. Tears fall, Not knowing when that day will be. Watching the night fall once again. Wishing for when My eyes open next. That day will rise as the morning sun. We'll shine.
Copywrite 1999 M.E.R.

{{Lost}}
Lost in a tail spin Of joy-Beyond belief With mixed emotions I extend my arms and flying. Not knowing what may prevail as I drop. As you may wonder- Isn't the mind that's leading. 'Tis the heart that is bearing my path. Seeing in a dream what my be at the end. Feeling this too with the soul. Pulling my arms In. Only to glide faster to the goal that so many hold dear. You wonder once more is it possible to find such a dream. With a smile....Reaching out from my trip. Hands laying softly on your shoulders. But all dreams come true when my eyes sore in yours. And our dreams become one.....
Copywrite 1999 M.E.R.

{{Love}}
A thought can run through the mind. As easy as a love can drift away. We all run so far hopping to find what so many can not. But the ones that have let slip away. Some not letting their hearts be free to show how they feel. Some to scared too. So much to love while we are here and for ones like me. That so want to have that special someone to give it all two. Is it a dream I ask. Sigh. If it is Its one will keep living....
Copywrite 1998 M.E.R.

{{Night Skys Upon Us}}
Ever night I gaze up. Wondering if She is there doing the same. Smiling at that thought. The Night sky shining down on me. All the stars that shin as love will. Tears rolling gently down. Not from sadness I cry. But the beauty of the love that's to be. I look again at the Night Sky. Smiling again. Heart trembling, as I think. Knowing some where she is doing the same. Looking again at the Night Skies upon Us. Our love will Shin like the stars. When we are one.
Copywrite 1999 M.E.R.

{{Searching}}
Every Night I lay my head down thinking of How I Want things to be. Close my eyes as before. I then see you there. Am I set to only see you there. Are dreams where Im bound to live. Each day I search for you. Not knowing when we will be. Living on the dream I see each night. Of holding you tight for life. Having the one thing certain. Is the love I will surround you with. With ever day I search harder. Knowing your out there looking just the same. Finding myself looking forward to my dreams. Living out what I want so. Take you to a place of love. Where I ask for your hand. For life. Wind blowing lightly through your hair. Sun shinning in your eyes. As I watch you smile. Tears of joy roll. With joy of your love for me. Standing on the edge waiting for your answer. The day my life truly blooms. Ever day I wake. Knowing this search I will never end. Till your in my arms.
CopyWrite 1999 M.E.R.

{{Looking for a Smile}}
I wake not knowing what is certain. Walk each day in a dream. Holding onto ever smile that I see. Seeing as I don't have my own. Doing all I can to hold the tears back. Knowing so many like me have found what they need. Where is my dream? Why isn't she here holding me now? I walk on down the un-easy street of my life. Tears winning as they always do. Heart growing so weak on this Journey. Will, I once had fading. Moving slower each day. End! Isn't in sight. Finding the darkness catching me again. Leaning back looking to the stars. Feeling the chill of the tears rolling down. Reaching out wishing once more. For the love to lighten my life. To strengthen what was once so strong, Now fading.
Copywrite 2000 M.E.R.

{{Love with your Heart}}
You say so often- I shouldn't believe as I do. I listen to you with a smile each day. Loving the way I do, Is my way. Tis not by choice, but by nature I live. I still hear the words you say so often, this is true. I love not to be hurt, But to find what is true. No one said this journey would be easy. I walk a little further each and every day. Pain clouds my judgement, But what can be found is pure. Still your words ring every night I lay. You ask, Why don't I give up on this you say? I say I know no other way! I live for the love to light my every day. To joy my heart in such a Way. I wait for this, Knowing it shall be. Road is long, This I see. But what I have in my heart will shine the way. "Love with your heart in your own way"
Copywrite 2000 M.E.R.

{{Magic Emotion}}
Majestic twinkle in the morning light. As the sun begins to rise. I gaze out. Is this the day love finds me? Rising as the sun moves up. Caught up in the beauty it holds. Such a sight, so pleasing. Feeling the warmth in the sky. This simple beauty bring life to so much. Yet, Feeling so sad. So much given to us, so much we must find. No warmth upon me, So cold. No one to love, Bring warmth into this heart. Sun glistening off my tears, They run. Such a simple thing I ask. Lips quiver, I speak. Let love fine me today, Let it shine into my life. Just as the sun brings life to so much. Let love bring life to me. Warmth of that special someone's touch. Each day be awakened, By the one you love. Cry not from pain, From happiness to live another with them. Walk ever step together, Let the world stop outside. Let time stand still, As if it goes on forever. As long as your with them. So I ask again, Let today be.
Copywrite 2000 M.E.R.

