CHAPTER 39 – I NEED YOU
Arora threw her bag down onto the couch as Brian stepped into the room and closed the door behind him. He dimmed the lights softly as Arora slumped down onto the couch.
“Something on your mind?” Brain questioned as he sat down beside her
She looked up at him softly before placing her head on his shoulder. She wanted to tell him exactly what was plaguing her mind, but he was trying so hard to move past the whole “nick-thing” she didn’t really think it best to tell him, especially since it involved Nick.
“Just things” Arora shrugged nuzzling into his shoulder
He wrapped his arm around her shoulder, and sighed contentedly.
“So, this is our last night together for a while” he whispered into her ear, his lips pushing softly against her skin
“I suppose it is” Arora smiled
His lips worked they’re way down her chin, and rested with full force against her own lips as his hand slipped down the side of her body, taking her hand into his own.
“I want to make love to you Rose” he whispered, his eyes intently starring into hers
Her hands masterfully slithered down the buttons of his shirt, undoing them as she went. She pushed the shirt apart slipping her hands over his chest.
“I’d like that” she smiled as she stood up, and wandered over to the radio.
As she flicked through radio station Brian walked up behind her, and began softly kissing the back of her neck, as his hands caressed her body.
I don't need a lot of things
I can get by on nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring
I've always needed somthing
But I've got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You're my only reason
You're my only truth
I need you
Like water, like breath, like rain
I need you
Like mercy from heavens gates
Theres a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
You're the hope that moves me
To courage again
You're the love the rescues me
When the cold winds rage
And its so amazing
Cause thats just how you are
And I can't turn back now
Cause you have bought me too far
I need you
Like water, like breath, like rain
I need you
Like mercy from heavens gates
Theres a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
~Leann Rimes - "I Need You"
“I love this song” Arora smiled, as Brian’s kisses became more passionate.
She turned to face him, her face soft with a smile, his hand roaming her body, afraid of ever letting go. He leaned in, kissing her mouth as he silently lead her towards the bed. She sat down at the bottom of the bed, as he towered above her, hips lips still diving across hers. She leant backwards, pulling him onto her by the sides of his opened shirt. They slid up the bed, both fully occupied in discovering each others bodies with tender hands. She swept her hand through his hair as he sat perched above her, concentrating on the zip at the back of her dress.
It didn’t take long for their clothes to create a messy pile down beside the bed. Arora watched intently as Brian painstakingly kissed every inch of her exposed body, she loved the way he always took his time, making sure to love every part of her. her hands bought his head up in line with hers, leaning her head up, she kissed him deeply as his hands clutched to her arms. He pulled away slowly, allowing the kiss to last for what seemed a lifetime.
“The songs right Rose” he whispered, grazing the side of her face with his hand “I need you so much” he whispered, his breath warm against her skin
Silently, with a simple smile, she agreed – they needed each other.
~ AT THE SAME TIME ~
Bianca practically ran from the elevator, Justin’s roaming hands getting a little too close for comfort, she didn’t know what she was doing there, it was like playing poker. She shrugged, she was quite simply, calling Nick’s bluff.
Justin swiped his room card through the sensor, and the door clicked easily open. Bianca stepped back, she didn’t want to go in there, she was making a huge mistake.
“Know what? I just remembered, I uh, have to be somewhere” Bianca announced as her heels swung around on the floor.
“Come on, I wont bite, unless of course that’s how you like it?” Justin laughed, gesturing her inside
“Sorry, I’m gonna pass on it”
He stood agitated behind her.
“Just come in for a drink” he pleaded
The elevator down the hall beeped as the doors opened to reveal Nick and Tyler engrossed in what looked like a passionate kiss. Bianca felt the anger and pain well up inside her.
‘Fuck him’ she cursed to herself as she stormed into the room, Justin followed, closing the door behind her.
~ AT THE SAME TIME ~
“Tyler, do you mind?” Nick huffed, pushing her off him
“No PDA?” Tyler grinned
“Look, I'm sorry, I probably shouldn’t have bought you here” Nick sighed
“Why?”
“Because I'm not ready for a relationship Tyler, I'm sorry”
“Are you in love with someone else?”
“No”
Tyler sensed he was lying, she wasn’t quite sure how dumb he thought she was, but he wasn’t giving her much credit – she could see right through him.
“Well, whatever” she shrugged “You shouldn’t always assume the girl wants a relationship either Nick” she grinned as she opened the room door behind her “I'm just here for the fun” she whispered as she pulled him into the dark room.
~ 5 MINUTES LATER ~
Bianca starred lifelessly into the bathroom mirror, she knew Justin was just outside, but she also knew she didn’t want anything to do with him, she’d excused herself to the bathroom and had remained there since. Did it matter what Nick did with his life? She answered her own questioned with a regretful sigh. Nick had to live his own life, make his own decisions, as Bianca did also. She didn’t love Justin, in fact she didn’t even LIKE him, it was stupid to be in his room, but she knew it would been even stupider to stay there. She grabbed her bag from the vanity and opened the bathroom door.
“It’s about time you came out” Justin smirked as he lay across the double bed.
“Well I had fun, but *yawn* I should get going” Bianca faked, walking over to the door.
