I hate feeling fat and lazy. I really want to go jogging now but today my mom mentioned how there is a rapist in our housing
area so now I'm afeared to go, especially since I normally jog in early evening and such. Much boohar. Today I did basically
nothing. I just sorta vegged in front of this computer and when I attempted to go clean my room I always got pulled away by the
tv. I did manage, however, to finally fold all my clothes. I still need to wash my colors though. Shit. I also wanted to
start packing stuff to ship but I guess I'll have to wait on that. Fuuuuuuuck.
Today we also had a KSA officers meeting again. It was only me, John (the cute president ;P), Martin, and Eric. They are
so funny. Its always so much more fun to chill and just talk with guys sometimes. haha Oooh, and I tried the Mocha Coconut
Frappaccino at Starbucks before the meeting. It was really good. I think Rose
would like it. (She loves coconut.)
Right now I'm listening to a bunch of trancie technoish songs...mostly Korean but right now I'm really digging my
Alice Deejay cd especially track 13 "Got to Get Away." That song is so cool. Its my current favorite I think. =)
I also have been playing freecell at the freecell website for a while
today. ICK! Its all Eric's fault. He's
currently going through his own addiction. Before, I used to play freecell on my computer ALL THE TIME! Like it got so bad that
I started visualizing the cards and what moves to make during class!! haha. I think I had something like 2000 or no..3000 wins
total and my longest winning streak was 21. My longest losing streak was either 7 or 8. Bad huh. The one on the website is
java based and it also has variations to it. I don't like it as much as the one on my computer though cuz its too dark and kinda
slow. It doesn't have that double-click shortcut that I love so much. hahah They had a tournament today and I was playing but
I guess I wasn't registered so my name didn't get put on the list. boohar. Oh well, I really must stop now while I'm ahead. I
don't want to go back to my addiction. Don't worry Eric, in about 4-6 months it most likely will have passed. LOL
*sigh* I'm really feeling ugly right now. Well, not ugly ugly. Just not really attractive or anything. I'm even kind
of dressed up a bit from my meeting. This fat and lazy feeling so needs to go away. Its even being compounded by a bit of
a zit problem on my forhead. ARGH! I haven't had this problem in years since I had bangs! Its all
the bitch's hat's fault! boohar
I sooo have that feeling where I want to get lucky...like getting my groove on with someone kind of lucky. I haven't
had that in sooo long. I just want to be held in someone's arms while looking into their eyes. Gently carressing
my cheek, he moves in and kisses me slowly. He moves to my neck and shivers go down my spine. Oh how I like it when I tingle.
argh. *sniff* I need to get some. =(
Ok, well, after yesterday's novel I'll end it here. Tomorrow is video day. YAY! Then I have quiet games at recess. YAY YAY!
Then I have Shambattle for choice of activity which isn't that great but its better than having to put up with my group again.
YAY YAY YAY! ;P
Have a wonderful Monday! Don't be too sad...only 5 more days till the weekend. ;P
love,
marsbars
I saw this on a page a long time ago and meant to put it up, then saw it again yesterday on
Sonially's site and was reminded. I figger I'm on geocities
anyway so why not? Besides, it looks a lot better than just plain javascript...
