Disclaimer:I don't own them, Joss Whedon does. I plan on returning them happier!
Summary: Oz, Willow and a Pez Werewolf!
Willow got up from the floor, dried her tears and went to work. First things, first. She called Xander.
"How did things go with Cordy?" she asked.
"She told me to stay away from her," he answered crying. "I do love her, Willow."
"I know and I love Oz. Why did we do this to them? Why did we do this to ourselves? I feel so horrible. i never knew I could hurt so bad." Willow said almost hysterically.
"I don't know, what could have been going through our heads but we have to figure this out. I can't lose her forever. Can't we jsut explain, that we thought we were going to die or something?"
"But, it wasn't just that Xander, we did it willingly. We've done it before that night. We can't make excuses for our behavior. Now we have to wait for them to forgive us. Let's jsut hope that they can and will. I gotta go and look something up on the internet. Talk to you soon." Willow said as she picked up her laptop.
"Bye, maybe someone else can get through to Cordelia. I am not complete without her. I actually mis her alot." Xander said as he hung up the phone.
Willow searched all night and finally found exactly what she was looking for. It was a werewolf pez dispenser, a halloween special edition, she ordered it overnight delivery.
"Oh, well. I owe this to him, so if he won't except it, I don't know. I have to try. I just have to." she said to herself as she climbed in the bed.
Willow went to school that next day and was not surprised to find Oz still angry. He talked to Buffy and Giles but steered clear of her and Xander. She felt awful. This was worse then when Xander took her Barbie.
When she came home from school, she noticed the package from Pez had arrived. She opened it, wrote a note and stuck it inside the box. "I hope this helps." she thought to herself.
Dear Oz,
I know this does not even begin to makeup for what I have done. I hope you like it anyway.
I do owe you this, because you got me the witch, I wanted a unique gift for you. I will
understand if you can't find it in your heart to forgive me. I am still trying to forgive
myself. I know what I did was totally wrong. I know why you are upset. I just wante to
let you know, I do love you. No matter what I will always love you. Well, now my heart
is broken and it is all my fault. But I do need you to help me mend it, we can do it
together. You make me whole.
Luv ya,
Willow
The next morning she would give him the gift. She came to school early and waited in the library for Oz. She knew he would be in before the first bell rang. When he walked in she simply said "This is for you. Please read the note on the inside. I know it probably won't change anything, but I had to do it." Then she left.
"What?" Oz asked confused.
He sat down and stared at the box for a few minutes. He opened it and removed the note. He read it once...twice, then turned his head. "I love you too, Willow. I can'd do this now. I have to settle things with Xander. It has to be his fault." He said out loud. Then he raced to find Willow. He found her sitting on their bench, studying.
"Will, we've got to talk. I'm not over this. But I love you and my heart belongs to you. You know that. And even though it was a cute and sweet gift, the Pez isn't what did this to me. God, Willow, why? Why did you do this? I mean I know how you felt about him before but did you have to do this after I fell in love with you? Did he? And what about Cordy? I thought you were friends. What happened to us? I'm going to take this up with Xander. This is his fault. He couldn't like you before we hooked up."
"No, Oz. It's not all Xander's fault. I was there, too. I kissed him back and I can't let him take all the blame. Don't talk to him, he's got to deal with Cordelia. I have to deal with you. Okay, I didn't mean to hurt you or Cordy. God, I don't know what happened. I could say it was because we thought we were going to die, but I would be lying. Before, spike took us, I was going to do a delusting spell. That's why we were all meeting at the school that night. I wish we could just start over, I mean I never knew I could hurt this bad or this much over anyone. Xander and I feel ten times worse because it was you and Cordy. Can we try again?" She looked at him about to cry.
He stared at her for a few minutes.
"Well, speak." she whispered.
"Hi, I'm Oz, and you are?" he looked at her smiling then added "Wait a minute, I know you, you are my soulmate."
"Thanks, Oz. I'm so glad you can forgive me. I love you. I swear to stay true to you."
"Hush, no talk of that. But it will take time, I'm not happy but I can't stay away from you." He paused for a second. "I love you"