August 12, 2003 The day I went to Heaven

I am laying with Dylan on the blanket mommy and I made for him just 2 nights before.  Dylan is such a good big brother,   This is the last time he got to hold me.  I loved it when he would play "rock, paper, scissors" with me.  He said I always won, because I would always pick "rock".  I love him alot and will miss him soo much!

My big sister Desiree is the best.  She always give me lots of hugs and kisses.  I love it when she would just hold me and talk to me.  It is funny when she would try and change my diapers, mommy would always have to finish, because I would move around to much for her.  I have the best big sister ever.  I love her soo much and am going to miss her!

This is my last bath.  My Mommy & Daddy wanted me to look and smell beautiful.  I always loved my baths, I just didn't like it when they had to take me out.  I made sure they knew it too!  They would always make me feel better though, by just holding me and rocking me until I would calm down.  Then they would finsh by putting baby oil on me and get me in my comfy pajamas.  I sure am going to miss all that.

This is the last family picture that was taken of us.  We are such a happy family. Even though this is a sad day, they know that I am with God and watching over them, that is why they can smile during this difficult time.  I am no longer in any pain, I am happy and free.  My Mommy and Daddy love me almost as much as I love them.  My family has showed me more love than anyone could ever imagine.  "I LOVE YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH"!

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