i'm kind of looking forward to dinner tonight cuz i haven't seen the girls for a long time, but the subconscious side of me is not. the girls are sooo thin and i'm the only one out of them that's actually gained so much weight since i've met them almost 5 years ago. i was a mere 115 lbs back then. liz just got back from taiwan and i've heard that she's all trendy looking and skinny now, stacey is little car import modelly chicky with legs as thick as my arms, and joyce like always, is tall and thin. may isn't going to make it cuz she's in hawaii, but she too has a tall skinny figure. i've just been filling out in all the wrong places. sucks, yo. i love the girls to death, but being around them makes me feel somewhat uncomfortable because i'm not as fit as them. damn, i knew i shoulda woke up earlier this morning to work out, cuz ...you know, working out this morning woulda made me look just as good as them tonight.... haha
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dinner was a lot of fun. i was running a little late and got there thinking that they were all waiting for me. stacey was the only one there. joyce and liz were running later than me! hehee. stace and i took the time to walk around the mall for a little bit, went to banana and got a shirt for $15, what a deal. i dont' own much from that store cuz it's pricey, but the shirt was at it's second markdown. sweet!
so when joyce and liz arrived, i got to see liz's new 'do. it looked great! she looked so relaxed... taiwan did her well. the 4 of us had dinner at cpk and it was yummers. there was lots of chit chattin and food all 'round. i looked at the time and it was already 9:30! getting close to my bedtime, we decided to head out of the restaurant, but then we ended up chatting more outside of the mall before going to our cars to head out our seperate ways. when i got back to parkin's house, i helped park pack some clothes into his little suitcase. he's leaving for hawaii with a bunch of friends for a bachelor party. lucky! when i finally got ready for bed, parkin was already sleeping. i lay next to him and just stared at him for a few minutes. he opened his eyes and said, 'hi lup' then went back to sleep. i love watching parkin sleep. he's so adorable. i love looking at his eyes when he sleeps. he has the cutest eyes. even when they're closed, you can see the folds of his double eyelid. i'm so jealous. i hope our children have his eyes. so i just watched him sleep and rubbed his back. groggily he peeked his eyes open and said, 'scratch, plesh' so i lightly scratched and he 'ahhhed' back to sleep. hella cute. after a few minutes, i decided to turn off the lights, get on the floor and sleep.
yup, you read correctly. i sleep on the floor at his house. he has this futon as his bed and i hate that thing. he's had that thing since college and it's soooo uncomfortable. whenever i sleep on it, i wake up with terrible back pains. i can't stand it, so i use his sleeping bag and sleep next to the futon on the floor. it's really funny to hear, but the carpet on the floor is much more comfortable than that lumpy ass futon. once in awhile, parkin will join me on the floor but for the most part, he's all alone sprawled out on the bed and i'm all alone on the floor and compacted in the sleeping bag when i stay over at his house. he extends his hand over the side of the bed and we hold hands for awhile before we sleep, but my arm gets tired after awhile, so i have to let go and get it back into the warm sleeping bag. aren't we the most retardo couple? haha. i love it