{{Snowy Days}}
Snowy days are to come. So beautiful they can be. Cold as well. As the Heart' Without love filling it. Dark clouds abound the sky. Just as dreams passed. They shadow the world I live. I gaze out the window as if Im looking into my life. Watching the snow fall. So magical the flakes fall. Just as love Cast its spell on the heart. As special as they are given to us from the heavens. Both can melt so fast. Some only have Memories To hold. Others' Dreams that unfold before them. Listening, Wind blows so cold, So bitter to the skin. Just as hard words to the heart. So much can be. Ever dream is just another road we haven't followed. I once again feel warm. Love will find us. Just as the snow will fall. Nothing can stop it. So as many others will do. I listen for the words that will bring tears to my heart. I smile once more.
Copywrite 1999 M.E.R.

{{This is your day}}
Walking through the snow, So soft under my feet. Feeling it crush under the pressure. Tears welling up inside. As I listen, I begging to cry. Thinking to myself,How this is so like my heart. I cry more, Knowing how soft the heart is. Mine crushing so easily under your pressure, simple words. Falling apart, Just as the snow flies with the wind. Leaning back letting if fall against my face. Listening to the silence, Just as broken hearts. So Silent with pain, Tears rolling. Leaning down, Taking the fresh snow in my hand. So Gentle and cold, Like a love gone bad. A love untrue, So often this happens. With the sun begging to rise, A new day begins. Ask yourself, Should I make what once went wrong, Right. Or start it right, By saying I love you. This is your day!
Copywrite 2000 M.E.R.

{{Thunder}}
Thunder coming up in the distance. I sit watching the blackness fall. Feelings welling up inside. Knowing the pain flowing deep within. Just as the cold breeze From the storm. Lighten crashes across the sky. Such fury, As cross words upon ones heart. Heart breaking, As thunder crashes. Eyes watering, Feeling the dampness in the air. First rain drops begin to fall, As tears start to run. Leaning back looking up, I cry. Pain running through me, As the storm raging in the night. So easy both come, Yet so easy the storm passes. What one can do to another's heart does not. One can only wish for Best. After every storm, There is a new day. Tears come easy....Love does not. But when love comes.. Love like it will never come again. Tell them ever day, In every way.
Copywrite 2000 M.E.R.

{{Vision of Dreams}}
Life that so many lead. All seem so willing to follow. So blindly without a clue to what comes next. Moving through this existance that we call life. To heartless at times to see how what we do, Effects those around us. We tear on with such a path, As in love. Such a simple thing can change our path. Turn us in the right direction or lead us away. The very meaning we don't know, But follow. Only knowing what we dream of it to be. And wish upon that moment in time that it shall be real. I walk through life, Looking ahead. Till the vision of love I hold, Yet dream so often. Will live through my days with you, My love. Live the vision of dreams, With you. And walk the road of life as one.
Copywrite1999 M.E.R.

{{""Where is she?""}}
I wake not knowing what is certain. Walk each day in a dream. Holding onto ever smile that I see. Seeing as I don't have my own. Doing all I can to hold the tears back. Knowing so many like me have found what they need. Where is my dream? Why isn't she here holding me now? I walk on down the un-easy street of my life. Tears winning as they always do. Heart growing so weak on this Journey. Strength once so strong, Fading. Moving slower each day. End isn't in sight. Finding the darkness catching me again. Leaning back looking to the stars. Feeling the chill of the tears rolling down. Reaching out wishing once more. For the love to lighten my life. "I cry for her"
Copywrite 1999 M.E.R.

{{Wish}}
Reaching out across the miles. With words we speak. Yet with the mind we live. Not knowing what shall be. We live on. We cry, More every day. Not always on the outside. Most see a fake smile. As we walk, To so many things are fine. Yet knowing in the heart. It beats for another. Where we don't always know. But walk further every day. Keep up the act. For love is what we seek. Travel any distance. To love for a life time. Reaching up to the dreams that be. {{Wishing for one to dream, The dream with}}
Copyright May 3, 2000 M.E.R.

{{"""Cherished Feelings"""""}}
With so few words, We blonder through life. So few things are found. Heart so small in size, Yet can do so much. Endless feelings abound there. Love, Romance, Emotion, Life, But to name a few- They go hand in hand. Living in those feelings, Is heaven on earth. It isn't a dream, Its a way of live..... With love there must be romance. Romance brings Emotion. One is not yet happy without the other. With all three there is life. To live that way is to live happy...... Yet we wish for that someone special. To live the dream, And share our most cherished feelings. Touch our hearts like an angel. To know our feelings are the same and see them as one. Loving like this is the only way. To live in love, Is how I wish to live life. All we ask is to be loved like this. Not feeling that is to live lonely. Without it in our life-We are lost. To why such an end you may ask? Tis simply this, Not only love life and ones self. But find that special someone. To love it with, Embrace it together as one. Only then shall life truly begin. Live today, It want come again. Reach out to those that are near, Shed a smile to them. Search out love, It is there. Copywrite March 21, 2001 Michael Ring

"""Live the Dream"""
I hide behind my smile. Find mine within others. I shy away from the feelings in my heart. Yet give it so freely. My mind tells me to keep them inside. Find my heart wishes to fly. I walk this path ever day. Can't seem to break free. I fight an everlasting battle. That wounds me more each time. So hard to go on smiling, When your not always happy. My dreams bring laughter, and love to my heart. Within them Im alive, No bounders to limit what I can do. Free to show how you feel, Love like it should be. Most of all, My dreams bring love to me. "In ways I picture it". Fine that your would turns when your with them. So Easy to loose oneself in their eyes. With new life they bring. This dream is why I wake. Life is hard, Love is Painful. So many times we end up hurting more than before. Yet we jump at the dream each time. My dreams, Are our dreams. With you, Dreams are fulfilled. And life has begun. Copywrite 2000 M.E.R.

