I have been thinking about Max a lot lately. She was there in that hospital room when I needed her most, and I can’t help feeling that she will be there for me again. Even though she hasn’t contacted me, she has been in my thoughts and in my dreams. Since that first torturous day when I came home, when I thought I saw her on the roof across the street, she has encouraged me to go on. I’ve caught other glimpses of her in the park and on the street, pedaling away in the distance. It’s almost as if she has been watching me from afar as I struggle to put my life back together. She is my dark angel after all, hiding in the shadows. Just knowing that she might be out there has helped me get through the endless rainy nights and painful days. I feel drawn to her, like we have an inexplicable bond. I feel like we can help each other survive the curves that life throws at us. I feel like we can change the world together. I know she will show up soon. We have so much work to do together.

Dark Angel

Hiding in the shadows of my life

Guardian Angel

Watching over the struggles of my days

Dream Angel

Driving away the nightmare of my nights

My Angel

Lightening the burdens of my soul