"Claddagh"
Musings from "The Shootout"
If I speak of things most noble
Of friendship, love and loyalty
Is the world so bitter, grown so cold
That it simply refuses to see?
If I speak of things deemed sacred
of honor, virtue, and answering justice
Are their hearts so full of darkness
to not recognize this bond of trust?
If I speak of the love of brothers
by God's mercy lives entwine
Why must they tear and taint it
to fit their own design?
If I speak again of things that bind
Of friendship, love and loyalty
Pity the fallen hearts that reject
the bond of me and thee.
The hospital room was dimly lit, the only source of light coming from the single bulb from over Starsky's bed. A saline drip stood like a sentinel to the side of the headboard, but it wasn't the only guardian that night.
The token uncomfortable hospital chair had been drawn close to the bedside, and Hutch sat forward in the seat, wearily leaning his elbows on his knees. It was 5 AM, and Starsky had just been wheeled into the room. The surgery to remove the bullet from his back had been without complications. Still, Hutch never left the hospital, not even to change out of the clothes stained with his partner's blood. Reports would be filed in the morning, now was the time for more important things.
A new nurse was on duty last night, one Hutch didn't recognize. The majority of the ER staff knew them by sight, if not by name. As the young woman checked on Starsky's IV, she had smiled at Hutch warmly, asking if he were Starsky's family. He simply looked at her numbly, the adrenaline rush finally over, leaving him drained, and answered "he's my partner". Apparently, this was not the response the nurse wanted to hear, and began a litany of "procedure" and "only family members", until Hutch's blue eyes turned to ice and he bit out "I'm not leaving".
The nurse left in a huff, grumbling under her breath about them "just being partners was not enough". Finally left alone, Hutch turned his focus back to the still figure on the bed, reassured by the even rising and falling of Starsky's chest as he slept. For some reason, the nurse's response still angered him, though he knew he was probably reacting out of his overwhelming fatigue and the strain of the evening. If she had any idea of what we've been through tonight…been through together, she'd understand, what being partners really meant. Well, maybe, maybe not. I don't care. We know, and that's all that matters.
~Brit
2/11/01