Wed, May 31, 2000
1:07 am HST
mood:
yumm: Vanilla
pages: Waiting by Ha Jin (I read really slow ok? ;P)
song: Better Off Alone by Alice DJ
film: The World Is Not Enough
look:
this is the pic on the new cd I made. Don't you love Ranma? =)
to do:
- Buy plane ticket
- Deposit money
- Finish my resume
- Clean my room for the fumigators
- Study for the GRE
the list:
- Hike Diamond head
- Hike Manoa Falls trail
- Hawaiian Waters Park
Venus 5/24- Pipeline
Oceans 5/18- Eat at Sorabol
- Tantalus
- Waimea Bay / Matsumoto's Shave Ice
- Go to the Swap Meet
Eat Jja Jang Myun 5/5- Mai Tai bar
- Go out with Davee
- Go to noraebang
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As you can see, I've made a new design for my journal. So its not exactly a far stretch from my old journal, but hey, I like
taking baby steps kay? Besides, that's why I'm calling this version 3.5. Haha. How sad is that? Oh wells.
Gosh, I'm sooo tired I don't want to write this but I must. I hope you don't think it took me three days to make this stupid
layout. I've only been working on it about a day. The other days I was just having too much fun getting drunk or partying to care.
Ok, so that's not true...the not caring part. I did care, its just, well, coming home at 4 am all the time makes me too tired to
even attempt writing. So now that Rose is "leaving...on a jet plane" (sing with me everyone!) no more partying for me for a while.
Boohar. She called me a few hours ago from the airport. This is one of the few time I didn't go see her off. Much boohar. I haven't
even seen her for about 48 hours. Actually, more like 45. Hopefully she'll get to come back in the first week of august before I leave.
And if we go to cali together that would be even cooler. =)
So what kinds of things did I do? Hrmm, lets see if I still remember. (lots of alcohol kills lots of brain cells. ;P) Well,
like I said before, Rose came on Tuesday night, and she said her goal for her trip was to go to either the beach or clubbing every
day she was here...and she actually accomplished it the lucky ho. haha.
Wednesday we had gone to Venus with Tanya, Micah, and David. KSmooth is sooooo good. =) Thursday was my rest day and Rose
went to World Cafe since her friend Cory was dj-ing. Friday...hrmm...Oh, we went to World Cafe. It was oh-kay I guess. Rose
really liked all the military (read: black) guys there...there were lots, especially since RimPac is in town again. eesh. I
was telling Abbie today how I can't wait until I move to a place where there is hardly any military personnel within a 10 mile
radius from me. But Rose seemed to have fun. We went with Tanya and Rose's bf George. Oh yeah! And Friday was also my sister's
graduation. Man, she didn't even come home for like 2-3 days after that night. hahaha. Oh geez.
So that brings us to Saturday. I helped Steve with his moving sale then that night was a small going away party for him
since he was leaving the next night. It was at John's mom's bar and the food was really good. The guys got plenty drunk and it
was quite fun to watch. I got to sing korean songs too, but I have realized that I can't sing very loud..well, when surrounded by a
room full of strangers anyway. John also has a new gf, Amy. Its so cute. ^_^ Boohar for me not drinking that much though. eh, there's
always next time. hahaha. So so far I've consumed alcohol for 3 of the last 4 days. Then comes Sunday, the day before Memorial Day. I
went to Rose's grad party up by Wahiawa. It was a joint party with her brother Allen. Gosh, I felt so bad for Rose cuz she was
obviously not having a very good time and she looked pissed. It kinda reminded me of my own hs grad party, which I'd rather not
get into at this point in time. haha. But needless to say, once it was over, Rose was dying to get out of there. Rose, Jamie, Jodie,
and I all went to World Cafe (Yes, again) and it was soooo crowded since there was no work on monday. Rose was very happy to see
all the black guys. (eck) I was kinda sad that she only stayed where the black guys were cuz I'd much rather get my groove on with some
asian guy, you know? But eh, whatever. I ended up having a few drinks and this black guy (eck) grabbed me from behind but I was
just too drunk to care anymore, you know? Needless to say, I think i will start caring next time. *shudder* Lets not talk about it. But I
will say that my legs were sooo sore while dancing cuz my quads just couldn't hack it and i had to tell the guy i had to go. haha. My legs STILL
hurt and its been 2 days! I'm getting so out of shape. So anyway, I even started freaking Jamie, who was leaning against the wall, at one point.
haha. We also went up to the third floor where they play all the rave and house stuff. I love it up there. Cory djs there. And I also saw John
up there too. He was just chillin and he even bought me a jello shooter. whee. He's so nice.
hrmm, so after all that me and rose were very much happy, although more her than I since she got all the black guys she wanted. haha.
