Title: Get to Me (1/1)
Author: Candy (Angelusette@webtv.net)
Rating: PG-13 (has a *slight* adult theme)
Summery: Willow goes to L.A. to help Angel after the explosion, She
meets Lindsey and they Fall in love. They know about each other (Willow know Lindsey is a bad guy and Lindsey knows Willow is on Angel's side) and they don't know what to do. POV Fic.
Spoiler: All of All the seasons, Based sometime after 5th season of Buffy and 2nd season of Angel so Darla has been staked
Disclaimer: I don't Own Lindsey or Willow, The song is "Get To Me" From
Jennifer Paige's Debut, self titled CD. Music and words by Jennifer Paige, Andy Goldmark and J.D. Martin.
Feedback: Please??????? I'm begging!!
Note: Means Willow's thoughts and Means Lindsey's Thoughts




Don't misread the silence
And take my distance as a sign
There's only one heart that's confused
And it's most likely mine

How did I get here? It all seemed so simple really. I came to L.A. to help Angel. Than I met this amazing man who makes me feel like life is perfect and the world revolves around me. Problem is he's Lindsey McDonald of Wolfram and Hart. Bad guy. When I found out I was so confused. I still am. I love him so much. I honestly don't know what to do. I miss his voice, his eyes, his hands on my body. Goddess, I love him but.... he stands everything I hate.

I always make the rules
And I change 'em all the time
Always stayed a step ahead
'Til you looked into my eyes

How did this happen? I, Lindsey McDonald of Wolfram and Hart, am in love with the most beautiful, sweet, innocent girl alive. Willow. She is my everything, my life, my world. My Willow. I have fought all that she stands for. I fight Angel, one of her dearest friends. I curse him for having a soul. A soul she so nicely put there.

My thoughts are frozen
Can't you hear me screaming inside
As you come closer
Don't know where to run this time

I can't think, I can't think, I try and try but I can't think. I close my eyes and his face is there like a memory that you just want to forget, but i can't forget him. His hands. They were so gentle and kind. How can something so good and loving come from Evil? Lindsey is Evil. I cant even fathom that idea. When I found out that he stood for everything I wasn't, never could be, I swore I hated him, I told him I never wanted to see him again. But when I lay down at night and I close my eyes and I can feel his hands, his loving hands on me.

I feel weak, I'm never weak
I always know what to say
Don't look at me, I can't speak
How did you get to me this way?

How did a child, a pure, innocent child, cause me to fall to my knees. Her body. She is so beautiful. Her green eyes, her red hair and her porcelain skin. I could make her come over to my side of the line, but I could never, nor would I ever, corrupt such innocents. I need her. I want her. I want to feel her kiss and her body under mine. I want to watch her eyes glaze over with passion as she screams my name in ecstasy. I want to hear her say she loves me one more time.

All I know is what I feel
And what I feel is way too real
Who I am is what you see
Baby how did you ever get to me
ever get to me, ever get to me

I was told he had no soul, but how can that be? He is my soul mate. He has to be. I feel him in every fiber of my being. he loves me I know he does, and I love him. I would fight everything to be with him, I would even fight him.

It could be so easy
If you'd make just one mistake
Then I won't feel the way I do
And I'll say it's fate

If she could only be what I am. But she could never be that way. She could never hurt another living soul or a dead one. I cant love her. The more I love her the more I want to be what she is. I can't. She is endanger. endanger of corruption and in danger or me.

But this emotion
I keep tryin' to leave behind
Keeps getting closer
Don't know where to run this time

I try to fight my love for him, but the stronger I fight it the stronger my feeling for him become. I don't know how much longer I can do it. How much longer until I scream his name into the night, begging for his hands, His lovely hands. His voice. I want to hear his voice call my name in passion and desire. I want him to give me the release that only he can give me.

I feel weak, I'm never weak
I always know what to say
Don't look at me, I can't speak
How did you get to me this way?

How did I get this way. I did she become my sole existence? How did she become my soul. How did she make me so weak from love and..... How did she Get to me?

All I know is what I feel
And what I feel is way too real
Who I am is what you see
Baby how did you ever get to me
ever get to me, ever get to me

I know he isn't completely evil. He can't be. He's shown he has a heart before, why not again. I love him. I need him. I want him. How did he ever get to me?


The End