Chapter Nineteen: Written Word

~ LATER THAT NIGHT ~
Brian and I had been dancing for what seemed like an eternity, with only the occasional interruption from someone else who demanded I dance with the, - AJ most of the time. I couldn't see Alleah with him, maybe finally he got sick of the bitch, I wouldn't blame him, she was an irritating cow when she wanted to be - and that seemed to be all the time.

I wanted to leave, but it was "my duty" to stay till everyone else left, which did make sense, I didn't want to seem rude to anyone there. Slowly but surely as the morning rolled past pretty much everyone had left, I thanked them for coming, signed some promotional stuff as the wished me the best and told me that "I would go far".

It was close to 3 o'clock when Brian and I began making our way upstairs. We had great difficulty keeping our hands off each other in the lonely elevator, but we knew very well that there were video cameras everywhere, and there were definitely some in there. The halls were deserted as we strode down them.

~ AT THE SAME TIME ~
Alleah heard the voices and the footsteps around the corner and instantly knew who it was. She'd read the entire diary, cover to cover, and now was her chance to prove everything written. She snuck behind he long draped curtain that hung over the window in the hallway, merely as a decoration rather than anything else. And there she had the perfect view as they walked around the corner.

~ AT THE SAME TIME ~
We stopped at Brian's door, both silently contemplating where this night would end. I knew what I wanted, I just wondered if Brian wanted the same.
"Did you want to, uh, come in?" he questioned quietly, nodding towards the door
I smiled and nodded my response as we walked in together.

~ AT THE SAME TIME ~
Alleah snuck out from her hiding place, a smile the size of Texas plastered on her face, she'd seen and heard everything.
~ AT THE SAME TIME ~ Brian gently back me against the door, placing his hand behind me, so I would make a noise. He leaned in, placing a desperate kiss softly onto my lips. I welcomed it with passion, slipping my hands around the curves of his muscular arms.
He led me to the bed, his lips never leaving mine. I lay down onto the softness of the bed, feeling his arms encasing me as he broke away from the kiss. He smiled softly as his hand gently grazed the side of my face.
"I love you Riyan" he whispered as he bent down to kiss me again
My hand clasped at the band of his pants, craving for his passion to engulf me like so many times before. He broke away again, and sat beside me.
I sat up and looked at him quizzically.
"Something wrong?" I questioned
He turned to face me, a smile brimming on his face.
"There's something I want to do" he grinned, reaching to the bedside cabinet beside his leg.
He opened the draw and pulled out a small box. I watched him silently as he took a breath, shuffled around to face me and took my hand into his.
"I know that right now we cant be together in every sense of the word, because some people wont accept it, but Riyan, I do know that I love you, and that nothing is ever going to change that, nothing is ever going to steal that feeling for me. We've talked about the future, but now, today I'm making it all a promise to you" he looked down and opened the box to reveal a beautiful rose gold ring, with a diamond set above the band. "I want to be with you forever, when the time comes when people will accept us, will you marry me?" His questioned lingered in the air, as it repeated over and over in my head. I knew my answer straight away - I'd always known it.
"Yes" I sniffed, tears forming in the corners of my eyes
A crooked smile burst onto his face as he wiped a tear from his eye. He spread my hand and slid the ring onto my finger.
"I know you cant wear it yet, because of what people say, but I just wanted to make sure it fits" he smiled, a pure look of joy on his face, my own expression sure to be mirroring his.
"I'll wear it on my heart" I whispered as I took his head into my hands
"I love you Brian Thomas Littrell, and I'll be waiting for the time we can tell the world" I spoke as I leant in and kissed him tenderly.

~TWO DAYS LATER~
I was beyond happy, everything was perfect to me, everything was amazing. The world to me was so full of wonder and beauty and of course I could help but see it. Brian and I would be together I knew that in my heart and I could feel that in my soul. As soon as we could legally marry, and it was important to Brian to get Papa's agreement, which I'm sure he would give after seeing how blissfully happy we were, we would get married. I felt like the little girl arranging her wedding in her mind, I wanted to wrap a sheet around me and walked down the hallway, it wasn't the idea of a wedding that made me so happy, it was simply knowing that beside me would stand the man I loved with my whole heart, soul and mind.

