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May 9, 2002 | |||||||||||||
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so i'm having a bit of a problem deciding who i want to ask as bridesmaids. ever since parkin and i got engaged, i've had these thoughts of who to ask and i've been weighing options out in my mind. i dont' know why i am making it so hard for myself. i don't want to ask just anybody, you know? i've already decided that my maid of honor was going to be my cousin dana. there was no doubt about that. dana's my girl and i couldnt' imagine anyone else standing on the other side of me. from the very beginning of my relationship with parkin, she was very supportive of our relationship, and because of that, i know that i couldn't have made a wiser decision. we don't want a large wedding party either. we both want to keep it small, maybe 2 or 3 on each side. a lot of my friends, when they got married, had at least 5 on each side, and my co-worker who's getting married in october has 9 bridesmaids. *bijeezuz* that's a whole lotta wedding party. my friends evain and darrell had 10/12 on each side when they got married! after the ceremony they all got into limos to location for pictures,but one of the bridesmaids was left at the church! she had gone to the bathroom and was forgotten when they all left, so in all of their pictures, one of the groomsman didnt' have his match! hahaa. ask me a few years ago, and i would have had no doubt in my mind who i wanted to have as bridesmaids, but so many things have changed since then. some of my friendships have blossomed wonderfully, as one or two have halted and are at a standstill. many friends have expressed so many different things to me whether it be what a good friend i've been to them, or what a bad friend i've been. of course it felt good to hear the good things, but it really hurt to hear some of the other opinions expressed. there are different levels of friendships that i have with people. i guess you can say that i don't have a very close knit of friends, and i float among various groups of people. don't get met wrong, i have been blessed with many wonderful girlfriends in my life, i'm just not sure who i want to inconvenience for the next couple of months and on the wedding day. i have a couple of girls in mind. i'm just not sure...do i want them to enjoy the wedding? or work by my side? hahaa. what do you think? |
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<<march 2002> dana and i at jazlynn's 3'rd birfday party at rainforest cafe. look how round and cute her eyes are. mine are all slanty with chineseness. ;) |
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