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Can you please

give me back

my smile?


Hello 


Hi,
How are you going to know it's you I'm talking about?
I really don't know but would it make a difference?

 


Your turn 


Do you want to say something?

Send me a mail.

 


Some "news"


Find it all here

 

10.02.2002

Cards, a lot, I felt so good.

 

11.12.2002

My worst mistake, sorry, but is true.

 

11.11.2002

Waiting, again :(

 

07.11.2002

Dreaming :)

 

06.11.2002

My "inbox" is delighted, so do I.

 

06.08.2002

Oh, you are perfect, I do love you.

 

25.07.2002

Hey everybody, I saw her today... You should see, well, better not, you would fall in love.

 

19.07.2002

Moving here,

geocities is my new home...

 

11.07.2002

Back, but "no you", yet.

 

 


Visitors?


Probably just me :)

  

 


What is this all about?


Good question!

It's a long story with no more than pain, wait, stupid hopes, regrets...

 

Well, I confess, it's my best nightmare. 

 

Why here?

I just found it funny to use this "place" to scream her name so high, here where everybody is around no matter no one can hear me.

 


Who may want to read it?


:(

You go on asking questions to hurt me, isn't it?

 

Just me, who else?

 

She?

No, she is too busy with her life.

 

 


Where to start?


 

Do you like games?

 

Try to find nice days in my day by day view...

 

You can do it, if you try hard

 

2003, March

 

Take care, I never said you would like.

 

I do but I'm crazy.

 

 

 

 

 

:'-(

I need you...

can´t you see?

A smile, a call or just a mail, please, I need it

 

 

 

 

 


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Current mood: Bad 
My last smile: March, 03
Last time I saw you:

March, 17, for 3 seconds

 

 


Approach


 

Survive instead of live

And now

You say I should live

Ok…

Sure you know

What it means

I just forgot it

Since you came in

 

All my life

Seems to be

Running way

Between my fingers

So, don’t tell me to live

It’s hard enough

Trying to survive

 

(13.03.2003)

 

 

 

Memories?
Memories?
You must be joking
Unless you’re talking about
All the days and nights
Waiting and waiting
For something yours
I could remember

 

 
Say it, come on

Say it
Come on
Say I got crazy
And you'll be right, again
Say it
I don't mind
'Cause I know now
It doesn't matter at all
What you think or believe in
And, sure I got crazy, 
For you

 

 

Author: I will always deny, but, yes, it's me :)

Sónia Santos Lawyer Slk

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