ðHgeocities.com/aruehls/index.htmlgeocities.com/aruehls/index.htmldelayedx=]ÔJÿÿÿÿÿÿÿÿÿÿÿÿÿÿÿÿÿÿÿÿÈ`•D¯;OKtext/html0x¯;ÿÿÿÿb‰.HThu, 12 Apr 2001 15:39:48 GMTf-Mozilla/4.5 (compatible; HTTrack 3.0x; Windows 98)en, *=]ÔJ¯; Millennium poem: paean to future--bring it on! <BODY bgcolor="#003366" text="#C0C0C0"> <FONT FACE="BernhardMod BT, Arial, Times New Roman" size=2> <TABLE ALIGN=RIGHT WIDTH=20% BORDER=0 ALT=" "> <TR><TD> <!put in graphic and alt text; put in table for placeholding, also alt for table> <IMG SRC="frwrkssm.gif" ALIGN=right ALT="fireworks animation"> </TABLE> <H2 ALIGN=CENTER><EM> <A NAME="part 1: Begin">MILLENNIUM</A></EM></CENTER></H1> <P>Bring on the next millennium!</P> <P> I'll wear my silver spacesuit;<BR> you bring your little horn to toot.<BR></P> <P> Hands conjoined, we'll share champagne,<BR> sing that Robbie Burns song <BR> a billion weak and strong trilling ancestry and hope, their ache<BR> staking off millennia from Jesus, one of us <BR> who spoke his godliness, only to be felled <BR> whose spirit, tortured, sputtered; held.<BR></P> <P> Two thousand years and more, men pontificate.<BR> Two thousand years&#95and more&#95still women wait <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp to celebrate balance.<BR></P> <P> Hear us, heed us, heal us <BR> on this sanctifying night: Come home; we need to mediate this war.<BR></P> <P> One by one, we're shrunk a size too small.<BR> One by one we're stranded, estranged and explanted<BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbspdisenchanted after all.<BR> Two by two they diced the flood.<BR></P> <p>Let's gamble on our old acquaintance Ovid, metamorphize.</P> <P> O night divine I'll bless yours; you shrine mine.<BR> You shoot the moon; I'll brew up fireworks for breakfast,<BR> sparking synergy of genders joined in fecund symbiosynchrony,<BR> a gift to pass into an age of pain and hope we'll barely see.<BR></P> <H2><A NAME="part 2: Power"><CENTER>II. The Power</CENTER></H2></A> <P> Abound in me,<BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp root equation of all your science <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp cleaver of paradox, origin of source <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp parent of conception, animus of the dead <BR></P> <P>Bring on your next millennium <BR>, &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp you who count in turns around an obscure star <BR> Before I brew my morning coffee and zip up <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp your dusty atoms will be the building blocks of cockroaches and desert sand <BR> Your names for me are the prattlings of a toddler <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp conceived in ignorance <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp whacking his friend over the head for a toy, calling it a holy war <BR> You pray for peace and plenitude <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp Try dragging the oceans in which you drowned your humility,<BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp those decorated with mercury and black oil<BR> You dare call me male?<BR> I'll spit you from my self-seeded womb again and again until you know better; <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp clone myself until you're dizzy<BR> Gender I engendered to disjoin my mellifluous omnipotence <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp the apple was eaten before the tree was even born;<BR> and even I couldn't have foreseen the feat of divine engineering it would be! <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp right from Adam's tattling, blaming Eve...<BR> and the colossal collusion of your females!<BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp a monument of kudos to my savvy foresight <BR></P> <P> Criticize, yes, but anthropomorphize? Keep going&#95I dare you.<BR></P> <P> Color you have, true-blue dogs, orchards, guilt and flights of fancy <BR> a galaxy of burnished, self-invented languages with which to fashion <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp soothing strings of poetry, the jewelry of jokes, the luxury of lyricism <BR> sunrise and sunset, guitars, hills to climb <BR> the foundations and beams of civility <BR> recipes for reciprocity<BR> elephants, rainbows, grace <BR> flowers, candles, baseball <BR> movies, smiles, stormclouds <BR> seeds and soil, bicycles and beaches <BR> redemption and radiant energy...<BR></P> <P> Go wipe your knees&#95<BR> stop blathering to me and heal yourselves.<BR></P> <H2><CEENTER>< III. "Mother Nature" Has a Word</CENTER> </H2> <P> You call your God the Father?<BR> Sometimes I think even you daughters are smitten with those Y chromosomes. <BR> But remember this: yang doesn't work alone&#95<BR> Your mother feels neglected when you forget to phone.<BR> Maybe some calling card is due:<BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp a midsized asteroid or two? or, better yet, a homing hunk of space junk?<BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp a real rumbler beneath your Yucca Mountain?<BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp a few volatile volcanic fountains?