If it wasn't winter,
Jason--being Jason--just
sort of stared at her with some look she couldn't quite grasp the meaning to.
Yep, she could hear the
snow falling it was so freaking quiet!
Finally, she couldn't
take it anymore. "Jason?"
As if just remembering
she was there, he finally nodded his head and handed her the helmet that
normally sat unused on the back of his bike.
"Thanks," she
mused not ill-naturedly.
Strapping on the black
helmet,
"Be glad you're
tall," she grumbled. "Why don't they make stepladders for these
things? I always thought they could just put something on these bikes to make
it easier for the vertically-challenged people.
Something could just flip out like the kick stand does. Then all you’d have
to do is just step onto it. Then, voila!
You're good to go! Of course, you don't
have problems getting on, so...yeah, I'm just going to be quiet now."
Her face flushed. She
really needed to learn how to control that pesky rambling thing she developed
every time he was around.
Wrapping her arms around
him, she loved the rush she got when he took his foot off the ground and the
bike roared to life and wailed down the street.
She closed her eyes and let the wind rush over her face. God, it felt good.
They were half-way to her
studio when she realized he was taking her home. Taking in a deep breath, she
braced herself for the rejection she would see in his eyes once they got there.
She still had a few
minutes until they got to her studio and she made them count. Her arms
tightened around Jason and she pressed her cheek against his neck, breathing in
that masculine spicy smell of him.
The motorcycle rolled to
a stop. Elizabeth gathered her pride and collected her sketchbook in her hands
before dismounting the bike.
"You can come in if
you want...for coffee." The moments
the words were out of her mouth, she regretted them. Idiot! Oh god, why didn't she just say “hey, want to go have sex?” that would have
been less obvious. Everyone in the free world knew that inviting someone up “for
coffee” was just a lame excuse, didn’t they? Hell, she didn’t even have any coffee in the studio! What was he thinking? And, oh man, did she just come off like a
slut? Really, she hadn't meant it that
way. She just...wanted to spend more time with him.
It was weird to admit
that to herself. That she liked having Jason around and wanted to spend more
time with him, but it was the honest truth.
Jason reluctantly shook
his head and indicated the bag of food on the back of his bike.
"Oh, right. Well then, I guess this is goodnight. Thanks
for the ride. I really like that bike." She smiled cheerfully, gathering
up her pride and hoping her disappointment didn't bleed through the mask she
wore.
Jason spared a glance her
way, weakening his resolve to remain detached.
Did she have any clue what she looked like? Her hair a wavy mess and her
skin alive with color. Good lord, he was in trouble. He watched her open the
door and start up the steps and when he couldn't see her any more, he finally
let out his breath.
In the air, even after
she'd walked the three flights of stairs and he saw the lights to her studio
flicker on, there was still the soft essence of her perfume. Her smell lingered
just like her image lingered in his mind at night when he tried restlessly to
fall asleep.
He was a goner. Screwed with a capital S.
There was no use trying
to deny his feelings anymore. He was
falling for Elizabeth Webber. And at that moment, he needed to leave before he
took her up on her offer of...coffee.
She was in over her head.
What the hell was she doing propositioning a man she barely knew? Who the hell
was she kidding? Any woman that looked
at him would offer him more than...“coffee”
at first glance. But she wasn’t most
women. She’d cleaned up her act. Hell,
she was a downright prude these days!
Grabbing a brush from an
old tin can, she stopped pacing and settled in front of a canvas. It looked
like she was in for a long, rough night of painting.
Damn, Jason Morgan!
_______
Sonny had never felt so
sick in his entire life. The trickle of vapor from the humidifier on the ground
was the only thing keeping his lungs from feeling like they'd been fused
together with a vat of peanut butter. His ears were swimming in fluid, making
everything sound garbled. His nose and eyes were runny and red and his skin
felt clammy, but despite all of those things he wore a grin so large his
dimples were the size of quarters.
Hearing Jason's muted
steps when he entered the room, Sonny sat up in bed.
Jason observed the
tissues and antibiotics scattered on the desk, floor and night tables, and
grimaced, pushing them aside.
Sonny cleared his throat
and ran a tissue down his neck to mop up the sweat that had accumulated there.
"Elizabeth Webber's
friend, Trisha, was it? She called
looking for her. We had an interesting talk."
Jason scoffed and set the
bag from Kelly's, containing soup for Sonny, on his bedside table.
Ignoring Jason's
displeasure, Sonny continued, "I supposed you made sure she got home okay?"
Without even turning
around, Jason nodded and left the bedroom, walking fast to drown out Sonny's
soft laughter.
In his own room, Jason
pulled out a travel book and began to read. Snapping the book shut after only a
few sentences, he looked down at the cover. When the hell had he purchased a
book on
___
When
Throwing the tube on the
small table, where the rest of her paints were, she stood slowly and stretched
her arms over her head.
She could hear the phone
ringing somewhere, but couldn't seem to find where the damn thing was. Today was going to be the day that she proved
to Jason Morgan that she was not going to be easily ignored, but before that
she'd have to answer the phone. Searching under a pile of laundry, she finally
came up with the blue cordless.
