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i was watching the today show this morning and the news that mr rogers passed away saddened me.  i don't know about you, but i grew up watching mr rogers.  this morning he passed due to stomach cancer.
it's a beautiful day in this neighborhood,
a beautiful day in this neighborhood,
would you be mine. 
could you be mine...

i use to love the visits to the music store.  i loved the puppet kingdom.  i loved the chu chu train.  i loved mr rogers.
he will be missed.

we've received a total of 4 response cards as of yesterday!  woohoo!  how exciting because i love mail and i am proud of the people who responded so quickly.  and i know for a fact that invitations that we mailed out early this week have landed, as friends have messaged me to let me know.  yippee.  both parkin and my friend's invitations have been sent, so have my parent's friends/family invites.  only a handful of jung's parent's have been passed out, but a lot of them will be given by the weekend.  hopefully.  they didn't want us to stamp any of their invitations so who knows when they'll actually be receieved.  guests have only until the 25th of march to respond so hopefully they give them out soon. 
damn co worker said to me yesterday, "oh, i have until the 25th of march to respond. heheh"  hmph!  punk.  ;)

thanks (and happy belated birfday) to evain for the response in my guestbook about the invitation problem that we are going through.  i totally thought of her when i found out how huge our wedding was going to be.  evain and her husband had about 900 guests at their wedding (!) and over half of them were strangers.  that's us!  that's going to be us!  but you know what?  we know that jung's parent's friends will only attend the wedding banquet and not the church.  our ceremony is in palo alto, near stanford mall and our dinner banquet is at the rincon center in sf.  far for the people who dont' really know us.  FOR SURE tho, parkin and i are in charge of the seating chart.  his dad mentioned many months ago that he was going to put "important people" up in front.  parkin and i were flabbergasted and dammit, *slams fist down on the table*  we are NOT going to let that happen.  hahahahaha, important people.  IMPORTANT PEOPLE?!?  how are they important?  my grandma is important.  my family and friends are important.  who are these strangers that are important?  are they sponsoring our wedding?  did they buy a table or something?  hahahahaha.  we already have a plan.  we're going to tell our parents to give us their friends names in groups of 10, and we will set up the seating chart.  the less we recognize the names, the further they sit.  :)  evil, pure evil.  but that is the light in the end of this blackness, this black tunnel of a ride.  that will make me happy to be able to control at least that aspect of the whole guest list thing.

i'm feeling much better about things, thanks to all my friends who have been emailing and supporting me through this.  i think that we'll just have to wait until the end of march to see how things will pan out. 

onto a whole nother subject:  pee
ladies, is your bladder ever so full that it hurts?  and then when you sit down and pee, it's a sense of relief but at the same time, you dont' even feel the pee come out, but you know it is.  you hear it streaming down.  but you can't feel it.  it's numb down there and youre sitting there waiting for it to be over, you hear little droplets still.  finally it stops, but you still feel like there's more in that bladder of yours, so you push a little and it continues to come out.  then you don't know it's really done and you're just sitting there waiting.
hmm... is it just me?
coz it happens a lot, especially in the mornings if i have a lot to drink before i sleep.
does this happen to any of you guys out there?
err... ha lo?
 
thursday 27 february
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