<BR></P> <P> Forgive me; I'm not myself today ;<BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp my veins are visited with the discordant discarded <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp my skin is noisy with various versions of greed <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp my breathing cries out for conscious concentration <BR>&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp my heart is pressed to perform under pressure <BR> But that's okay; I know you're busy.<BR> Go on back to your reliance on science;<BR> I can take care of myself.<BR></P> <H2><A NAME="part 4: Lost"><CENTER>IV. Lament of the Lost</CENTER></H2></A> <P> Where are my people? Where is my clan?<BR></P> <P> My blood is thinned by a passel of passing strangers, sucking <BR> My labor is labored, milked and misused <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp horded for the unborn progeny of impoverished souls seeking solace <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp I am spent <BR> My culture's uncultured; my walls built of debt <BR> Smoke knocks at my windows, gathering like a curse <BR> I cannot find my kin.<BR></P> <P> I commune with the confused <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp cast myself outcast <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp sojourn with the distant, the disturbed, the diffused <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp ride beside misfits <BR> Our pleas cannot engage the eyes of the empty <BR> Drying out, dying, we sniff for rudiments of animation, drink tears <BR></P> <P> Who has broken the bones of my ancestors <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp paved over their paths <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp scrambled their signals?<BR></P> <P> Now children killing children; raising themselves, each other <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp mother's milk dried of disuse <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp languages beaten into submission, dulled <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp ancient stories autopsied <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp healing wisdom walled off <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp integrity defrauded <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp government ungoverned <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp sustainability dissolved <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp puberty unplugged <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp nature declawed <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp passion drugged <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp insight pronounced legally insane <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp respect disrespected <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp cooperation coopted by corporations <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp science conscripted <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp poetry dictated <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp guns glorified <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp denial denied <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp parents discarded <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp business deified <BR></P> <P> This is my culture.<BR></P> <P> Where are my people? Where is my tribe?<BR></P> <P> I am shattered, scattered.<BR> The scent of my trail is trapped in traffic <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp trampled by <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp last year's fashions <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp older models <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp the unrepaired <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp some wearing my fingerprints.<BR></P> <P> I chew at my children; claw at myself. <BR></P> <P> Where is my tribe? Where is my clan?<BR></P> <P> Corporate cancers choke their hosts, drop their dross, bowl us over growing, growing... <BR> The apples are poisoned, waxed, polished;<BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp so we sleep.<BR></P> <P> I ache for awakening.<BR></P> <P> You, whose fur fits this skin, your claws this curve <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp whose bite bites this shape, whose foot pads this print:<BR></P> <P> Can we invent a reinvention?<BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp renew, rebuild, restore <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp handle our land with quietude <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp harvest our own labor crops <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp customize our customs <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp honor honor?<BR></P> <P> Can we heed a need to breed relation, communication?<BR></P> <P> Drop messages in bottles, your redolence on corners <BR> tune in, send out scouts <BR> sign <BR> bounce smoke signals from satellites <BR> paint petroglyphs, code missives <BR> flag<BR> sharpen your feelers, fire flares <BR> scratch characters in cinderblock<BR> mark<BR> tattoo symbols of solidarity <BR> weave web sites...<BR></P> <P> Can we extrude communion <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp without fatal intrusion on imagination, ingenuity, evolution <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp or not?