Happy Birthday,My Sweet Little Angels!
My dear little Emily and Megan,your birthday is here,I know you are probably enjoying yourself with the angels.I know you have only the best people surrounding you,and I know that you only know happiness and love and peace.And my baby girls that's all i want you to know.I know I should be happy that you are there with peace,but the only thing i can think of is how pitiful it is here with out you,I miss you so much and everyday I cry for the life i don't have with you,I try to be strong,I really do only sometimes i fail.I start to think of all the things i don't get to see,I didn't get to see your first smile,hear your first words,see those precious eyes,or hear you say mommy or daddy,I wanted to be planning your first birthday party with your daddy and grandmother'sI wanted to see you blow out your candle and watch you make the biggest mess you've ever seen then hand you over to your father,you know how neat and clean he has to stay all the time.(HAHA)it would have been a wonderful time Emily&Megan.
I just hope the angels will let you know,how much i wish i could hold you,and tell my precious girls,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY&MEGAN!
Mommy loves you very much.
I'll see you again someday soon! |