"Hello?"
On the other line, the
distinct squeal of Trisha Harper rang through
Looking around,
"Jason! He went home with you last night, didn't he?
So, was it good?"
Rolling her eyes,
"That's it? Come on,
Liz. Just one itsy bitsy detail,
please!”
“There are no details to
give. Nothing happened!”
“Well, that's pretty
uneventful considering you walked out on me and Lucky without a goodbye. I assumed you'd at least have a juicy sex
story for me."
Holding the phone to her
shoulder with her ear, she picked up the tube of toothpaste and discovered it
was empty. "Sorry to disappoint,"
She really needed to go
shopping. Just the thought of going back to the mall or any place like it
anytime soon had her shuddering. "Hey, wait! When have I ever had a juicy sex story? I would like
to hear it myself actually."
Finding a sample packet
of toothpaste from the last time she'd been to the dentist,
"Okay fine,” Harper
said, resigned, “so maybe you haven't tapped the market on juicy sex stories
yet, but there's still time. And the way Jason was looking at you last night, I
would say that time is coming soon, if you know what I mean.”
Liz’s eyes widened while
she anticipated Trisha's next words.
“Oh, and did you see when
he walked how his jeans bunched right at his-"
"I'm hanging up now!"
On the other end, Trisha
laughed knowing she'd gotten the best of her. "Alright, love ya, babe."
"Yeah, love to
torture me,"
"Well, that
too."
"Bye." Hanging
up the phone, she set it down on the couch and stretched some more. She really
needed to get a proper bed.
Tossing the toothbrush
back into a cup near the sink,
______
Three hours later,
That’s why she found
herself standing outside of Trisha Harper’s dorm room, knocking like a woman
possessed.
“Alright,
alright! I’m coming already! You don’t need to be such a ball-breaker, Spe—Liz!”
“Expecting someone else?”
“Uh,
no.
Why would you…” she fumbled, flustered. “You know, never mind. Come in.”
“It’s
home. So, what’s up?” she said, pushing
a stack of books out of her way and throwing herself onto her roommate’s bed.
“Uh, well, I sorta… I need your help,” she said mournfully.
“With
what?”
“Drawing
a blank here, Lizzie-poo. I think you’re
going to have to spell this one out for me.”
That smile just got
wider. “Well, I’m clueless here, girl,
so you better explain.”
Okay, so maybe the dig
about her cleaning abilities was going to cost her. She wasn’t going to be getting off easy. She was going to have swallow
her pride and lay it all out there, every sordid word. She took a deep breath. “I need your help with
Jason. I can’t get him out of my head
and, okay, you were right I’ve been pining away since the moment I set eyes on
him. Satisfied?”
“Very! Oh, yay!”
She jumped from her roommate’s bed onto the one Liz was occupying. “This is going to be so much fun!”
“For
who?”
“No, no! This is going to be great. Super great, even! Oh, Liz, you will so not be sorry!”
“Sure,” she said,
tersely. “What do you have in mind?”
Trisha rubbed her hands
together. It looked maniacal. “I think it’s about time to get a little
more…aggressive.”
“Relax. It’ll be easy. We just need a plan.”
“What kind of plan?”
“A
simple plan. A plan to get Jason to
notice you. I mean, really notice you. How do you feel about spandex?”
“Not going to happen,”
“Fine. Um…do you own any
halter tops?” There was no humor in her
voice.
“No.” Liz was almost
ready to bolt. But she had to give this
a chance. Nothing else she had done
seemed to make much impact on Jason. A
woman of Trisha’s considerable experience had to know what she was doing. Didn’t she?
“Trisha, I know you’re trying to help, but how about something a little
less…”
“Slutty?”
she said, unfazed.
“Not the word I was going
to use, but okay, sure. Can we just do
something a little more…subtle?”
“Okay, fine. But you’re still going to need to freshen up
your wardrobe a little. I’ll lend you
something.”
“Uh…”
“Relax. I’ll find you one of my more conservative
outfits.”
Liz wasn’t exactly sure
that Trisha owned anything conservative.
But it was best not to verbalize that.
“Okay, what else?”
“Attitude.”
“Attitude?”
“Yeah,” she answered,
emphatically. “You’ll need to act a
little less like you and a little
more like me.”
“I’m not sure I’m
entirely comfortable with this pl--”
“I’m not saying you have
to burst through the doors and give the man a lap dance! Although…?”
“Absolutely not!” she
said in horror.
“Fine. You just need to
act a little more like a woman.”
“Okay, should I be
totally insulted?”
“I just mean that you have
to use your feminine wiles.”
“My
what?”
Trisha’s eyes glimmered
against the harsh fluorescents. “You know, a little flip of the hair, a lick of
the lips, a sashay of the hips…” she said,
demonstrating. “Those
kinds of things.”
The thought of sashaying anything in front of Jason made
Trisha sighed. “
“That’s it? Just flirt?”
“Yes! Now I have class, but it’s a good thing I’m
such a kick-ass friend, because I’m willing to skip it for you.”
Trisha had never really
needed much incentive to skip.
