That describes my day...and that's putting it mildly.
So yesterday wasn't half as bad as I had thought last night. There was no update due to an early bedtime and an extra
early wakeup today for work. The only highlight that stands out from yesterday was the fact that
Kekoa pissed me off so badly I wanted to crack him one when
he said he paid his dues and that it doesn't compare to my measely little year I was a "Jr leader" at Aliamanu. Fuck that
shit. I paid my dues as a full on summer aide in one of the worst summerfuns I've ever been at. His 6 years of being a
jr leader (at salt lake mind you) were totally VOLUNTARY! My shitty summer was forced upon my ass. Paid his dues my ass.
Too bad I forgot to give him the silent treatment this morning. Oh wells. *shrug*
Today I woke up at 5:45 and showered and did my usual and ran out the door. I even had time to stop by Safeway to pick
up donuts for breakfast. YAY! Then it was just chill at work till the kids came in. Summerfun started an hour early today
because our field trip to the Kapolei movie theaters made it so. It was fine up till then.
Sean started the day off kinda badly during assembly but on the bus he got better. He was even talking to me about his
family and it was really sad. I didn't quite hear everything but I think he said his mom did drugs or something so thats why
his parents divorced, then him and his sister live with the dad, another bro lives with the gma, and the other sis lives with
an aunt or somthing like that. Kinda explains why he might be having problems. The theater was total chaos. When Douglas
decided to cut and I told him to go to the back of the line, he then punched Dean from Russell's group. Before that he was
already in trouble and was going to sit by me in the theater so that was the last straw and I went to get Ms. Gail. As we
were walking up the hallway, she sees Sean and Terry doing something to the Nutty Prof. cardboard display and I guess Sean talked
back too much so he got suspended. I felt so bad. I think Douglas deserved it more but all he got was a "if you don't listen
again today, you'll be suspended" kind of thing. Dammit.
Chicken run was ok...I guess. I missed like half of it due to a super long concession line that didn't get done until the movie
was about 20-30 minutes done. The little kids don't understand that if they don't have enough money they can't get everything they want.
har.
Because my kids were so unorganized and didn't stand in straight lines like I kept telling them to, we spent the last of our
time at summerfun (we got back early) walking around the field areas in straight lines. 25 minutes of pure walking around and lining
up. Fun stuff I tell you.
Fun indeed, and all of this done with major cramping and bloating. Fucking A. Just kill me already.
But my lovely day doesn't stop there. OH NO! That would be way too nice. We went to cosmic bowling at Ft Shafter with the
teen program. Good news: I got to see the cute guy from Aiea...he was wearing red. Bad news: Some fucker stole my camera.
Fucking bitch monkey. I put it down in our area, or at least I remember doing so, and then later when I wanted to take a picture I
couldn't find it....ANYWHERE. I was so fucking pissed off already so my bowling hella sucked and I was just throwing whatever.
I only played one game too because I just wasn't in the mood.
I dont' really care that someone stole the camera...ok I do cuz I loved that camera, but I'm more upset at the fact that
I have exactly one month left here and I won't be able to capture all the memories of the rest of summer fun and my days
here. That fucking sucks a big one. I swear I got so pissed off I wanted to punch something so hard! Then I started crying a
little, then I just went numb. I'm still pissed but I mean, what the fuck can I do about it you know? Its gone and there's
nothing I can do to change that. Fuck.
My coworkers were really nice about it though, looking all over for it and everything...especially
Grant. I don't think
Russell really cares cuz he just says he never saw my camera
anywhere. wtf. Shit. You know what pisses me off about him sometimes though, now that I'm on the subject...he is ALWAYS
doing stuff for summerfun and trying to make it all large scale and grand, but he always puts himself in the favorable position.
He never gives the rest of us chance sometimes. Kekoa does that too sometimes. Bastards...every one. aish. But they're my
friends so its all good I guess.
After getting back from bowling I went to the bank, home, changed, and then went back to the park to help paint more. I'd
much rather be there than anywhere else at this point though. I have absolutely nothing else to do anyway. Its so depressing.
I haven't had a date on a Friday night in forever. *sigh* Painting was fun though. Tanya and Grant always make me laugh, which
is sorta what I've needed all day basically.
Maybe its my karma and how I must've done something wrong to have deserved this. Hell, I can practically hear some people
shouting to support that theory. Oh, last night I had a dream that someone called me and was talking to me, but then I didn't
recognize the voice so I said "Who's this?" and then they just started laughing and said all those mean things from the email I got a few days ago
over the phone. It was quite disturbing and I had to wake up. It was so real though that I feel like it happened. Maybe
that's why I'm in this foul mood today. Or I can always blame the PMS...no really, I probably should.
My cousins Kanani and Leah were also here today when I got home. Leah just came last night from SouthDakota and will be here for about
3 weeks. Oh boy. I hope we all get to go out sometime before we all leave. Those two were really supportive though. They
could see I was in a pissy mood, and still am, and they talked to me and suggested things I could do for summerfun. How nice.
Well, enough bitching and ranting. I'm still going to be in a pissy mood tomorrow probably, but at least I'll get to paint
and be with nice people...well some. Have a good weekend. bai.
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