The Hardest Thing Chapter 8 ~*~~*~ I left the next day without saying goodbye to her I couldn’t it hurt me too much I had to let her go I’d never be with her the way I wanted I had to focus on my music I got back up to the university and walked into the house I was sharing this year withand two others lads we knewand “So do you wanna do that?” I heardsay as I walked in “Yeah we’d have to askfirst though”replied “Hey speaking of the devil”laughed “Hey guys” I greeted them “Hey” the chorused “We were thinking of starting a band the four of us you never know where it could lead us”informed me “Oh that’s sounds wicked” I replied “So you in?”asked “Definitely” maybe this would help me forget aboutas well I thought “I’m just going to take these up to my room” I said and took my cases up stairs… This term past quickly soon it was half term and the guys were getting ready to leave welland were going to see their familywas staying here with me I called my mum and told her I was really busy and wouldn’t be back this term but I’d see her at Christmas “See you two in a week”said leaving the house “Have a good time mate” I said shutting the door behind him I turned around andwas stood there with his hands in his pockets “So you not going back to seeat least?” he asked I hung my head slightly and nodded for no “Something happen between you two?” he asked “I swore I wouldn’t tell but I can trust you” I said “I’ll make us a drink”said living for the kitchen and coming back a minute later “I don’t know where to start” I said “The beginning”said “Yeah right” I smiled briefly “You know that holidayand I took together” I said andnodded “Well on the second night we went clubbing had a bit more too drink and I swear we had the best sex ever and not only that the next morning she said we could have a holiday fling and of course I agreed even though she had a boyfriend Chad back home as soon as the plane touched down the run way at Heathrow we were over it wasn’t awkward between us until the day before I was coming back here and we almost kissed again on my bed and I think she knew it would lead us to more cos she said we couldn’t and got up and left and I haven’t spoken to her since” I told “Wow man I knew it must have been her on your mind all this time” he said “Was it the obvious?” I asked “Only to me” he replied and I nodded “I’m so confused with thisI know if I see her again I won’t be able to control myself” I said “So what you gonna do never see her again?” he asked “If that’s what it takes” I said holding back some tears… T.B.C...