“How
very generous.”
“I know, right? Okay,
let’s find you something to wear and then we’ll work out the finer
details. Jason Morgan’s not going to
know what hit him!”
Trisha’s smile and
enthusiasm was contagious.
Okay, so Liz had a
mission: to prove to Jason she was a woman and he was not immune to her…feminine
wiles.
____
"Damn collar!"
Max groaned. He walked around the empty
church, bored out of his scull.
What the heck did priests
do on their off hours anyway? Over at the monastery, there had been a heated
game of chess going on. Yeah, it looked like a lot of fun. Too bad, he didn't know how to play anyway. He'd
wandered the grounds almost the whole morning and still had too much energy to
sit still for longer than five minutes. Who knew priests woke up at
Strutting around like a
sly cat, Max studied the various figures of Jesus that sat on pedestals around
the church. Finding one particularly interesting, he picked it up to examine
the bottom, wondering where it was made. Whistling some tune that wasn't quite
recognizable as “Silent Night” he laughed at the “made in
Behind him someone
cleared their throat.
Startled, Max let go of
the figurine and threw his hands up in the air.
Once a criminal… He watched it
crash to the ground.
"Oh, Christ, I'm
going to hell!" Spinning around, his eyes fixated on Jason. "Jesus,
Mary and Joseph, my father was right, I am the son of Satan! Jason, tell me you
can fix this."
Meeting him at the front
of the church in three short strides, Jason crouched down. He took the fallen
pieces of the ceramic in his hands and placed them in his lap piecing them
together. Satisfied that it could be salvaged, he nodded and let a small smile
pass his lips.
"You are the
man!" Max yelled and slapped his hand down on the alter shaking loose the
wooden cross that sat on top of it.
"That's it! I'm
going straight to hell! My mother will be so ashamed she won't even attend my
damn funeral and they probably won't even let me be buried in a Catholic
cemetery after this. Oh god, I'll be the family outcast even in death. I
couldn't have just been a florist like Uncle Maurice! No, no, I had to have a gun! Frickin’ crime dramas! Damn Scorsese and Coppola! Damn, Brando and De
Niro and Pacino! No good, gun-toting fools! My mother said those movies would rot my
brain. I should have listened! But, no. I had to be a big shot. That’s how they get you, you know. With all the glamour and
glory… You didn’t see any of them masquerading as a priest, did you,
huh?!"
Jason barely looked at
Max. He patiently glued the statue of
Jesus back together with steady, strong hands. Leaving the figure to dry, Jason
clapped Max on the back and fetched the cross from the ground. The wood was
splintered a bit, but that wasn't what concerned him. The figure of Jesus had
actually been knocked from the cross and to replace it, Jason would have to
nail him back to it. Looking over at Max, he grimaced and took the hammer out
of his tool belt accompanied by a few nails.
Max tapped Jason on the
shoulder. A thought had just come to him.
"We cannot tell Sonny about this!" he stated, adamantly.
Jason shrugged his
shoulders. He wasn’t going to be the one
to say anything to anyone.
"Oh, right,"
Max apologized and let a small chuckle pass his lips.
Letting paranoia claim
the best of him, Max walked up and down the aisle making sure no one was
around.
---------
She noticed a larger man
shouldering the doors when she walked up to the church. "Oh, I'm sorry, Father,
there's usually no one here at this time."
Caught off guard, Max
turned around and stared down at the petite brunette. "What?"
"I just came to do
some sketches before I went up to the main house and I didn't expect anyone
would be here. I'm Elizabeth Webber." She smiled and offered a dainty hand
to the guard disguised as a priest.
Max cleared his throat
and took her hand in his.
So, this was Elizabeth
Webber.
He hadn't been sure what
to expect and he wasn't certain she was what he had been anticipating. But one
thing was for sure, all the guards were right, she certainly was a looker. He
scolded himself for even having such thoughts.
He was supposed to be a priest, he reminded himself. Releasing her hand,
he stepped back from the doors so she could enter.
"I was just checking
on things… You know, seeing if there were any repairs to be made or anything.
Jason was helping," he indicated over his shoulder where Jason was a
moment ago, "to fix some things."
"Oh," Max said,
stepping over to the Alter and genuflecting for
"Sure is,"
"Well," he
stammered, "I guess you can call me Father Max, or just Max, I'm not
really sure how it all works," he said, his brows creased.
Turning to face him
again, her eyes scrutinized his face. "You're not sure how it works?"
"Well, I'm new here.
I've never actually been a priest before... I mean, in this area. I just came
down here from...
"Oh, but you are a priest right? You're not another
one of those fake priests are you?"
"Fake priests?"
he asked, trying to remain looking innocent. A twinge of guilt pestered at him,
but he swallowed it down and told himself it was for the best.
"Well, after that
Edward man pretended to be a priest, how can I be so sure you're not pretending
too?"
Max smiled.
"I guess you'll have
to trust me."
She tapped her chin with
her index finger and her eyes lit up. "Or I could quiz you!"
"Quiz me?" Max
asked, skeptically.
