* i had to watch myself die *
you're right where i want you,
on the outside looking in,
you dont need to be where i am,
manicured in porcelain.
today begins the fire,
you're belov'ed left you alone.
i had to find a better way,
to achieve a better home.
you're the only one, who
knows what it is,
knows what it is,
to live.
i once said "i love you",
this, even now, is true.
i took myself away from it all,
just to get closer to you.
i hope you get this
i hope you get this
- savor the taste of life-
i hope you get to live.