Wed, Dec 6, 2000
10:37 pm PST
mood:
yum: Sweet Li Hing Mui
song: The Cup of Life by Ricky Martin
words: "I want you"
movie list:
the list:
- Sound Factory
- Pier 39
- Golden Gate bridge
- Noraebang
- Golden Gate Park
- Sausalito
- Roy's
- Pac Bell Park
- Kirala
- Go to San Jose (why? i have no idea)
look:
This is my favorite view whenever we're in the car. ^_^;
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I remember the first time like it was yesterday. The room was dark, it was around 2am, and no one was
awake.
It was always something forbidden and looked upon as dirty, so naturally I wanted to see for myself.
I was a virgin yet I tried anyway. The first time was a shock but I played along anyway. I don't
think I was any good, but for lonely, horny guys I'm sure anything from a 17 year old is better than nothing.
I followed along and made things up as I went. I got grossed out a few times but it was interesting.
To know that one could control someone's thoughts and imagination with just a few vivid words made me feel
empowered. It was all in my hands.
After the first couple times or so, cybering lost its intrigue. It was just a bunch of gross old men
probably. I was too young and inexperienced to know anything anyway. "Oh well, at least I know what its
all about now," I thought.
These days I would have a hard time doing what I did back then. I speak better with action than with
words. hehe. But apparently Grant is equally skilled in both areas. Lucky me. =)
<3 always,
marsbars
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