My Soul Pleads For You Chapter 2 -- I got into my apartment which I had brought over here in Malta a few weeks ago I'd had the thought of leavingin my mind for a while if he couldn’t tell me he loved me why should I stay I thought going into the bedroom and unpacking what I could thought I was exhausted I found my pyjamas and decided that was enough I'd get some sleep and finish unpacking tomorrow I got into the bed and led my head on the pillow where I thought ofand cried myself to sleep… I woke up the next morning getting up and going into the bathroom I caught sight of my reflection in the mirror my face was red and blotchy from where I had cried myself to sleep I sighed to myself turning away from the mirror and switching on the shower I got in and let the droplets of water run down along my skin I led my head back on the white tiles thinking ofand how we almost always use to shower together to save time in the mornings or sometimes he’d be in the shower and I'd be making us breakfast and I'd hear him singing which made me smile so much I loved to hear him sing he had the voice of an angel I was snapped out of my thoughts as the water started to run cold I got out of the shower and dried myself off before getting dressed I put my wet hair up into a pony tail and got on with unpacking the rest of my stuff and putting it away into cupboards and draws I'd just finished packing and had sat down at the kitchen table with a cup of tea when the doorbell rang I got up to answer it I knew who it would be “ didn’t expect to see you over here so soon” I smiled “Well I couldn’t wait to see you again and I wanted to check to see if you were alright” she said “Awww aren’t you sweet, tea?” I asked walking into the kitchen “Yes please” “Oh I wanna thank you for sorting everything here for me” I said “It’s not a problem but did you really have to move country to be away from?” she asked “If I stayed in England there’s more of a chance I’ll bump into him somewhere he does travel a lot with his work for business meetings” I said sitting back down at the table “Why wouldn’t you want to bump into him?” she asked “Because it would mean if I saw him again he’d take hold of my heart again” I said “But what’s wrong with that you love him” she said I sighed and looked down “But he doesn’t love me” I said “He does” “Then why did he never tell me until yesterday when I was about to walk out of his life” “Maybe because he didn’t want to loose you” she replied “Can we please not talk about” I asked as a tear rolled down my cheek “Ok but you know you’ve only gone and broken your own heart right” she said and I nodded knowingly “But how about I take you out to a club tonight and we forget all this” she suggested and I smiled “Great idea never know I might find a nice young man to flirt with” I said and we laughed… To Be Continued...