When I fisrt made this page I put here that this has changed me so much and that I use to care about only going to college and making lots of money. That now I feel different, that I want to be a mother and I want that to be my full time job.
Nothing has changed there. College is great... but I decided it was not for me. Not now I look at things differently now. Konnors daddy went to college and is soon going to grad. from it. He has a wonderful job now. I decided to work from home part time. I do that and make enough to pay the bills but I also can be home with children when the next one comes. (which by the way the due date is 6-13-05 ) Yes I am going to be a mommy again and just cannot wait.
I also talked before about starting a charity. To raise money for SIDS Research. I myself did not start a "charity" But I do work for a charity. Every Easter I have a big fundraiser. Raising hundreds of dollars for SIDS research. The event means so very much to me and my family. (I will be added another page here just for the Easter Egg Hunt)
So most of the things I said only months after I lost him still stand true, and have grown lager and became real. I do it all in memory of him. I never want to forget him and I want others to know he was here.
