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Title: The Diary of Brian Kinney…December 25th 2002 (1/1)
Author: Steph
E-mail: cwlystep@aol.com
Date: 11/25/03
Paring: Brian/Justin…and all the normal couples at the end of season two, beginning of season three.
Rating: PG
Category: Drama
Disclaimer: I don’t know anybody that has to do with Showtime or this show. The characters (not their fake names) are not mine they belong to Cowlip productions and I’m not trying to steel them. This story is for your reading and my writing enjoyment.
Summary: Brian thinks about his unborn children’s lives after a family Christmas celebration.
December 25th 2002
Today was Christmas and for once in my life I actually enjoyed myself. I went with Justin and his family to visit his grandfather; you know the one that had really weird ways to get rid of hangovers. It took a lot of convincing on Justin’s part to get me to go, but I finally gave in and now as I sit watching Justin play cards with his grandfather, I’m content and happy.
Spending time with the Taylor’s at Christmastime made me notice how much I really missed when it came to family functions. For us, most holidays consisted of both my parents passing out and getting drunk. I know for a fact, I never want my children to feel like I did when I was young. My sons will have happy holidays just like this one.
Justin told his whole family about his pregnancy today and we each got our fair share of hugs and kisses. It’s still shocking to believe it’s all happening to me, that I, Brian Kinney, am a family man. That I have two children on the way, one of which I’m carrying myself. If I have anything to do with it my children are going to have the best damn childhood possible. Looking at Justin, and his success in life I know that even though I’m not religious myself, maybe private school wouldn’t be too bad. I mean, he did get a 1500 on his SAT’s didn’t he?
So, after thinking for a little bit, I came up with the conclusion that my children are getting the best of everything. The best god damn education they can get. I will never let them give less then they can. They will always work to their full potential. They will be educated on drugs and drinking before they are old enough to even want to experiment. They will know how crazy my life had been. I will never hide anything from them because I’m sure it would help more than it would hurt.
The one thing they will always never be able to question is my love. From the day they are born they will know how much I love them and it will never stop. Having them in my life will be one of the best things that can happen and they will always know that.
Justin is motioning at me, pointing at the stairs, so I think that means he’s ready to head up to bed. So, guess it’s time to say goodbye for now….until next time.
*AUTHORS NOTE*
That was just a little interlude between Part Nine and Part Ten. Thought I would try something a little different. Hope you liked it.
*Hugs*
Steph |
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