Monday, the holiday, I basically slept in and did nothing. I'm gradually making progress on my book, but I just have to motivate myself to pick
it up. It really is a good book though. Pretty straight forward and whatever. So anyway, I get this phone call at around 8p and its Molai,
one of the fobby flips I knew at my old work place, Mcds back in the day. They were like the original crew that I hung with when I first started. haha.
He was having girl problems again or something and wanted me to go over to Jon's house to talk to him. I told him to call back in an hour
since I needed to shower. And he did, and well, I went to Jon's house and they were all drinking again. They always drink and then call me. eesh.
Now, remember Jon? I hadn't seen him since September
and I only talked to him for a bit the other week when he called and then never showed up like he said. So anyway, we all went
cruising and it was really boring, but at least it was better than staying home. But then Molai met up with his chick and we, meaning Jon, this other guy,
and me, went back home. Jon has a really nice car. dammit. So we dropped off the other dood but we didn't know what else to do and I really didn't want
to go back home, so I went back to his place and watched the Sandlot. He had no other movies so what the hell you know? haha Anyway, he fell asleep next
to me and dudidu...just like last time things happened...just kissing though. If it wasn't that time of the month for me, who knows how far I would've gone.
Yeah, I know I should've learned my lesson, but shit, I dunno. I promise I won't do anything dumb ok? But now I remember what I didn't like
about the last time. 1. He smelt like beer. He always does whenever he calls me and 2. He has a small...*Ahem* umm yeah. haha. And
that's all I'll say about that. ;P
But at least he drove me home this time at around 3 after he woke up (i couldn't sleep since i was freezing dammit. ;P)
and I only got 4 hours sleep since I had to go to a fucking "Defensive Driving" workshop for work. It was at McCoy Pavillion at
8 am and I had to pick up Abbie. I had forgotten how much of a bitch morning traffic can be. So now you can understand why
my whole body and being is just dragging at this point. Too much partying, not enough sleep. Plus my neck is killing me from
sleeping on Jon's couch funny last night. eesh. We also went to choose Jr. leaders for summer fun today. It was nice seeing
Grant and Erin again. So I got 2 of my 3 picks...Shane and Kevin and then I got Sharla. I hope they're good. I wanted people
who could just work without being told what to do all the time. I'm so bad yeah? ;P
Then I had a KSA officer meeting today at UH. Ugh. So much stuff to do. But they have really good ideas for the upcoming
year. Too bad I won't be here. They're even hoping to put on a rave at UH in September. Dood! That would be so cool. So why
am I still in KSA if I grad already you ask? cuz I'm still their fucking treasurer since the one elected couldn't do the job
due to other priorities..namely school. heh. Fun...NOT. So yar..just treasurer for 2 more months, but at least I get to hear
all their cool ideas.
Ummmmmm....is that all? I dunno. Do you think I'm too honest for my own good sometimes? I can't help it though you know?
Although, I really liked my horoscope for yesterday. It said:
Someone looks up to you because you're wise and secure
enough to share your weaknesses. Doing so makes others more
comfortable to confess their sins without fear of harsh
judgment or a sanctimonious lecture. A humanistic approach
maximizes your influence, especially with youngsters who
need to know that growing up is no cake walk.
I think that if you can't share your weaknesses, one day people will find them out anyway. Its better you acknowledge them
now and avoid the humiliation of being discovered later. You think? Anyway, I dunno...that horoscope makes me feel old. haha.
Oh geez. Maybe I should sleep now. Well, thanks for bearing with me. Hope you like the new design sorta. That first index page
will probably be only temporary though, I don't think I like it too much. But don't you like that swirl pic and font? When I first
did that swirl I was so proud of myself. hahah. I am so easily amused its pathetic. So yar...niters all. Finally...sleep.
...to sleep is to dream...
jal ja!
<3,
mars
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