mood:
playlist: here.
Get ftp access by emailing me yum: curly fries
song: Inyuhn by Ahn Jae Wook and Say by Sechskies
words: "That's so hella ghetto you lose money!"
movie list:
Welps, i guess this is gonna be my last entry for a while. Unless I can figure out how the hell to set up my blogger
thingie. (yes, i've followed the masses in the fad. so shoot me ;P) If anyone wants to help, please
drop me a line.
...Oski wanted to be in my journal so here you go. HI OSKI!! I'll see you in 3 days! ;P
So anyways, a lot has happened since I last wrote. Too much to recap all here I suppose. I'll just let you know the main
parts ok?
Monday, Hurricane Daniel threatened to cancel the last day of summerfun. I would've been sooper upset, but then it shifted
course again and all was good.
Tuesday was the last day of summerfun. It was pretty laid back and fun. Me and Grant teamed up to do a treasure hunt for
our kids. It was very complicated but good fun. We had a bunch of food. (i made somen salad. i was proud) Unfortunately Douglas
decided to kick Seulgi that day and so it ended kind of badly. I cried when I had to say goodbye to my kids. They all told me
to call them and stuff, but I'm so going to miss them. =(
Tuesday night me, Grant, Tanya, and Kekoa chilled on the play apparatus again. I ended up lying on Grant's tummy and he
held my hand. I was shocked, but happy.
Wednesday we finished cleaning up at the park then we had the Mahalo Banquet at night. It was kinda ghetto and the DJ
SUCKED major @$$ but it was ok. It was kinda fun cuz I bought glow sticks for all the leaders and we were all playing with them. =)
Afterwards Ms. Gail gave us a lecture at the park about not taking jr leaders home and it pissed Grant off. I felt so bad.
Everyone was gonna go watch the Nutty Proffessor but we just decided to chill on the other play apparatus. Me and Grant ended up
holding hands again and we decided we needed to talk.
After dropping the other two off we went to the beach and talked. It was so easy talking to him, but it was also a bit hard
for both of us because we know that I'm leaving really soon. But then no matter what we said or how much we tried to think it
out, we kept holding hands and what not. So now we're going out and I feel so comfortable with him. I dunno, I want to take
this one slow because I don't want to screw it up and it seems like he wants it to really work out to. So I guess I'll keep
my fingers crossed. Its funny how long we've liked each other though. He said he would test me every now and then to see, but
then he wasn't sure. See! I knew it! hahha.
...needless to say...it was a wonderful birthday. =)
But yeah...I know the whole Gloria thing makes it so complicated for me which is why I'm still not completely comfortable
with the idea, but I dunno what I can do now. And yes mr./ms anonymous person...i guess it is my hobbie. I'm glad you have
enough time to keep track of my life. I'm quite flattered actually. Everyone, say hi to the anonymous person who has nothing
else better to do but look through old chats and send wonderfully entertaining emails. I truly do thank you. I was thinking
the other day how its sorta like the little angel/devil on my shoulder telling me what I should do...like my conscience. Only
this person is like an evil angel telling me what I'm doing is bad and saying it in a mean way. Quite funny I tell you. If only
everyone could experience it. =)
Yesterday, after getting only about four hours of sleep I quickly woke up and got ready to have lunch with
MC. We went to Yakiniku Camelia and it was soo good!
I love korean bbq and the banchan was really good too. I wish I could've eaten more, but if I did I think I would've burst.
What a nice thought no? But it was really nice to finally meet him and talk. It wasn't even awkward at all and we talked about
the Waldens, who we both seem to despise. It was great! I can't wait till all the TAJ members get together in SF or wherever.
I'm sure that'll be a blast. =)
After that me, Tanya, and Grant went around the island. We stopped over at Blow hole, Kuuloa beach, and Waimea beach. It was
good fun, but in between PCC and sunset beach it was a really boring drive. And I wish we could've gone to Matsumoto's for
shave ice, but Tanya needed to be home really soon so we hauled butt back home. Maybe we'll go to Waimea again on Saturday. =)
While Tanya went clothes shopping, me and Grant went to Kakaako to watch the sun set. It was really beautiful and we talked
a lot more. I swear we click so well. Tanya even tells me that she thinks I match better with him and that I bring out the best
in him. All I know is that he's one of the sweetest guys I know and I really like him. *sigh*
After that Tanya got back and we picked her and Kekoa up and chilled at the play apparatus again. We ate Jack in the Box food
and then got really tired so we went home. I was actually home at midnight! I quickly fell asleep and now I'm up again. Grant
is coming over so we can watch the finale video but I just found out that my mom has the day off today! Dammit. Oh wells, we'll
see.
Oh, and I haven't packed yet if any of you are wondering. I'm good aren't I? hehe. I can't believe I'm leaving already
though. I'm really scared. I'm thinking I might just come back after a year. I hope I do well up in Berkeley though. Who knows,
maybe I'll get in and I'll have to reconsider everything again. haha.
I feel like I should say something more profound, but I'm at a loss for words. I'm really going to miss writing in this journal
all the time. These past few weeks have been the least I've written in here for so long, but I'm glad I could spend my last
few days here doing something other than being stuck in front of the computer. I'm so going to miss all you online journallers
that I've grown to love along the way. Its almost as if I'm saying goodbye forever, but I know that I'll be able to write again
someday.
I would love to get emails from anyone while I'm gone. I'll be sure to check
as often as I can. I'll just bum off my friends or roommates. haha. Right Oski? I'll be at your house all the time! hahah. jk!!
But yeah...umm...I guess that's it. *sniff* Goodbye for now, have a great rest of summer and rest of year...and who knows...maybe
the next time you check here I will have gotten my blog fully operational so all this goodbye crap would have been totally
useless. haha. We can only hope.
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