icq: 2641828

aim: timshel3

others...

2002.02.28

I started making a new webpage. www.ocf.berkeley.edu/~benklee/ my new webpage is easier for me to access and edit, so eventually, everything here may move there. Its also hosted by OCF at my school, and they have all sorts of neat stuff that i'll hopefully be able to figure out someday. right now i have a guestbook using perl.

2002.02.06

You don't need anxiety and problems. All you really seek is a conflict free environment which can offer peace and mental security. You don't like the idea of being alone and whatever the reason.. at this time of your life you feel as if you are being "left out". What you really need is perhaps some "tender loving care"...

The way things are ... you are under considerable stress ... and you feel that there is little hope of matters righting themselves. Everyone about you seems to aggravate the problem even more. You feel that at this time you need to be alone .... and you are right ... move back and give yourself a chance to breathe.

Enough is enough ... But the problems never seem to stop. They never stop.. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on ...and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit ...You bounce back - Time again and again.... you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that "belief" system that in the end -everything will turn out OK...and you are right....it will !

The stress and tension that you are experiencing at this time is perhaps due to your inability to achieve security and appreciation from those closest to you. This is resulting in considerable pressures.You find the situation as it stands most frustrating. You are the sort of person that would like to experience all and everything very intensely .. but unfortunately you are not receiving the warmth and understanding that you feel you are entitled to. Matters are not going too well. You seek a sympathetic ear... but it is not forthcoming. This situation is extremely nerve-racking and what is more humiliating is that no-one seems to care and you are powerless to do anything about it.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front...

me, according to www.colorgenics.com

2002.02.05

well, i'm taking cs184, but not ee122, and i'm also taking an anime drawing class, its gonna be fun! i'm also still in math104 and econ1
i added some more links to my friends page, and also put little notes next to links that didn't work.
hope everyone is doing well...

2002.01.09

well, i ended up taking math 128a with Strain, cs 170 with trevisan, and math 113 with bergman.
and i got bad grades.
so onto next semester! next semester will be different!
math 104, cs 184 or ee 122 (probably ee 122), and econ 1.

2001.04.03

teleBEARS for fall 2001 is coming up already...
classes i'm gonna take:
Math 128a - Numerical Analysis (5 units) - Bernstein
CS 170 - Efficient Algorithms and Intractable Problems (4 units) - Trevisan
i need another 4 unit class, or a 3 unit plus 1 unit. any suggestions? i'm thinking i'd like to take an econ or business class, just cuz i haven't taken any at berkeley yet...

2000.10.08

My new favorite webpage on the internet is Randy's Webpage. It is made by my friend Randy who goes to UCSD. There's already a link in the links section, but its been completely revamped recently and it is probably been the best laugh i've had in a long while.

2000.09.17

Nutella. Its great stuff. While I've heard of Nutella before, I haven't really had it for real until now, now that there's this fat jar of it in our kitchen. My roommate brought it back from France, but you can get it in any supermarket here in America next to the peanutbutters. I've really been into Nutella. I've eaten it with cookies, cakes, breads. (nutella on sliced bread, with honey bunches of oats on top. that's good stuff) while my roommates are not quite as enthused about it as I am, it seems, they're still pretty interested in what I have planned next in my experiments with Nutella. Today I took a banana from Emily and Ellie's apartment with the sole purpose of eating it w/ nutella. You guys should all go out and eat nutella too. I think its one of the best ideas in the world.

2000.09.15

I played tennis today. It's been a while, and it feels pretty awkward swinging that racquet around. Not only that, but I haven't exactly been in prime physical condition, either, so I got tired pretty quick, too.

2000.09.09

School's back in session. Already spent many hours doing school work. CS61c project was due at midnight tonight. Finished just in time... about 2 hours before the deadline. I can't believe it was so hard. I'm feeling tired and sleepy. Kinda glad in a way that i've been so busy. It helps to keep my mind from dwelling on a particular matter.

2000.08.01

Indirect tactics, efficiently applied, are inexhaustible as Heaven and Earth, unending as the flow of rivers and streams; like the sun and moon, they end but to begin anew; like the four seasons, they pass away to return once more.
-Sun Tsu on the Art of War

2000.05.17

What happened to my web page? I cannot believe! So simpo! No skill involve!

Guestbook: Sign . View

Stuff about: School . Church . Friends . Music . Pictures . Me . Old