Why Do I Bother? It bends me of nothing My wrongdoing, and I Retain my self, All on my time Sweeping up those missing links That could have saddened Whatever heaved us apart Rendering more than your wrongdoing You asked me if I would forgive Simply agreed, contained in my existence Stretch apart the mortal casing So you might recognize what's left Possibly untimely said Underneath all this refuse That should be shed To let you all observe Come again? I missed a beat Compromise your earlier defeat Never mind the voice inside That's not truly what you crave Craft your own laws and abide It's otherwise just useless breathing Don't even bother to recover I thought you had gone I understood to an extent Now the outlook of your anxiety Is slowly plummeting into me again Quite possibly so, I never did know Donations of understanding, Were always welcome And essentially expected You already knew, so why am I questioned I keep trying, though wearisome And every time, it ends up unchanged So why do I bother?