""Living In Love""
So many miles between us. Many thoughts seem to flood my mind. Yet not weakening the feelings. I have grown to know so deeply. Feelings my heart abound with. Only my eyes dare to show. Walking a path I have never walked before. Stepping so Gently, As if it could be my last. Fearing what it may bring to my heart. Knowing I must go on, No matter the cost. Just knowing what the outcome may be. Reaching out with such shaking hands, Heart trembling. Looking to yours for answers. With hopes so high. Within the smiles you send. I feel I could live a lifetime, With ever second were near. So lost for words, yet so much goes unsaid. Scared to express so many things. Holding on to everything you say. Wanting the moments to last always. For once I don't fear what I feel. Just fear what you may not. Wake each day to walk a few more steps, So unsure. But willing, Any chance is worth taking. More than ever, When the chance I take today. Might lead me to be with you. My feelings, To become our feelings. No longer dreaming of love. Living in love. Copyright April 24, 2001
"""Loving Howl"""
Such as a cry of nature, As though a Wolf howling through the darkness. Through the vast darkness she can be heard, Is she lonley you may ask. Once more a cry pieaces the night, Heart stopping as you listen. Cry so much longer it seems, Sadden not sure why. Leaning back looking into the night sky. Wondering what she must be thinking, She crys once more. The sound reaching your heart as tears well up inside. Thinking to yourself how lonely she sounds. Crying yourself, As she howls into the night. Knowing in your heart what she looks for. Head falling down as your soul falls into an emotional storm. Crying so hard, feeling her heart through yours. Do you both want for the same thing? She howls louder than before, Listening you hear nothing. Wind blowing so cold, Cutting through the night. Once more you hear a howl in the distance, Yet from someplace else. You gasp as you listen, What once was one howl is now two. Crying harder, Knowing love once more to be found. Thunder rolls in, Lighten crashing across the sky. As rain begins to rage down, Washing the tears down my face. {{Yet not hiding the sadness}} Love being out there, Yet not here with me now. I Howl out as she did, Yearning for the dream. {{ The Dream to find me}} Copyright September 12, 2000 Michael Ring
""Dreams Lead Us""
In search of something so special. I travel so far, with hope so high. I dream of this so often, As if its real. This dream leads me further. Not sure where Im heading or where I will end up. I march futher on, Holding on to what my heart desires. I see it so clearly in my mind ever day I wake. The pressence of it, Drives my soul higher. Just as a bird on the wind. Knowing so deeply that my resting place is out there. There is a light for each of us on this place called earth. We all search for it endlessly, So many do so blindly. Just as I, They know that something isnt right. Feel in their heart, Something special awaits them. To each its something differant, To some their not sure what it is. We all make this Trek, In my heart I know what I seek. It shodows my day with all I do, No matter the smiles I bring to others. I feel so empty without it filling me, I cry like so many others. Needing for ones love, It leads me. Wishing for words to be spoken, To lighten my life. Knowing these dreams can be, They are only a road we haven't driven. So live, And love as you haven't before. Copywrite 2001 Michael Ring
""Wishing Upon A Dream""
I travel so far, with hope so high. I dream of this so often, As if my life depends on it. This dream leads me further. Not sure where Im heading or where I will end up. I march further on, Holding on to what my heart desires. I see it so clearly in my mind ever day I wake. The presence of it, Drives my soul higher. Just as a bird on the wind. Knowing so deeply that my resting place is out there. There is a light for each of us on this place called earth. We all search for it endlessly, So many do so blindly. Just as I, They know that something isn't right. Feel in their heart, Something special awaits them. To each its something different, To some their not sure what it is. We all make this Trek, In my heart I know what I seek. It shadows my day with all I do, No matter the smiles I bring to others. I feel so empty without it filling me, I cry like so many others. Needing for ones love, It leads me. Knowing these dreams can be, They are only a road we haven't driven. So live, And love as you haven't before. Wish upon a dream. And is shall come to you. Aug 21, 2000 By. Michael Ring
""Reaching""
Reaching out across the miles. With words we speak. Yet with the mind we live. Not knowing what shall be. We live on. We cry, More every day. Not always on the outside. Most see a fake smile. As we walk, To so many things are fine. Yet knowing in the heart. It beats for another. Where we don't always know. But walk further every day. Keep up the act. For love is what we seek. Travel any distance. To love for a life time. Reaching up to the dreams that be. {{Wishing for one to dream, The dream with}} Copyright May 3, 2000 {{Michael Ring}}

All the above was wrote by Michael Ring A.K.A. NightHowler

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