| Hatred, You Bring Me Down |
| Hatred (I wrote this about my ex - I was good and ready and willing to move on!) My love is slowly turning into hatred for you. A fire burning in my heart riding everything that you had once left there slowly dissipating into the ashes of ex loves and lost life. My line between love and hate no longer there for it has turned to hatred for your actions. My mind questions my every move with you because no matter where I turn or what I do nothing ever seems to be correct. Giving you everything you've asked for and everything you want and still you're not happy with what I am doing. Hatred and disbelief of everything you're doing. What's wrong with you? Why are you acting this way? Here's your friendship that you wanted now watch it as it goes from being spread across my heart and onto the table of hope to no longer being there. Every move you take a piece of friendship goes. Relax!! Allow your mind to become still and hear the words for what they are...words! You see none of my actions but to give you what you want, take them, accept them and don't grow angry by them. You doing this makes me question what you want. I give you the divorce; you question its truth. I give you love; you question its truth. I give you anger; you question its truth. What do you want? Do you want my hatred? Here's my hatred and my disbelief. The last and final unspoken thing you wanted. Here's my friendship removed from the table for now and here's my hatred. Take it because it does belong to you. I don't!!!!! |
| You Bring Me Down (Anger - PURE ANGER!) You bring me down. You twist my words and you tear me apart. My life isn't what you make of it. My life is just that; it's mine. Don't fuck with my heart because it doesn't belong to you. Don't fuck with my mind because I am too smart for that. You bring me down. You try to tear me apart and break the strength that I have built up for myself. My joy is for myself. It's not for you to enjoy or tear apart. My sorrow is my own fault. Not for you to gather happiness and pity from. You bring me down. You tell me lies and expect me to believe them. I told you! Don't fuck with my mind, I'm too smart for that. Now that I see through your shit you get mad. That's your fault, not mine! You bring me down. Get the hell out of my life and let me be. You cannot dictate what I do and don't do. You can not dictate whom I do and don't talk to. Leave and let things be! You bring me down. You shut me out of your life before and now you'd like me back. You can't have it that way. I won't be there for you like you think I will. Where where you when I needed you? You weren't there; invisible to the mind and eye. This is how I shall act. You bring me down. Stay away from my family. They need you as much as I do. This means that they don't! Let us have our peace. You bring me down! |