Rubbing his sweaty palms
down the legs of his pants, Max took in some much needed air and then expelled
it noisily. "If that's what it will take, go ahead."
Her stance widened and her
shoulders squared and the smile that had been on her face seemed to vanish into
thin air. Replacing it was a mask of indifference. "Okay, ever heard the
one about the priest, the skydiver and the mailman?"
"What? That's a religious question?" Max ran his chubby fingers through his hair,
scratching his scalp with his nails.
Tilting her head to the
side, she observed him again and then just as quickly as it had left, her smile
returned. "It's a joke. Only, I can't quite remember how it goes, but I
know it involves a bar and naked women...or was it sheep?"
"And how exactly
would that prove to you that I was a real priest."
"Isn't it
obvious?" she asked. Receiving a
shrug of the shoulders as an answer, she went on. "It's all about
deductive reasoning. If you've heard the joke then you would have completed it
and if you’d completed it, then I would have known you were a fake, because
what would a priest be doing listening to silly, sexist jokes about barnyard
animals and women with large... Um, anyway,"
"Well, I'm glad I
passed the test." Max laughed. "Do you want to sit down?"
"Oh, I think I
better stand." She grimaced, rubbing her sore butt unconsciously.
Max looked at her
quizzically but didn't comment. They stayed silent for a long time before he
realized she was staring at him. Ah,
shit! "Is there something you wanted to talk about?"
"No. Not really. I'm not good at the whole confession thing. My mother was Catholic
though. She took me to church every Sunday.
Sometimes she even got up in front of everyone and read a passage from
the bible. I know I could never do that. All those people watching me? No, thanks!
But people were captivated by her. When she spoke, she made anything
sound interesting. I always thought it
took a lot of guts to stand up there in front of total strangers. She was always so brave." Her voice trailed off and she squinted trying
to block the tears that had collected from falling.
Max looked down at her,
took in her slumped shoulders and shaky breathing. "Was?" he asked
softly, tenderly, like a friend she'd known for years.
Slowly, her head lifted
and she rubbed at her eyes. Gathering her courage she spoke. "She
died."
Rocking on his heels, Max
shifted his weight from foot to foot. "Oh, I'm sorry to hear that."
Brushing off her cheek,
she waved her hand at him like it was no big deal. "It was a long time
ago."
"Just because time
passes, that doesn't make the ache feel any less. You miss her a lot."
"Every
day."
"Alright," Max
said. His smile was warm. "You take
care of yourself and remember I'm here if you ever need to talk."
"I will. Thanks."
Yep, Max was positive he was going straight to Hell.
_____
Ducking her head into the
room, a smile grew on
"So, this is where
you wandered off to." Her tone wasn't accusatory. She was merely making an
observation. "Father Max told me you were helping him earlier."
Jason looked up,
acknowledging her presence and went straight back to his game of pool.
Everything about him was
raw and male. There was something so
fierce about him, something she couldn’t quite put her finger on. But underneath there was a hint of
vulnerability. He didn’t like to show
that part of himself. But she’d seen it
once or twice.
He was wearing a
short-sleeved T-shirt. There was a small
hole right at his neck where the threads had started to pull loose at the
collar. Her eyes were drawn to that
spot. To that little patch of skin she
shouldn’t be allowed to see. The skin
there was just a shade or two lighter than the skin on his neck.
Sometimes when she stayed
for dinner, she and Sonny would be at the table long before Jason. They always waited before they began to eat
dinner. Waited until everyone was seated
and the prayer had been said. But,
sometimes, when Jason had just came in from outside, maybe after he’d been
chopping firewood all afternoon, his skin would be a deep red and chapped from
the cold. Sometimes she could still
smell pine on his skin. When she knew he
wasn’t paying attention, she would watch him.
Watch him until the red began to fade and the natural color
returned. Sometimes he’d catch her eyes
and she’d have to look away. But there
was something so…normal about it. His
usually hardened features seemed more relaxed, like he was thawing. That was the Jason she wanted to get to
know.
She wondered if he was
avoiding looking at her or if he was really that
into his game. Needing a few minutes to
build up some courage anyway, she surveyed her surroundings. She hadn’t been in this room before. She’d walked by it, but this was the first
time she’d actually stepped foot inside.
The walls were a deep maroon, littered with black and white photos. There was a shelf filled with various objects
she only vaguely recognized from places around the world; wooden shoes from
Crouched over the green-felted
table Jason prepared for his next shot, barely looking up from his game. He
stroked the cue between his fingers.
There was chalk dust on his index finger and thumb—streaks of blue that
reminded
Taking the shot, Jason
sunk a solid and continued until he cleared the table. He finally looked up at
her and gave her a curt nod in recognition.
With tingles racing up
her arms, she decided it was time to put her plan into action. She’d worn the tight black pants and somewhat
low-cut top Trisha had recommended. It
wasn’t exactly uncomfortable and somehow she felt a little more like a woman--as
much as she hated to admit it. She hadn’t realized how much, and for how long,
she had suppressed her own femininity.
She’d hidden herself for too long under bulky sweaters and modesty. She wasn’t doing this to be someone
else. The high-heels and light make-up
were as much for her as they were for Jason.
