Wednesday, July 17
i feel so blah today, pretty crappy actually.  i don't really know why. 

yesterday was a slow day, just worked on my site with new graphics i found... actually new graphic, just one.  i really like it tho.  besides working on my pages, (which i've gotten mixed reactions about) i went home and worked out.  i was so not in the mood to.  when i got to parkin's house, i changed to workout gear, plopped down on his bed and fell asleep before he came home.  i think i konked out for about 20 minutes.  so tired.  i tried to prepare myself to get started, but parkin came down with his mom's porkchops and i ate.  (i do eat home cooked food evain!)  around 7:30, jung and jung left for the gym, and finally i popped
fight club into the dvd player, washed dishes, then hopped onto the elipticycle.

workout routine:
cardio: 40 minutes... 42 to be exact ;)
triceps:  4 sets of 15 reps with 7 lb weights, 3 execises. 
chest:  4 sets of 15 pushups, the girly kind; 3 sets of 15 chest curls, bench press like on my yoga ball; 3 sets of 15 reps another exercise. 
abs:  200 on yoga ball; 300 obliques, 150 on each side; 2 sets of 2 minute air jog; leg kicks.

my abs started cramping tho, i was pulsing the sit-ups.  for example, i did a typical situp, but instead of going all the way down, halfway down, i pulled back up and pulsed the sit-up.  i feel the little ab muscles in there behind the fat.  i do, i really do!.  ;)
i also did something really stupid while working on my tricep last night.  i learned from years of working out to keep focused and look straight ahead, at the gym, i could see my reflection in the mirrors, but stupid me wanted to make sure that my tricep curl was within range, so i turned my head, thinking i can take a peak at my arm height.  *twang*  i strained a muscle in my neck and it hurt like hell.  *stupid, stupid, stupid*  for a little while, my neck wouldn't let me look straight ahead, and it was stuck in a look over the right shoulder position.  haha.  i massaged the muscle, rested for a bit then resumed my work out.  hella hurt later that night, yo.  still hurts today.  my back is killing me too.  *sigh*  maybe that's y i feel like crap today.  i feel like such an old woman.  body can't handle the workout.  haha.  i hate how i'm obsessing over my weight.  i've turned into one of 'those' kinds of girls.

<evil comment>
"how tall are you?  is 115 even realistic for you?"
no, the more i think about it, i dont' think it's realistic anymore.  i was 115 over 4 years ago, and i dont' think my body was as developed as it is now.  my hips are wider, my boobs are bigger, that is extra weight beyond my control.  ;)

<2d comment>
"you usually gain weight before you lose it when you start working out, (build up muscle before you lose fat) so don't sweat the scale thing"
thanks for the fact!  i suspected that, but wasn't sure if that was true.  it's hard not to measure how healthy you feel by how much you weigh.  i really need to get over that, and just work out for health reasons, not to lose the pounds.

wow, i've been getting a lot of feedback about my obsession, and i'm realising that i am obsessing way to much for my own good.  a friend has also commented that my workout encourages her to workout more.  yay!  i hope to continue to motivate you, girl.  and  yes, i'll definately show you my killer curls the next time i see you.  :)
the day started pretty crappy and ended the same.  all i have to say, i work with unorganized, incompetent people.  they made me so mad that i just wanted to punch a wall.  * thanks dana, for allowing me call you and vent.*  the high of my day?  i went to office depot and bought some supplies for my little hobby of card-making.  teehee.  why does it always make me feel better when i spend money?  i dont' know, i dont' care, i love my new things!
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