<BR> What will the verdict be&#95in a thousand years, did we ripen, or rot?<BR></P> <H2><A NAME="part 5: Chorus"><CENTER>V. A Little Chorus </CEN TER></H2></A> <P><EM>The Cynics:</EM><BR></P> <P> Behold the human marketing of moments <BR> wherein these players,<BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp who, upon the rise of any other sun, <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp would meekly to their daily duties schlepp <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp with half-closed lids and hearts and minds to match,<BR> do, on this rouged and sequined day, deck themselves out in chump hope <BR> as if the gods lay on them a reprieve <BR> from negligible lives <EM>this close</EM> to too burdensome to bear.<BR> But that they keep such gods' bellies yo-yoing with yuks <BR> preserves them only.<BR></P> <P><EM>The Symps:</EM><BR></P> <P> Hearken to the spirit exhibited anon:<BR> for all the lifelong nudges they endure toward the walls <BR> of their mortality, no horror bounced out by the gods does take,<BR> nor terror break, the bright wombs of their souls <BR> that do harbor their kickin' creativity <BR> with music morph their rages and palettes eighty-six their grief <BR> Behold how they are down for this dance, their dance&#95<BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp they steal the gods' own blue suede shoes.<BR> This turn in time is of their own invention:<BR> They celebrate themselves.<BR></P> <H2><A NAME="part 6: Finale"><CENTER>VI. Finale: A Bigger Sound </CENTER></H2></A> <P> Bring on the next millennium.<BR></P> <P> You nab your snappy, new-age drum;<BR> I'll grab an old guitar to strum.<BR> We'll put plumes on our party pants <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp let fly a new galactic dance.<BR></P> <P> Collect the clarinets, the castanets <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp triangles and trumpets <BR> Bring on the banjo, bongo, bass <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp piano, congas, lute, sitar <BR> Slide on over that trombone, a tuba and a saxophone <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp xylophone & mandolin, zither & accordion <BR> Ferret out a fiddle; fetch a fat French horn <BR> Join up a Jew's harp, lasso a washboard<BR> Rustle up some speakers, amps&#95don't forget to plug in cords <BR> Nick some nyckelharpas & borrow balalaikas<BR> String a song on a sarangi & procure piccolos<BR> Bag up bagpipes, a bassoon <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp we'll have a howl at the moon <BR> Oboe, meet marimba <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp Cello&#95tambourine <BR> Hijack a hi-hat; snare a snare <BR> Timpani, you're over there <BR> Snag cymbals & a bright steel drum <BR></P> <P>&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp tap, snap, rattle, shake, clap, hum <BR></P> <P><EM>Hola, </EM>ocarina; pedal, need a push?<BR> Hunt up hurdy-gurdys, harps, ukeles, flutes <BR> Ahoy to you, didjeridu; come on in, theremin <BR> Oil your bows & tune your toes <BR> Resin your lips, polish your hips <BR></P> <P><EM>Y, et, und and we're going to the boards with velvet vocal chords</EM></P><BR> <P> Bring on a new euphonious noise&#95<BR> Women rhymed with men; girls cheered on by boys <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp (you appellated "queer:" you, too, are welcome here)<BR></P> <P> Let's let loose on the universe <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp attract an alien or twain <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp paint neon rainbows on our pain <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp snake-charm big, bad bosses <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp abrogate our losses <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp fill angst with dread of harmony <BR> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp alienate our anomie <BR></P> <P> You wear your magic memories;<BR> I'll face the future on my knees.<BR></P> <P> Bring it on, we'll grin & sweat <BR> We may be beaten, but we're not dead yet.<BR></P> <P> You pass out gold antennae;<BR> I'll share my shekere.<BR> It's time; the time is calling us <BR> to play and pray, to pray and play.<BR></P> <BR><BR><BR><BR> </FONT> <!line> <HR color="#D60000"> <!table for author's note> <A NAME="note"> <TABLE ALIGN=CENTER> <font face="President, Times New Roman" color="#FF3118" size=2 align=center> <EM> <P>This poem, meant to be shared, was written in an attempt to look back, look forward, contemplate, and create a little something meaningful out of it all. I hope that it helps to bring this time a little significance beyond a couple of sloppy kisses. </P> <BR> <P>Please feel free to: <!unordered list to create bullets> <UL> <LI TYPE=disc>share this poem by copying and passing it on, or directing people to it<BR> <LI TYPE=disc>copy it, add graphics and/ or sound, (anybody play the didjeridu?) and put it on your own page,<BR> maintaining end credits and author's note. I don't have the time or equipment to add these things.</P></UL> <P>If you feel the need to edit the text, please clarify that you've done so.</P></EM> </FONT> </TABLE> </BODY>