Sat, Oct 28, 2000
11:51 am PDT
mood:
yum: egg rolls
song: A Song for Lady by HOT
words: "Its so freaking cold!! Turn the heat on!"
movie list:
the list:
1015 8/25- Sound Factory
- Pier 39
Union Square 8/22- Golden Gate bridge
- Noraebang
- Golden Gate Park
Punahele Grill 9/22- Sausalito
- Roy's
- Pac Bell Park
- Kirala
Koko House 9/1Avaron 10/27Gilroy 9/23- Go to San Jose (why? i have no idea)
Krispy Kreme 10/7
look:
I miss my bhurds =/
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Wow Ma! Look at me! Its been so long since I last did this. I have to remember how to do all the
html. heehee I think I'm gonna try a new layout but until I can organize all my files (and my room) that
will just have to wait. Until then, I'll still keep updating here, as well as in my blog. I mean, what
else am I supposed to do at work? Cmon people! I think I'll leave the blog for more everyday stuff and
here for special things I may want to talk about. Hrmm...we'll see. I'm just going to write in here today
because I have a lot to talk about. Too much to fit in a blog entry anyway.
So where to begin? I have no clue. Well, you probably have already figgered out that I finally got my
internet working. Damn ATT. If you can avoid them...please do. Otherwise you're just going to regret
it later. eesh
Last night I got to go to this Korean club called Avaron with Lester, Lester's friend, Min, Won, and
Won's 2 roommates. It was hecka fun and I'm so glad I went. Its been so long since I've gotten to a good level of drunkenness
and also got to dance to Korean music. I love korean music. Its so easy to dance to, you know? So what if they played some
songs over and over. Its also a lot more fun for me to dance with a bunch of asians. Chock it up to years of traumatic
experiences with the Black military guys Rose likes to dance around. heh.
But the night wasn't all grand. Won got too drunk and proceeded to confess all this drama that's been overwhelming her
lately. I feel so bad. So I was comforting and advising her while squatting with her in the bathroom. Oh, and half of my
talking was in Korean...I always tend to speak a lot more Korean when I'm drunk. heehee I like it that way. =) So Won likes
this one guy who doesn't call much these days, while she and one of her roommates kissed. That roommate is breaking up with
his gf, who also happens to be Won's friend. Then there's the whole Min liking her thing. I had to tell her to just throw
Min out of the entire picture cuz that just adds unneeded complication.
I got her to be stable and took her back to the table where she promptly fell asleep. I told Curtis (won's kissy roommate) that
they needed to talk cuz I know Won wouldn't initiate the "talk." heh. Then I went to dance. I also took a few more shots of
"watered-down" crown and danced to my heart's content. Then Fran, Won's roomie #2 started feeling sick so I took her to the
bathroom where she did the sick thing. She and Won both felt bad that I had to take care of them, but I didn't mind. In fact,
I considered it repayment for the time I got hecka sick at the iistix party and they had to take care of me. haha And you know,
I can be surprisingly sober and clear headed when I have to be. I was soo sober when I handled Fran and Won.
After Fran was all good we left the bathroom only to find the music had stopped and everyone had their bills. I was just like
"wtf?" It was only 1:30. How ghetto. So yeah. Tip: Never try dealing with money when you're intoxicated. Man, I almost gave
away all my money. haha. Not a good thing. Oh! and I really must mention that our server guy gave us his card and guess what his "name"
was. Kangta! puahahahhaha! How funny. (note: Kangta is the lead singer of HOT) So after, the big thugs were kicking everyone out
and we had to leave. I had to say bye to Won (boohar) and that's when my drunkenness kicked in. I have no idea what the
hell I was thinking but damn...not good. Lets just say that I just wish I blacked out about the last hour or so we were out.
I finally got home and Lester helped me to my front door. I crashed on my bed and just slept. Slept and slept. I awoke to
my messy room and I'm still trying to figure out how my drawer got onto my floor. haha
I finally got to talk to Grant this morning..er afternoon...on IM. I told him I went out last night and drank. See, the
topic of drinking is the one that causes the most tension between us. He just doesn't understand why people like to drink. He
doesn't like the taste of it at all and he thinks it makes people act all stupid. For me...it helps me to relax in high
stress environments such as clubs (well, for me they're high stress anyway). Anyway, it wasn't a good conversation but I think
it ended on good terms. We'll still have to work on it though. I miss Grant. At least there's only 25 more days until I
see him again. I wish it were sooner though. I seriously need him right now before I pull another stupid stunt. You would
think I would've learned my lesson the last time I cause myself stress. Sheesh. Lets hope these next 3 weeks pass quickly...
but not too quickly since I take the GRE in 2 weeks. AIYAH! scary.
On another note, my mommy just called acting very beligerent. She demanded to know the resident tuition at Cal. Then she
wanted to know all my personal monthly expenses. Apparently my aunt (by marriage) had hit a sensitive nerve with my mom last night.
My aunt is a pharmacist and she seems to have told my mom that in 5 years her salary will be up to 100K. What's so significant
about that? Oh nothing except for the fact that she is always leeching money from my halmunee. My uncle (gma's son) is currently
in prison but my aunt still gets his retirement benefits and his social security. Then her mortgage is only like $350/mo. She
has 2 kids and another apt which she rents out (but is losing about $500/mo on it since the rent is too low to pay the
mortgage). My mom is so pissed now cuz my aunt's attitute is something like "Ask and ye shall receive." WTF? My mom says
she's "leeched" about 100K from my grandparents while my mom has asked for very little, especially when my harabugee was still
alive. He was very strict and didn't give much money. I guess he would only really give to his only son and not his daughters, but
still, he was kinda cheap but that's how he was able to save so much over the years.
So now that my aunt has my gma paying for her son's tuition while my sister isn't going to school due to lack of funds,
my mom is getting so pissed off. And this is Community College we're talking about mind you. My mom even remarked
that I worked so hard during my 4 years of school, having as much as 3 jobs at once which is true, but I don't look at it that way.
My mom plans to ask my halmunee for money for my tuition at Cal (if i get in *crossing fingers*) but I really don't want her to. I
hate being so dependent on her and I don't want to take so much money. I mean, granted, I don't want my aunt taking it all like
the leech that she is, but I don't want to make it seem like I can't do shit for myself. Plus if my mom asks, I know she's going
to make my gma feel all guilty and will be beligerent toward her too. Aish..its a no-win situation. Halmunee bogo shipuh. =(
Okie..time to get some sleep. Or no..time to study a bit more. yuckie. Hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend! Jal ja!
<3 always,
mars
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