Nothing But Deceit Chapter 8 ~*~~*~ I wishwas with me I’m missing her I want her so badly to myself it hurts but I know that can't never happen. I led awake staring at the ceiling I remembered back to the night I’d been in this room withwhen I made the vow the next morning for us to see each other in secret… ~*~~*~ I got up the next morning and collected the laundry from the laundry basketwas still asleep as I walked downstairs into the kitchen and through into the laundry room and loaded the washing machine checking jeans pockets to make sure nothing that shouldn’t be washed was in it, I pulled something out the back pocket of one of my jeans and remembered it was the newspaper article I’d hidden from I took it to the bin and threw it away before turning the washing machine on “I’ll be back later babe”said rushing down the stairs and out of the door “OK” I yelled before he got into his car must be late to the studio I thought to myself “Hey” I said picking up my mobile “Heya Hun I was wondering you wanna go shopping today?” she asked “Sure got nothing better to do’s out all day at the studio with the other lads recording for their new album” I replied “OK be round yours in ten”said and hung up I ran upstairs and changed into my denim mini skirt and red halter neck top my doorbell rang as I was walking back downstairs “Heya girl” I replied hugging “Heyyou ready?” she asked “Yeah” I said grabbing my bag and leaving the house getting into my car and driving us both into town “So where to first?”asked “I dunno” I replied as I parked up “How bout we just walk around and see where it takes us” suggested “Better then my idea” I replied with a small laugh as we walked round town I saw a young girl pushing a pram into a shop and I felt like crying it was supposed to be the due date today and it got to me I sighed inwardly “Hey what’s up?”asked “Nothing Hun” I replied as we walked into Starbucks with hands full of shopping bags as we were drinking some coffee my phone vibrated in my pocket I got it out and read the text message ‘Hey babe, where you to? Lovexxx’ I replied that I was shopping withand soon got a text back but it was fromnot ‘I need to see you Lovexxx’ “Who was that?”asked “First one wasasking where I was and the second one just a service text message” I lied to “Oh right I hate them sometimes” she said with a smile “Yeah me to” I replied and took a bite of my brownie but it just made me feel sick “I’ll be back in a sec” I said getting up and heading towards the toilets I threw up in the nearest cubicle for a few minutes before walking over to the sinks and looking at my reflection I got a mint out of my pocket and ate it before returning back to “Shall we go home now?”asked as I finished off my coffee “Yeah we’ve got enough shopping done for today” I said as we got up and left… I got back to my house after drivingback to hers “Babe”said hugging me as I walked into the living room “You look happy to see me” I said “Well I am but you don’t look so good you ok?”asked “Yeah fine just tired after all that shopping” I replied “Well I think you better go to bed and I’ll make you some dinner and bring it up ok?”said I nodded and headed up the stairs I got changed and climbed into bed with only the small light on I got my mobile and texted ‘Can’t right now maybe tomorrow afternoon’ I said and shut my mobile offcame up with some chicken soup a few minutes later “Here babe”said putting the tray down on my lap “Thanks” I smiled “You want the radio on?”asked I nodded “Please” I said He switched the radio on and left the room saying he’ll check on me later I ate the soup he gave me and put the tray on the floor just as Guilty started playing on the radio I led in the bed with my eyes wide open listening to the lyrics is this what I’m feeling... To Be Continued...