"Daydreaming again?" Belle laughed as I lay outside the venue staring up into the clouds.
I smiled as she sat down beside me.
"Belle can I tell you something?" I whispered, afraid of who might hear
"Sure, shoot" she announced as I sat up
"Brian and I are going to get married as soon as we're able" I looked down "You know, legally" I shrugged She looked at me with building eyes as I pulled the necklace from under my shirt and showed her the ring Brian had given me dangling on the end.
"Oh My God, he asked you?" she questioned, under and excited but hushed tone
I nodded.
"Wow, Riyan, that's amazing" she sighed "I always knew you two belonged together"
"I love him Belle, and I know he loves me. I want to be with him forever" I gushed
"You will be" she stated simply
"I want to make him happy" I spoke shyly
"In which way?" she smirked
"In every way" I paused "but is there something, I mean, do you think you could, uh, tell me how to ah -"
"Give him the best sex of his life" she smiled, finishing my sentence
I laughed as I nodded shyly.
"I'm sure you make Brian more than happy in that way, but I can tell you one thing I know is that men, no matter who they are, ALWAYS subconsciously are thinking about sex, whatever they are doing it's always on their mind, us women just have to remind them of that, with something that sends shivers up their spine. For instance take Nick, the boy is absolutely obsessed with red underwear, I don't know what it is, but it turns him on like that" she spoke slicking her fingers "so basically it's his 'thing' and I use that for my own advantage, it sounds mean, but I basically control him with simple red underwear. I could be washing the toilet, it wouldn't matter, if I flashed him my red bra he'd be on me in a flash" she laughed "so what I'm saying Riyan is just find the thing that makes Brian unable to resist you"
"How do I find that?"
She thought for a moment then shrugged her shoulders.
"It's a matter of trial and error. But usually with guys it involves flesh and lace" she grinned
~ LATER THAT NIGHT (AFTER THE SHOW)~
I slid quietly down the hallway. Alleah had gone to bed a while ago, and she probably wouldn't even know I was gone. I held onto the jacket nervously around me as I knocked on Brian's door. He opened it quickly and I practically ran inside.
He closed the door, then rushed me with his lips. I pushed him away gently.
"I have something for you" I grinned, my face flushing. I'm not sure what I was nervous about, I'd been with Brian on numerous occasions and they were all intimate and beautiful, maybe it was because I was determined to do something different - I was experimenting.
"You do, what's that?" he smirked, poising with his arms crossed in front of him.
I smiled mischievously as I slipped the coat I was wearing to the floor. His mouth gaped as I stood in front of him in dressed in 10 inch stilettos and matching sheer lace underwear.
"Wow, I mean, wow, you look, oh god"
I laughed at his loss of words as I took his hands and placed them on my naked waist.
"Do you like it?" I breathed into his ear
"Oh God" he mouthed again
"I want this night to be for you" I smiled running a solitary finger down his cheek
I lead him over to one of the armchairs in the corner and sat him down. I didn't exactly KNOW what I was doing, I was just going with the feeling.
I sat onto his lap, a leg on either side of him. Taking his head into my hands I kissed him long and hard, as his hands fluttered across my back. I broke away and smiled down at him.
"Let's make this amazing" I whispered into his ear, as I felt his body growing underneath me.

~ AT THE SAME TIME ~
Marco starred at the letter in front of him, as the plane began it's decent. He'd called Michael before leaving Mexico expressing his anger, then he'd jumped on the next flight. He read over the words again;

Dear Mr. Emelias
I write to you simply because I am worried about Riyan. I know things that have been going on during the time of this tour, I wonder if I should be telling you this, but each time I think about it, I worry about Riyan.

I'm not sure how to tell you this but Riyan has been having a secret affair with Brian Littrell, its because she is so young, and he is much older that I worry she is making the biggest mistake of her life. I'm not sure how I can make you believe what I am telling you, but I promise to you it is the truth, and you can only know for yourself if you see for yourself.

I thank you for your time, and I pray I have done the right thing.

A Friend

He scoured at the letter again, breathing deep and heavy. He would know the truth, soon, very soon - he would know!

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