"Alien Baby"
by Annie (97ish)

All my life i've heard that saying "just be yourself".. and everything will work out. But, what if you are yourself and people think you're a dork? What if you finally find people that are like you and you've already shut down the part of you that would normally care and want them? What if you search for a place to fit in and never find one? What if my life really has no purpose and I'm getting high blood pressure and high anxiety over passing classes and getting cancer? What the hell? I'm not a good person, I can't commit to any side, I can't reach goals, I'm a procrastinator, a time waster, a self-righteous asshole at times, and so I ask you... why do you read my crap?