Because Of You Chapter 2 ~*~~*~ I struggled to open my eyes and let them focus pain was going through my body like a thousand tiny pins i eventually focused my eye sight and saw a nurse stood by the side of me with a clip board in her hand "Excuse me why am i here?" i asked her she looked up from the clipboard and smiled at me "Glad to see your awake Miss your here because you were found in a bad condition by your good friend" she told me "Oh" i said looking away i tried to sit up the nurse helped me in doing this as i was still in some pain "Could i have something to ease the pain in my back and sides please" i asked her "I'll go see about some more antibiotics" she said and left "Hey" a voice said i looked to the side of me i was sharing a room with one other i looked harder at the person on my left "Excuse me but do i know you?" i asked him recognising him from somewhere "Are you a fan of Blue?" he asked me i nodded as a smile formed on my face "You" i said "Yes that's right" he replied "What happened to you?" i asked him "Oh we were doing rehersals for the up-coming tour and one of the lights fell down and landed on me" he said with a small laugh "What about you babe?" he asked me "Abusive boyfriend" i said as a tear fell from my eye "Hey, hey don't cry please"asked me "Sorry just i want to get away but something always holds me back" i told him "It's ok least your be safe in here" he said i nodded "Yeah and i have my favourite member of Blue to talk to" i said and we both laugh lightly... "I'm your favourite member?"asked after we'd stopped giggling "Yeah you are it's also a kind of reason why my boyfriend is abusive towards me" i said looking down out at the light green bed covers "Tell me"said "What?" i asked looking at him "Well we have to stay a long time in here so tell me about it please"asked "Well i've been with him for two and a half years and this abuse only started about 8 months ago he knew i had a thing for you and that i adored Blue it never bothered him before but he found a letter i had wrote to you saying thank you for everything and he took it the wrong way he ripped the letter up in front of me yelling you cheating slag at me he grabbed me by the arm and threw me down the stairs that was the first time he attacked me he said he was sorry and he just was being a jealous green-eyed monsters and said he knew nothing would never do a thing like that again and he didn't touch me for about a month then i was having a laugh with some mates in a club a few of them was male and he also took that the wrong way he didn't do anything in the club he waited until we were at home alone and he beat me i would tell you why he beat me up this time but i can't remember what it was about i've never been in hospital because of him until now" i said tears falling faster and faster down my cheeks "Sorry you didn't have to tell me that"said "It's oki'm glad to have done i had to tell somebody" i said to him "Then tell me please why do i feel guilty and why do you stay with him?" he asked i shrugged "Maybe i'm blinded by love for him to get out i must though i know i must, and as for you feeling guilty well i don't know why" i told him... ~*~~*~ How could something so cruel happen to this girl she seemed so open-minded and happy how could someone want to destroy her confidence i was so shocked by her story but it also made me feel happy that i was her favourite member there was something about her that i liked alot "Sorry" i said apologising again "Don't be it's not your fault" she said smiling at me as the nurse entered the room "I've managed to get you some stronger anibiotics" she said to "Thank you"replied as the nurse put the drug into her drip the nurse soon left "Well it didn't seem like you needed them when you were talking to me" i said to her she smiled cheekily "Well you must make a good healer" she said with a little cute laugh "Yeah" i said and laughed also "I'm happy to be sharing a room with you" she said unexpectingly "Yeah and me with you hospitals normally creep me out big time" i said to her "Yeah and me anywayi'm tired now so i'm going to sleep night" she said "Night" i said settling down myself... To Be Continued...