Wed, June 7, 2000
9:05 pm HST
mood:
yum: Super Apple
song: Goodbye Yesterday by Turbo
to do:
- Make lesson plan!!!
- Finish my resume
- Study for the GRE
the list:
- Hike Diamond head
- Hike Manoa Falls trail
- Hawaiian Waters Park
Venus 5/24- Pipeline
Oceans 5/18- Eat at Sorabol
- Tantalus
- Waimea Bay / Matsumoto's Shave Ice
- Go to the Swap Meet
Eat Jja Jang Myun 5/5- Mai Tai bar
- Go out with Davee
- Go to noraebang
- Hanauma Bay
look:
ERRRRRRRRRRRR
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FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!
Someone shoot me now please. I've had one of the shittiest days in recent memory and I'd just like someone to put me
out of my misery. ERRRRRRRRRRRRR
First, I went all the way to the main library and used ALL my change on parking only to find that the library didn't open
for another 30 minutes. I only had enough money for 50 minutes of parking so I was screwed. Plus I left my library card at home
so fuck. I went ALL the way back home only to find that I misplaced that sucker somewhere. ERRRRRR >.< So then I went to my
mom's library and got to borrow books under her name. Thank goodness for that at least.
Then me being the genius I am, I decide to go to Daiei...the one by Ala Moana...to see if I could find this plastic file
case thingie that I've seen some people have at the workshops. I fought horrendous traffic in yucky heat. Then I got there
and I couldn't find any. I could only find a small version..but I need the legal size. But I love the dollar store portion with
all the little Japanese trinkets. Woo! I love it! I bought like 3 tupperware container thingies to use for my lunches this
summer and I bought chopsticks too. So much of those things there would be perfect for my new place..but then I'd have to
ship it. Hrmm, I'm still debating on that. ;P
Then I rush all the way over to Halawa for my workshops. Yes, I was a genius and went to the Daiei all the way on the other
side of town. I learned a lot of cute little arts and crafts and I'll try teaching my kids some of them. whee. Then I left
early cuz I was bored and I decided to check out the Pearl City Daiei.
Now you must realize that I hadn't eaten lunch yet and I only had one toaster streudel thingie for breakfast. heh. I was
getting a headache. So I went to Daiei and looked in their dollar store and couldn't find it there either. Actually, I found a bigger
one than the town Daiei, but it was still too small. Shit. I decided to go shopping for stuff for work since I was there.
Never shop when you're hungry and definitely don't shop when you're starving. I bought so many ramyuns and snacks in addition
to a thermos and blueice. Oh, and i bought kimchi too. heehee. Anyone remember that candy Super Lemon that is super sour
at first? Well, I bought that. I was getting all nostalgic about my kiddie days. =) Ooh, and I bought more containers and
chopsticks and a chopstick holder. What can I say? They were only a dollar!! heh
Then I almost died coming home. My head was just pounding. I made some of the ramyun I bought..MaeOonKong yummy. And I
took 2 extra strength tylenol. Then I ate. The kimchi tastes funny. Dammit. Then I watched Pokemon and Batman. Then
Won called and we talked a bit. She's moving 2 saturdays from
now! ACK! I wonder if we'll get to do stuff before she leaves. Oh wells, I'll see her soon enough.
Then blah blah...then I took dad's car to the other 2 remaining Daiei in my never ending search for this stupid plastic
file case. I drove all the way to Kailua via Pali Hwy. It was sooo pretty. The light rain and low clouds on the mountain
were breath taking. I had forgotten how green that side of the island is. Perhaps I should add a trip around the island on
my list so I don't forget about those little things. Ooh, and I realized today that tehre are a lot of things I want to take
pictures of before I leave, just like everyday things, so I think I will start carrying my camera with me everywhere. Too bad
its not a digital. =T
Ok, back to Daiei. I was so proud of myself since I found the Kailua branch on the first try with just my memory of the
map to rely on. I was DAMN proud. If only they had what I was looking for. Bastards! So then I decided to try the last
location...Waipahu. Ick. This time I drove via H3 even though it goes against the vow I made to never drive on it. Why did
I vow such a retarded thing? Cuz people died making that stupid freeway and it disturbed ancient Hawaiian sites and whatever.
I know its stupid, but I have stupid reasoning, but today I was just tired and wanted to go the short way. Besides, it will
probably be my last time driving over it anyway. Plus I said my prayers and stuff just before entering the freeway. haha. I
don't want to take any chances.
Damn it was a long drive. I still hate Waipahu. Its so ghetto. But I got there eventually but the fucker didn't have it
either. AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I did end up buying a squeaking play hammer though. I'll use it
in some game with my kids. It was only a dollar!! =P
So in one day I went to all four Daiei locations. What a feat. Should I be proud about this? Shit. So why the big deal
about this stupid plastic piece of crap? Cuz I really want to keep my papers neat and organized and the city loves using legal
sized papers so I thought it would be perfect for work. I'm so jealous of those people who got it from their director. dammit.
Then I came home. I used up a quarter tank of my dad's gas. hehe. woops. Then my mom goes on to tell me how Aunty Marilyn
called to say she got my sister's thank you card. Fuck. Then my mom had the nerve to tell me that she asked Aunty Marilyn if she
had gotten mine, knowing full well that I hadn't written it yet. BITCH!!! She went on to say how Aunty Marilyn said she loved
my sister's card so much that she's going to keep it. I HATE being outdone by the bitch. My mom could've at least kept
it to herself. I don't need anymore anxiety as it is. Fuck. I'm so shame now. How am I gonna show my face after my card is
all late and shit? FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK. Dammit all to hell. So
then I wrote my last 2 remaining thank you cards after a week of procrastinating and tried to eat dinner. The fucking meatloaf
was cold and the rice was stuck together. >.< Then I had to rush down to the airport post office to make the 9pm pick up so
my cards could at least get there as early as possible. fuck. I tried looking for my slippers but I couldn't find one of them and
I was getting all pissed off. Like what the fuck you know? I came back and as my dad was leaving he finds my slipper and it
was merely upside-down. Then he goes and laughs at me. Fuck. I can't function properly when my head is racing 100 times its
normal speed. I'm so fucking irritated already.
And now my mom is just nagging and berating me to the point that I want to punch her face in. That can't be good. Shit, its
times like these that I can't wait another minute till I'm out of here.
Plus I have this nagging cough like there's shit in my throat and I can't get it out. Its irritating the hell out of me.
I'm soooo irritated!! Did I mention that already? ;P
Hrmm, I don't think my reminscing about certain past events is helping me much either. It sure is lonely these days. *sigh*
I just want to cry already. Why is it that when one bad thing happens the whole world decides to shit on you? Ok, so maybe
its just me overreacting to little things that makes it all seem so much more catastrophic but i can't help it. Well, at least
I have really cute lunch containers now. heh. I should read my books now. Fun stuff I tell you. Tomorrow I promise I wont
bitch at all. I PROMISE (even though I have a stupid workshop at 8:30 tomorrow and I have to pick Cathy and Jaye up at 8.
wheee). Have a nice Thursday..or try to anyway.
ttyl,
mars
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