I Only Do This For You Chapter 6 -- I'd just came back home from Christmas shopping with friends I'd gotacalendar so she could have more pictures of him to look at and know what day it was I also got her a personalised talking bear from the ‘Teddy Bear Factory’ when you squeeze its tummy it said ‘Linzi you’ll always be my sister no matter what, everything will work out for you one day love’ I'd managed to persuade my friends to let me go into Mothercare and get a small white sleep suit and blanket after all I didn’t want my Niece/Nephew catching Pneumonia. Christmas Day came but the day was completely wrong I looked at my parents around the tree carrying on as normal as we unwrapped the presents from underneath the tree. “What’s the one thing you really want for Christmas” Dad asked after we had ate the Christmas dinner “My sister back where she belongs” I said and my Dads face turned angry “You no longer have a sister she’s just as dead as Toby” he yelled I got down from the table and ran up to my room in tears how could he say that? -- “,” I heard someone saying as they shook me “what are you doing here at this time?” I said opening my eyes it was about 4 in the morning on Boxing Day “I came to bring you, your Christmas presents and Christmas dinner I'd managed to get I’ve warmed it up for you” said handing me a plastic tub with the Christmas dinner in I are it quickly before it went cold then I opened my presents I smiled widely when I saw thecalendar “Thanks” I said huggingI opened another one and smiled as I saw a small white sleep suit and blanket before opening the next one “It plays a message I recorded for you” she said and I pressed its tummy and listened a tear trickled down my cheek “Thanks” I said hugging her tightly “Its ok I better get back now though” she said smiling weakly I nodded and watched her leave. A few days had past I hadn’t gone back to the house in them few days Mum and Dad usually had the Christmas Holidays off I guessed it was ‘New Years Eve’ by the amount of people hollering ‘Happy New Year’ and fireworks going off I went just outside of my as I call it ‘Tent’ and watched the pretty colours glitter the sky for a few seconds then die out “Happy New Year” I whispered and went back inside I picked up the bearhad given me for Christmas and pressed its tummy I listened as I rubbed my own belly I was now 3 months pregnant ‘you’ll always be my sister no matter what, everything will work out for you one day love’ Would it? I thought, it had to I couldn’t bring a baby up in this ‘Home’ I thought and sighed “I’ll do anything I have to for you” I said climbing into the sleeping bag. January had past quickly and now it was mid February I got a text fromasking to come round it was the school holidays for her Mum and Dad would be at work so I'd be safe for a few hours I went home and used my key to get in as I went through the doorcame bouncing out all excited and happy I laughed as she hugged me still bouncing on the spot “What’s going on?” I asked her though laughter “I got an e-mail from Ruben this morning saying ‘Happy Valentines Day’ and he wished we could spend it together and he sent one of them Valentines Day E-cards but…” she paused her grin became wider “Even better then that” she beamed and took my hand leading me to her room we got in her room and I saw Red roses in a vase in her windowsill and a box of chocolates on the bed along with a card “There from Ruben” she said handing me the card to read ‘Dear, my holiday princess, I miss you so much, I can’t wait to see you again fate will bring us back into each others arms one day I love you and hope you like the roses and chocolates love Ruben xxxxx’ I smiled “Awww how cute” I said and hugged my little sister “You’ll get one fromone day”said making me laugh “Only ifwrites one saying it’s from him again” I say and we both laugh blessfor doing that “So shall we eat these chocolates while watching ‘Love Actually’”asked I nodded as we went downstairs into the living room… “They don’t have small dicks” I said I hated this part of the film “Especially not” I added “And you would know this how?”asked “Certain pictures and my dreams” I said with a cheeky smile as we fell about laughing I led back trying to stop laughing when I hearsay “Your getting a nice little bump there” she placed a hand on my bump and it kicked I smiled as her face lit up “You know who your aunty is don’t you”said talking to the bump my smile soon faded as I heard the front door shut and footsteps walk into the living room… To Be Continued...