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not fair! not fair! not fair!!! my car was broken into AGAIN!!! wtf!?!?!?! it's been less than 2 months since the last break-in, and already? now that we actually have parking spaces in the carports too? WHAT THE FuCK!?!?! i am so angry and frustrated and sad at the same time. i'm full of emotions, crying out hate tears, shaking with anger and screaming of discontentment. i feel so violated... again. the first time that my car was broken into, i wasn't as angry as i am at this moment because i felt that it was a random thing, that my car was randomly picked out of all the cars parked out in front, but now, i am so furious because it wasn't random anymore. it was MY CAR... AGAIN. i'm pretty certain that it was the same guy because the my car was ransacked the same way. the glove compartment was open, all of the cd's on my doors were pulled out and looked thru and my armrest was pulled up to look for things in the little compartment. what did they take this time? stupid me accidentally left my stereo remote on my seat this morning and that was the only thing i could notice that was missing. FUCK! i was so tired this morning that i forgot the remote and it was prolly sitting right in the middle of my seat. that's prolly what the theif saw and wanted. he broke into my driver's side window this time, and again, the doors were locked still, but maybe he locked it after he broke in because i had a small bottle of body splash on my passenger side door and it was taken out and ended up on my seat. i dotn' think that he would have climbed all the way thru the window would he?... i have a bible in that door too, but he didnt' touch that. bastard. i feel bad but i'm kind of upset with our security guy, george, too. i know that it's not his fault and that he can't be everywhere all the time, but to me, he doesn't seem like much of a security guy. whenever i see him, he's just chillin sitting by the gates of the lot, walking hella slow around the premises, or sitting inside the semi-lobby playing solitaire. i dunno. i just need to blame and unfortunately my blame is tuned in on him.
after i took some pictures of my car, i started walking back to the office. on the way there, a man on a bicycle rode by and i wanted to yell out at him. george told me that someone had seen a guy on a bike ride off after breaking into my car. i'm not sure who the guy is, he prolly works upstairs and i'm hoping to find and talk to him later today about what he saw, but now whenever i see someone on a bike, i'm angry and suspicious. after this weekend, i thought my luck was turning for the better too... guess not.
this morning, i was thinking to myself as i took my face of my deck, that i feel safer parked in this carport. wrong again
today is suppose to be a happy day too! dammit, it's my parent's anniversary and the day's suppose to go fast and we're all going to have a nice dinner together!!! it's suppose to be a nice relaxing day at work after a wonderful weekend! not fair! *wahhhhh* |
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sadly my parents argue a whole lot and get on each other's nerves everyday. sometimes i'm not even sure if there is still love beyond all the hurt and anger, but i have to believe that there is. who wants to believe that there isn't, right?
what an overwhelming day. i really wasn't prepared for the first half of it, but dinner with family was relief from the bitterness of the day. i paid for dinner today, which lowers my winning once again. i was planning to save the cash to buy the favors that i really want for the wedding, but the money is dwindling fast! *sigh* it's all good tho. i was happy to pay for a scrumptious dinner. i had a great time which made it all worth it.
thanks to all of you still reading and keeping up with this site! all of your comments thru email and my dreambook make it all worth it to work on this almost everyday. *to my faithful reader peg, thanks for being patient girl. miss you lots too.* |
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