The right place

All that matters is being
In the right place at the right time
Click your heels together three times
Hate the pain that grows from within
Fuck.

Often I feel the desire
To be somewhere, anywhere, but here
I miss the sanity I knew
What ever happend to the world?
Goddamnit.

So alone, that is it
The hollow emptiness in my chest
Why does it hurt to be good?
Why does kindness cause such pain?
Help me.

The one thing, the only thing
I'd wish for, if I had one wish
Would be to be in my own reality
To be in the spot where I'd fit
Let me exist in the right place
Please...