“What?” Justin announced bounding off the bed, and stepping between Bianca and the door, wearing just a pair of tight boxer shorts
“I have to go’ Bianca resounded as she tried to reach around for the door handle.
“Haha, funny joke” Justin laughed grabbing her wrist tightly
“It’s not a joke, Justin, excuse me” Bianca announced, struggling her wrist free
He grabbed it again and jolted her backwards.
“You’re not gonna be some fucking prick tease” he huffed under his annoyed breath
“Call it what you want asshole, I'm leaving” Bianca remarked trying to pull herself from his clutch
“This why Nick dumped you, you act like a fucking whore, but you don’t give any up” Justin spat in her face, obviously annoyed at her behavior, and a little intoxicated.
Bianca’s left hand came down hard against the side of Justin’s face, flicking it sideward. He looked up at her, shock and annoyance written all over his face.
“Bitch” he hissed, pushing her backwards and toppling onto the floor.
“Asshole” Bianca murmured as she stood up,
Violently Justin pushed her backwards onto the bed.
“You’ll never get anywhere if you piss all the people off” he whispered calmly into her ear
“You have no control over what happens” Bianca replied as she struggled underneath his weight
“Don’t I?” he laughed “bet your ass I do, without me, you’ll be nothing you little bitch, so you better give it up” he smirked
“You better fuck up” Bianca responded
Justin slapped her harshly onto the side of his face.
“Show some respect” he laughed, his left hand unzipping the dress she was wearing
“You don’t have Nick, you should take what your offered” he added as she stopped struggling underneath him.
She lay seemingly lifeless on the bed, as Justin removed her dress. Maybe he was right, maybe Nick moved onto Arora because he didn’t find her attractive anymore, she didn’t “give” him enough. She felt the tears welling up inside as she wished she could disappear. Justin’s forearm was pressed hard across her collarbone keeping her still as he fingered around her body. Drunkenly his hands fumbled across her chest, removing his right hand, he pushed his fingers into her. She didn’t yelp, she didn’t feel anything, it was almost like she was dead, the feeling of reoccurrence too much for her to handle as her mind escaped the room.
It wasn’t long before he was bored with that game, and decided to move in for the kill, his forearm was still hard against her chest, pushing her down into the hard bed. She wriggled a little knowing what was coming once he withdrew his fingers. She turned her head away too disgusted to even look at him.
“Come on Bianca, enjoy it as much as I'm going to” he laughed
“Get off me, please” she whimpered, burying her face into the blanket covering the bed.
“I'm the only one that’s gonna want you Bianca” he whispered as he pushed himself fully into her.
~ AT THE SAME TIME ~
Chastity sculled down her 4th Tequila shot, as she sat at the table across from Eminem.
“You’re a pretty fine bitch” he laughed
She smiled, she supposed that was his idea of a compliment.
“So, do I get your phone number?” she pouted stretching her arms across the table
“It’s upstairs” he winked
“Oh really?” she smirked. It was obvious what he was alluding to, and for now, she’d play along
“So why don’t I take your fine ass up there” he laughed finishing his drink with one gulp
“I dunno if you can handle me” Chastity smiled, going to his room wasn’t exactly ‘in the deal’
“You chickening out?”
“Hardly” Chastity smiled standing up
She was gonna win this, hand down.
“Don’t look so down” a voice whispered into AJ’s ear
He looked up to see a dark haired girl smiling sweetly down at him. He shrugged her off, going back to the drink that sat in front of him.
She didn’t take the hint and sat down beside him. She quickly ordered a drink, then turned her attention back to AJ.
“It’s not the end of the world you know” she smiled as the bartender handed her the drink she ordered.
~ 15 MINUTES LATER ~
“Come on” Eminiem laughed as he drunkingly stumbled to the elevator
Chastity had no problem with him, he came across as an angry little white man, but that was all a show – he was really completely harmless.
The elevator doors opened on the 10th floor, he stepped out first, throwing an empty beer bottle into the elevator behind him.
He swiped the card through the door. He stumbled into the dark room as Chastity searched the wall for a light switch. The room filled with the bright artificial light as Chastity closed the door behind her. She’d come so close, she wasn’t going to loose now, the number was what she’d come for, and she was determined to get it.
“So do I get the number yet?” Chastity inquired, looking around the spacious room
“What number?” he laughed, grabbing her breast
“Hands off sonny Jim” she responded, slapping his hands back.
“Fuck women, what’s your problem?”
“I'm a classy kind of girl, I need your number first” she pouted, knowing full well he had no chance of sleeping with her
“Fine” he scoffed taking something from his wallet and chucking it at her
He spun around quickly, before passing out on the floor just below the bed. She laughed quietly at him as she wandered back out of the room. As she made her way back down to the party she stopped in front of two guys who were part of Eminem’s little posse.
“Uh, the real slim shady can’t stand up, he seemed to have passed out” she smirked as she walked past
Walking back into the party she scoured the bar area where she’d last seem AJ about 20 minutes ago. She wandered around, but couldn’t find him anywhere.
“Shit McLean, where are you?” she huffed in annoyance placing her hands lazily on her hips.
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