Toxic

 

Note: Written for a challenge at FS, a thousand words and had to start with the sentence Why didn’t you call me? I was listening too much to radio and Britney Spears somewhat brainwashed me and here’s the result of that.

 

“Why didn’t you call me?” He looked at me, trying to figure out what the hell I was doing at 3 am in his front door.

 

“I wanted to surprise you.” I give him my best smile. “Aren’t you inviting me in?”

 

He looked at me, his blue eyes shining when he noticed I was wearing just a nightgown.

 

“I love surprises, but in case you’ve forgotten we are getting married in less than 24 hours”

 

“I couldn’t sleep, Pace. Not without you.” I don’t have to say another word. He knows my addiction. It’s the same as his.

 

 

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic
I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?

 

We start kissing, tongues dueling for pleasure, our hands roaming on each other’s bodies, trying to get the few clothes we have on. I lose all my self control when it comes to this man. He makes me lay down on the couch, the bedroom too far for our purposes. He hovers above me, like a predator, just waiting for me to beg for mercy.

Baby, can’t you see
I’m calling
A guy like you
Should wear a warning
It’s dangerous
I’m fallin’
There’s no escape
(No escape)
I can’t wait
I need a hit
(I need a hit)
Baby, give me it
You’re dangerous
I’m lovin’ it
(I'm lovin' it)

 

 I feel his hands and mouth covering every inch of my body. He wants me to beg, his body is a like a drug to me. I feel him entering me slowly, torturing me, teasing me. Filling me in a way that only he can. We move our bodies wildly, searching for release.

 

 

Too high
Can’t come down
Losing my head
Spinning ‘round and ‘round
Do you feel me now?
(Do you feel me now?)
(Now, now, now, now)
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic?

The world spins around when we both climax. It takes us a while to come back to earth. Pacey gives me sweet kisses all over my face, my neck. I close my eyes, thinking how close I came to loose this. My stupid fears. But I couldn’t give up on him; I couldn’t live the rest of my life without this. Passion and sweetness, all wrapped up in one person.

 

It’s getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil cup
Slowly
It’s taking over me
Too high
Can’t come down
It’s in the air
And it’s all around
Can you feel me now?
(Can you feel me now?)
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic?

 

”Will you be able to sleep now, Potter?” He asks me, grinning.

 

“I think I’ll manage.” I wink, getting up, slowly getting dressed. He walks me to the door, kissing me before I leave.

 

“See you at the church, Pacey.”

 

“I’ll be there, Jo. I just wish…”

 

“Wish what, Pacey? You’re not getting cold feet, are you?”

 

“Calm down, Potter. I just wish we could skip straight to the honeymoon.” He smirks devilishly.

 

I kiss him a last time, before going.

 

“Me too, Pace, me too.”

 

Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now

 

 

I always ran away from this man, now I run to him.

 

I’m ready for him now.

 

Forever addicted to him and his toxic smile.