It had been a long time since she’d felt…sexy. Or even alive.
And she did. She really did.
And that was what made
this dangerous.
It was easy to get
lost—to get caught up in feelings and sensations and the absolute beauty of
Jason’s eyes.
She’d done it before and been
wrong. It was easy, she knew, to get
caught up in something…or someone, that could wreck her, pull her apart in ways
she didn’t even know were possible. But
that was the past. And she’d put the
past behind her when she’d moved to Port Charles. Her grandmother had never let her dwell. Not on things she couldn’t change.
But everything was a
risk. And she was willing to take this
one. And, besides, Jason would never
hurt her. For as much as she didn’t know
him, she at least believed that about him, knew it deep in her gut.
Grabbing the stick from Jason's
powerful hands, she rested her hip against the wood of the table. "You
know,” she said, clearing her throat, washing away the last vestiges of her
nerves, “we used to have a pool table at my house, but I never did learn how to
play."
Jason watched her. There was something…different about her
today. Her eyes were glimmering with
determination.
She circled the table
like a cat on prowl. Her movements were slow.
Pulling out the balls from the corner pocket, she stretched over the
table. Flicking out her wrist, she made
sure Jason got a good view of the curve of her ass. If she was going to play this role, she was
going to dive in headfirst and pull no punches.
"Am I doing this
right?" Over her shoulder she eyed him and gave her brightest smile. "Relax,
I'm not going to bite you," she laughed. "Unless that's what you're
into," she whispered saucily under her breath.
She looked
confident. She sounded confident. But inside, her heart was racing a mile a
minute and her stomach was doing flip flops.
She’d seen Steven playing
pool thousands of times, but the dynamics were way different here. She used
to lie on the soft carpet under her father’s pool table in the den, ignoring
her brother and sketching with her pencil crayons. Eventually, her father would kick her out of
the room because she was “bothering Steven,” but she’d sneak back in and sketch
for hours. She liked the way the light
fell against the page. How she had to
strain sometimes to see the paper and the images she was drawing. It was how she learned about shading.
"Are you going to
help me?" she tossed over her shoulder, not able to look at him for fear
he would see right through her lame attempt at seduction.
Jason watched her,
wanting to find a flaw, some tiny blemish that might change his feelings for
her; something that would make him turn away. But there was nothing. Not one
spec of anything that could be perceived as wrong.
His mind screamed: turn
away! Run like you always do! But he was sick of remaining detached; sick of not
taking when he wanted, not touching when he so badly needed human contact.
Swaggering over to her,
like he was drunk with the sight of her, he moved so he was behind her,
practically pinning her to the wood of the table.
She let out a startled
gasp. A jolt of fire started to slowly burn inside her. She didn't know how
much she wanted him as close as he was until she felt his arms wrap around her
and she was protected in the crevice of his shoulders and biceps.
He was lonely, so goddamn
lonely. His chest actually ached when he
touched her hand. He hadn't realized how badly he wanted to touch her until he
did, until his fingers smoothed over hers and molded them to the pool cue. Relief washed through him.
Burying his nose in her
hair, he drew in a breath, inhaling that soft, subtle smell that he'd become
accustomed to. He knew he should feel ashamed of wanting her so much. But there
was no shame when his fingers slid against hers, and his body pressed tightly
against the round shape of her buttocks.
Together they slid the
cue forward and sunk a striped ball into the opposite pocket.
"I got it in!"
she said excited, letting the cue drop and ending their contact.
He was like a child.
Unsure. Scared. Lost.
She didn't know what her next move should be.
Suddenly, seducing Jason didn’t seem right. Playing games wasn’t what she wanted this to
be about.
Her hand hesitated and
then she gave into the temptation, skimming her fingers over his chiseled
forearms and up, over his biceps and sturdy shoulders and onto the cut of his
jaw. He flexed and relaxed under her
caress. "You have the saddest eyes
I've ever seen. What makes you so sad, hmm?"
Jason tongued the small
wound inside his mouth, using it to remind himself to stay detached.
His hand covered hers,
and though he was not physically rough, it still stung her heart when he pulled
her hand from his face.
If possible, his eyes were
even more sorrowful.
Poison, he reminded
himself. That’s what he was.
"Jason, Max wanted
to know if you have any more of that super glue. I told him I had no idea what
he was talking about! I thought maybe you'd know," Sonny asked, stumbling
into the room, his eyes on the ground and a cold compress on the back of his
neck.
Jason and Elizabeth broke
apart instantly and took up separate halves of the room.
Sonny looked up, but
didn’t comment on the obvious tension in the room. "Oh! Elizabeth, I
didn't know you were here."
"I was just
leaving," she told him, her voice shaky.
Jason dug his hand deep
in his pocket and faced the ground.
"Oh, well then, why
don't you come for dinner tomorrow night? I'll make you something
special."
Pinching the bridge of
his nose with one hand and dabbing at his sweaty forehead with the other, Sonny
decided there would be no harm in having
"Great! Tomorrow night, then."
"Tomorrow
night," he agreed enthusiastically.
