Late at night

Late at night
I sit around
Mostly doing nothing
Putting my mind in order

Arranging the chaos
Nothing feels good
God knows I've known better times
Even my manic depression
Looks like a minor
Symptom of a disturbed mind

Leaving.
I know of nothing better to do
Granted I have a purpose
Holding on
To what I hope will be

Omni-present, Omni-potent
Universally accepted
Reluctantly I admit my failure

Who are you?
Are you the one?
Yes, you say... Don't lie to me, not today!

Together we can't do any better
Overpowered by our own ineptitude

Alright, prove it to me
Now is your chance
Oh hell, where are you now, eh?
Think faster boy!
Hold your head high
Egotistically, I blame you
Regretting my own demise

Forgive me father
I have sinned 
't has been too long...