I go to a university, so what? The bullshit is still going on, nothing has changed. People from highschool still irritate me and talk shit. People in college aren't much better, almost worse because these are supposed to be the future "real world"ers. But that real world that we kept getting told about is a lie, a fantasy, plain bullshit. When I was little I kept being told about how great things would be when I got older. "you'll have the most fun in highschool" and once I was in high school it changed to "college will be the best years of your life". And now I've gone through all that and it still sucks! In college I get told I'm here so I can get a good job and then my "real life" will start. But I don't believe them anymore because I've seen over and over that if something is wonderful about my future, it is always gone and dead by the time I get there. Does anyone else feel like they were born just 5 years too late because everything you believe and want to do is ridiculed and not taken seriously nowadays?

3/19/98

get the TREKKER font.