_______
Because she’d been having dinner at the Morgan/Corinthos
house for so long, Elizabeth thought it was time to start earning her keep, so
to speak. Since, Sonny, nor Jason, would take money for letting her paint and
eating their food, she decided to help them out by giving Sonny the night off
and cooking for the house.
Really, she did feel bad
for Sonny, who obviously wasn't use
to people helping him. Even in his weakened state, he'd left detailed
instructions of what to cook and how to do it before he left to cook for
the priests a few buildings over.
Since he still wasn't
feeling up to normal, he allowed her to help.
Otherwise it would have been like twisting his arm to let her in his
immaculate kitchen.
Jason, for the past hour,
had been sitting in the kitchen reading some magazine without lifting a finger
to help.
She snorted. She had her
suspicions that Sonny had made him sit there just to keep an eye on her and
make sure she didn't screw anything up.
"Hey, did Sonny say
a tablespoon or teaspoon of chili powder?"
When Jason just shrugged,
barely looking up from the motorcycle magazine he was reading, she puffed out
an annoyed breath. Why did she even bother? It wasn't like all of a sudden
Jason was going to miraculously give up his vow of silence just so he could
tell her how much of a certain ingredient to put into the chili.
And it wasn't likely that
after what had almost happened between them the day before that he was here of
his own free will. God, she’d practically
thrown herself at him! Who knows what
would have happened had Sonny not interrupted them? So embarrassing!
"What do you think…three
cloves of garlic or four?" She looked up briefly not really expecting a
response, but found Jason holding up four fingers and that made her smile. "Well,
well, you may be of some use yet, Morgan. I always say the more garlic the
better. You think we should make it five?" Liz asked raising an eyebrow
and with humor in her tone.
She got a thumbs-up and
it made her laugh. Usually she would
have felt like she was talking to herself even with Jason here, but somehow
tonight seemed different. "Okay, I guess I'll just let this simmer or
whatever, and start making the salad."
Sitting down, across from
Jason,
Jason watched her and
felt certain tightness in his jeans.
"You like
motorcycles I take it," she said, looking up. All she had seen him read on
her visits were either travel books or biker magazines and tonight it just
happened to be the latter.
He nodded and resumed
reading.
“I like your bike. It makes me feel…I don’t know… Free? That’s a good word for it, I guess. You know how people get that runner’s
high? I think I get something like that
when I’m on your motorcycle.” She could
see him peering up at her from the corner of his magazine, pretending he was
still reading. "Look, about yesterday…
I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable." She sighed. "I
just thought... I thought you... I guess
it really doesn't matter what I thought. It's over and done with and there's no
permanent damage, right?" She chuckled, rolling her eyes. Next time she was going to leave the seducing
to Trisha.
"You know, I
probably shouldn't be telling you this..." She paused, getting up and
throwing away the carrot peels. Sitting back down, she resumed, "Where was
I? Oh yeah, I shouldn't be telling you, but your whole loner-boy, no-speaking
thing, really intrigues me."
He met her eyes for that.
She swallowed hard. Those eyes…
"Most guys I know
like to go on and on…and on about themselves and you
can barely get in a word edgewise. I mean, who really cares if they score four
touchdowns in some semi-final playoff or whatever? Am I right? Well, anyway,
with you, I have to do all the talking. Not that I mind, like I said I tend to
talk a lot when I'm nervous. Not that I'm nervous." She covered with a small laugh. "Anyway,
my point is, you're not predictable. I never know what you're going to
do."
The magazine was on the
table and he was studying her.
She was lying when she
said she wasn't nervous. When she realized he was actually listening, paying
attention, she started to worry.
"Jason...is-is it
weird that I wonder what your voice sounds like?"
Jason's heart was
pounding fast. If this girl had any idea how she effected him, they would not
be sitting here anymore. If she knew he didn't find her the least bit annoying
and that her voice was a comfort he hadn't known, he wouldn't be able to stand
it any longer. He would carry her to his room and make mad passionate love to
her. But, alas, he sat there and
listened. The more she thought he hated her, the better off they both would be.
The last comment caught
him totally off guard though.
"It's silly, really." She
began to methodically cut the carrots into tiny rounds. She could feel his eyes
on her, examining her, and it made her edgy. Taking a quick glance at his face,
she misjudged the direction of the knife and sliced into her finger.
"Dammit!"
Jason stood, dishcloth in hand. He
gently took her small hand in his, wrapping it up until they made it to the
sink.
Jason ran cool water over
the wound.
She flinched. "I do things like this all the time. I'm
just clumsy, I guess. Lucky me," she
sighed. "This is just great! Really, this is all I need! What kind of crap
will I be able to draw now?"
He removed her hand from
the water and examined the cut. His face remained stoic. He guided her back to the kitchen table,
making her sit down.
Leaving her in the chair,
he walked down the hall toward the bathroom.
Rummaging through the bathroom cabinets, he located the first aid kit
and hurried back to
Once again he took her
tiny manicured hand in his own and looked at her injury. Jason opened the case,
taking out some gauze and antiseptic. Sloshing some onto a cotton ball he
tenderly wiped away some of the remaining blood. The bleeding had all but stopped.
