POEMS
Dear Momma
Momma, I just wanted to say hi and ask you how you've been And I was really wondering what's its like in a world of no sin I really miss you momma and I often wish I had you here But I know that you are now free, no more pain or fear
I want you to know momma that I would have been with you had I known I never meant for you ..... to leave this world alone But I guess the angels held you and took you on your way taking you to Heaven to a brighter brand new day
And Momma when you got there did you see the face of God And did my father greet you and beside you did he trod Did the heavens burst forth singing with angels all about and did your troubles leave you, did you shed all human doubt
Did you get a hug from Jesus as he met you at the gate And was it at that moment when you shed all human weight No more heavy burdens, no sorrows no more shame No more physical ailments to make your body lame
Did all your family meet you as you entered heavens realm above And did you really feel it .... that total coat of love? I wish you could tell me just what it's like up there If you could find a way ..... would you really share
I really miss you momma and I sometimes wish you were here I have all of our memories tucked away in my heart so you are near But sometime when you are not busy with heavenly things, do you think That maybe you could look down and give me just one last wink.
Until then .... I will look at the moon and stars for you Because I know ..... you told me often that is what I should do When I feel the wind upon my cheek I will know in my heart that it's you whom I seek
So momma could you do me a huge favor please give Jesus and his father a great big hug and squeeze Tell them it's from your daughter and that I love you all Until I come to join you when I get that final call
Just remember momma that I love you very much And when I get to heaven I will again feel your touch Until then look down upon your child's face And maybe ask God to fill me with his grace!
© 2000 Brenda Race
I KNOW
Momma how I wish that you were here To hold me close and remove my fear You see .... since I saw you last, I have lost so much Oh how I wish I could feel your touch
You taught me so well to love others and reach out But since you have left I have so much doubt You see ..... my little world began to crash And now I see a world that holds so much trash
You left this world to take your spot next to God Leaving me here to continue to trod amongst men who are not always kind to one another Treating them as if they were not a brother
The hatred they do for themselves to gain leaves a wide path of heartbreak and pain It hurts to watch as they destroy a mans soul Leaving you to wonder if he will again be made whole
But momma you also showed me that God the father cares all of our sorrows and hurt he shares When life gives us obstacles placed there by man He gives us a new path to walk and shows us we can
But momma .... I still wish that you were here To reach out and take my hand would help remove the fear I know you are now busy with heavenly things Enjoying the glow and all that it brings
Just do me a favor if you have the time Tell God for me that we will be fine For we have felt his hand and will do his will And his love in our hearts he continues to fill.
Oh yeah momma tell him also that I know He places Angels here on the earth to help us grow! Tell him they found us and arrived on time as was his plan We know they are angels for they are much kinder than man!
©Brenda Race 2000
I REMEMBER
Oh how well I remember the smile you gave so free the twinkle in your eyes, the look of total glee Nothing can take that away for the memory remains with me I have only to close my eyes and your little face I can see
You loved life to the fullest each and everyday And you lived it as you taught me in every little way with a wink in your eye, not a word you had to say For all these things I am grateful and to the Lord I pray
Let me always remember the shining example I had The chance I had to know her, for that I will always be glad She taught me how to love and laugh and even how to be sad and how to cope with trouble and never to stay mad
She looked forever upward to the God she loved so well She knew His will was always done - In time that He would tell Her everything she needed to know - This One she loved so well And now she reigns with Jesus Christ - and in His House, she dwells.
WOULD I DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN?
In a heartbeat I would do it again Nothing can take away from me what I did then I did the best that I could....I gave it my all And now I can hold up my head ....and forever stand TALL
I couldn't, I wouldn't change what I did for YOU It was done out of LOVE not out of some due! If you had stayed here for a thousand years It would have been worth all of the tears
You taught me lessons throughout my life Ones I used when you were going through the strife You showed me well the meaning of LOVE Unconditional LOVE which came from above
You raised me with your love and let me fly free and then I returned when you needed me You continued to teach me when you weren't even aware That the greatest lessons you were yet to share
For in your dying you gave to me a compassion that I alone never would see had I not taken you under my care giving it my all with nothing to spare
Would I do it all over again or would I flee I would not, could not change it you see To LOVE you and comfort you in your time of need Was not a great task...I was only returning the seed
The seed you planted as you guided me along Back in the days when YOU were strong! It was only natural to return the LOVE Not a chore but an honor imparted by the one above!
©2000 Brenda Race
Was It You?
Today I thought I saw you in a crowd. My heart jumped as I heard it beating loud. Old memories came back, flooding my soul.... And I wished again that you were whole.
I know you have gone on ahead to your new home, But I still catch a glimpse of you as I still roam. Is it your spirit that remains here below, for I still feel it always, no matter where I go.
The little smile that you always wore..... I have seen it on faces that I never noticed before! The sparkle that once lit up your eyes...... I see in others and wonder ...is it you in disguise? I often find myself staring at someone I meet. It could be anyone I see in the street, who reminds me just a little of the you I loved so. Even though I know in my mind .... you had to go. Perhaps God allows you to return now and then, To drift in and out amongst mortal men. To show us your spirit has not forgotten us here, for the presence I feel has become very clear! ©Brenda Race 2000 HOME BACK NEXT Here are some sites which are a must see if you are looking for information on Alzheimer's or just need to find a very special friend...all written by very special people! PASSAGE INTO PARADISE by DOROTHY WOMACK A Year to Remember by Brenda Parris Sibley Alzheimers Outreach by Marsha Penington Empowering Caregivers by Gail Mitchell
I often find myself staring at someone I meet. It could be anyone I see in the street, who reminds me just a little of the you I loved so. Even though I know in my mind .... you had to go. Perhaps God allows you to return now and then, To drift in and out amongst mortal men. To show us your spirit has not forgotten us here, for the presence I feel has become very clear! ©Brenda Race 2000 HOME BACK NEXT Here are some sites which are a must see if you are looking for information on Alzheimer's or just need to find a very special friend...all written by very special people! PASSAGE INTO PARADISE by DOROTHY WOMACK A Year to Remember by Brenda Parris Sibley Alzheimers Outreach by Marsha Penington Empowering Caregivers by Gail Mitchell
Perhaps God allows you to return now and then, To drift in and out amongst mortal men. To show us your spirit has not forgotten us here, for the presence I feel has become very clear!
HOME BACK NEXT Here are some sites which are a must see if you are looking for information on Alzheimer's or just need to find a very special friend...all written by very special people!
Here are some sites which are a must see if you are looking for information on Alzheimer's or just need to find a very special friend...all written by very special people!
PASSAGE INTO PARADISE by DOROTHY WOMACK A Year to Remember by Brenda Parris Sibley Alzheimers Outreach by Marsha Penington Empowering Caregivers by Gail Mitchell