He must have noticed and
the next time he dabbed at the gash he soothed it with a soft blow of air from
his lips.
She closed her eyes.
Actually delighted by the sweet sentiment, even if he didn't realize it was
one.
He tried to remain
impassive—tried to ignore the feel of her soft skin against his. But when she
closed her eyes and let out the tiniest of sighs he was done for. Her lips
looked so soft and he wanted to protest when she tortured the bottom one by
gripping it with her teeth.
Sonny had called her
beautiful.
He was wrong.
She was more than that. He
didn't even have the words to express it.
Turning his attention
back to her hand, he gathered all his strength to get it over with as quickly
as possible. Two more seconds of holding her and being so close and he was sure
he would do something he would regret.
She watched him while he
wrapped and taped her wound with care. Not once did he look up and not once did
she look away.
The tension in the air was
palpable and would not be ignored. It took on a life form of its own so that
Elizabeth and Jason were breathing it in, letting it sink into their lungs so
their chests tightened.
He replaced the supplies
to the box and left to return it to its rightful place.
Was it just her that felt
the jolt of pleasure when they touched? Was she alone in the desire to touch
again?
Jason stopped in the
hallway before he reentered the kitchen. He leaned against the wall and banged
his head a few times, none-too-lightly. Taking a deep breath, he composed
himself. The last thing he needed was for
Jason slipped it easily
from her.
"Hey!" she
protested.
Jason shook his head and
returned the blade from the drawer from which it came.
This did not sit well
with Elizabeth who went to retrieve it when he walked away.
From the corner of his
eye, he caught her movements and spun around grabbing her upper arm.
She resisted but he
didn't let up.
"Jason, this isn't
fair! I promised Sonny I would cook for all of us. I hate breaking my
promises."
Jason, always the
charmer, shrugged his shoulders.
Realizing he was still
gripping her arm, she flashed her eyes over the connection.
He instantly released her
and looked down at the ground. His face flushed pink and he stepped back a few
steps, leaning against the counter.
Watching him raise his
head, she nearly gasped at the extreme blueness of his eyes. They were even
more intense than she had seen before. He seemed to be unsure, not wanting to
believe the truth. "You win, okay? I won't use the stupid knife. But when
Sonny asks what happened, I'm blaming you." She turned then, burning from
his gaze.
Jason was relieved. The
thought that he had potentially hurt her was not one he was comfortable with.
_____
Sonny rubbed his full
stomach and pulled his chair slightly away from the dining room table.
"Thanks for making dinner,
"I'm sorry about the
salad." She bowed her head, embarrassed.
"Oh, that's all
right. I would rather not eat than have you injure yourself further."
"Hey, I was doing
fine until Mr. McMute decided to take away my
knife." She scowled, aiming her fierce stare at an uninterested Jason.
"I think under the
circumstances it was for the best." Sonny laughed. "How's the hand
anyway?"
"Fine." She pouted. "He's
getting off on this, you know. Look at him sitting there all smug. You're
enjoying every minute of this, aren't you?!"
"Jason?" Sonny
questioned, amused.
Simply shrugging his
shoulders Jason eased back into the tall chair, ignoring the deep crimson that
colored his cheeks.
That was all it took for
Turning his head to the
side Jason tried to stop the smile that was creeping onto his face.
"Was that a
smile?"
Was she flirting?
Oh, God. She was.
No more wine!
"I have to...
um...go pick up Father Giambetti from the...the
McKenna's. Will you two be all right
until I get back?" Sonny asked, already putting on his coat and pulling
his keys from his pocket.
"We'll be just fine.
I might even teach Jason a thing or two while you're gone."
Jason's head snapped up
and he looked to Sonny for help.
"Relax, big boy, I'm
talking about doing the dishes." She laughed and it was deep and throaty,
almost seductive. Did she really just
call him big boy?
"Let Jason do the
dishes. I don't want you getting that cut infected, Miss Webber."
The blush on Jason's face
just seemed to deepen the more she talked and she couldn't help finding it amusing.
She felt relaxed and playful from the wine.
Jason stood gathering
plates and glasses in his strong hands.
He avoided her place setting and moved into the kitchen, coming back and
forth until he had the table cleared.
He sent her a steady
glare and then returned to the kitchen where he proceeded to fill the sink with
water and soap.
"I'll dry," she
announced, watching his face flicker with some emotion she didn't quite
recognize.
Deciding the gloves were
too small, he threw them to the side.
The sight of Jason Morgan
doing dishes was amusing, to say the least. This was the same guy that had
jumped nearly two feet in the air with a roundhouse kick the first day she met
him. He had the body of a Greek God and the hands...well, hands that were
sinfully strong and worked-in. Hands that she wouldn't mind having touch her... Everywhere.
He handed her dish after
dish and she dried in silence, stealing glimpses at Jason while his sudsy hands
emerged from the water time and time again.
"I never thanked
you," she said, piling the last plate with the others. "For fixing my
finger,” she clarified, wiggling it for emphasis, “I didn't thank you."
Jason looked at her, let
his eyes wander to her injured finger. It had bled some and the red stained
through the clean white gauze.
Taking the dish towel from
her hands, he dried his own—now wrinkled from the water.
He didn't say anything,
well, obviously, but his eyes—the
form of communication she had unwittingly started to rely on—remained
impassive. He barely looked at her when he took her hand in his and gently
began to un-wrap the bandage from her finger. He studied it between his own
hands and seemed satisfied that she was okay. Leaving her there, propped up on
the counter, he went to get the first aid kit again.
When Jason came back she
had calmed herself down.
He took her hand again,
dabbing it with hydrogen peroxide first and then spreading some ointment on the
cut. After one last inspection, he proceeded
to wrap it up again.
"Thank you,"
He backed away, replacing
the tube of ointment and the unused gauze.
The room was steeped in
yellow light from the living room and from where
About to hop off the
counter, she was surprised to find strong hands, Jason’s hands, gripping her
waist, about to ease her to the ground. But he stopped. And he didn’t move his hands. He simply pushed her back further onto the
granite countertop and wedged himself in the space between her legs.
Her heart leapt to her
throat when she gazed up at Jason and his face was so close to hers that their
noses bumped.
His eyes settled on her
lips, took in every indent of her perfectly formed teeth and there was no other
thought on his mind but kissing her. His hands moved of their own accord,
skirting up and lifting the corners of her shirt so he revealed a small patch
of milky-white skin. Touching her there, he felt the extreme softness of her
right down to his bones.
His labored breathing
fanned over her cheek and warmed her through, drawing a deep need to the
surface. His fingers played a staccato
rhythm against her skin, fighting with his brain on which direction to
turn.
Her hand snaked out to
touch his forearm, guiding his hand further up her torso and underneath her
shirt. She watched his pupils dilate and
knew she was being very bold. And then
his fingers moved without her guidance, gently skirting her ribcage. His hands were shaking. Sweeping over her skin in practiced elegance
and shaking! God, she wanted…
She inhaled sharply. “Jason.”
It came out as a breathy
moan, snapping him out of his revelry.
Pressing his forehead to
hers, she thought she heard him groan before he pulled away and left her alone,
hot and frustrated.
She sat there for a
moment, in silence, catching her breath, before she jumped down from the
counter and tried to steady her shaking legs.
How could it be that she felt so much for a man who had never spoken a
word to her? She couldn't help but think how much really gets lost when words
are the only means to communicate. Being around Jason, she was starting to
learn that words weren't always so important.
But the one thing she
still couldn't understand was why he kept pulling away.
____
At the church doors,
Sonny caught sight of Max sitting in one of the pews.
"Max," he
whispered, "get out here."
"Hey, boss,"
Max said, his breath misting in the cool night air.
"Max, you know I'm
not... I'm not your boss anymore," Sonny regretfully told him.
He spoke so he wouldn't
have to look Sonny in the eye. "I'm sorry. It's just a habit, I
guess." Max reached into his
pockets and pulled out his leather gloves, putting them on.
"It's fine, don't
worry about it. Has anything new happened? Edward or his little spies been around?"
"No, everything's
been pretty quiet. Johnny's been handling business and Frank's been tailing
Edward, but so far nothing."
Pinching the bridge of
his nose, Sonny steadied himself against a dizzy spell. "I'm not sure
that's a good thing. He knows we'll be watching him. He's waiting for one of us
to slip up."
Max's eyebrows fused
together in confusion. "Pardon my ignorance, but what's the big deal? What's he after?"
"Jason. He's after
his grandson and he'll use anyone to get to him and that means
"I don't think I
understand."
"It's
complicated," Sonny told him, his mind distant. Looking Max over, his brow
creased. "What are you doing back in your normal clothes and why are you
carrying your gun?"
Max padded himself down,
scratching at his neck. "That damn collar itches! And, as for the gun…I
can't protect her without it."
Sonny rolled his eyes.
"The whole point was for you to blend in."
"I did blend in. I
blended in so well she thinks I'm a real priest. She even confessed some things
to me."
"What things?"
Max steeled his gaze.
"I-I can't tell you that! It's priest/parishioner
confidentiality or some shit like that. And, even if I could tell you, I
wouldn't because...well, I just wouldn't feel right about it, that's all."
Lowering his head, he hoped that was enough of an answer.
"Okay, be there for
her if she needs you, wear the outfit when she's around, keep your gun hidden,
but dammit, Max, don't go getting so attached that
you can't do your job."
"I won't, Sonny, I
promise you. After having met her, I can assure you that I don't want to see
any harm come to her and I'll do whatever it takes to keep her safe," Max
said, determination etched on his face.
"That's good to
hear," Sonny said, clearing his sore throat. Taking his handkerchief from
his pocket, he blew his nose.
"You know, you
should have some herbal tea."
"Herbal
tea?" Sonny questioned, his brow
raised.
"Yeah, maybe some chamomile
with a little lemon and honey; it'll clear ya right
up."
"Max?"
"Yeah?"
Sonny shook his head and
suppressed the laugh that was bubbling inside. "Never mind."