as my world is falling down around me.
I wish I could go numb so I could feel the pain no more.
I keep trying to wake up from this nightmare that I am living,
hoping it is not reality. I am grasping for strings.
As I grasp they break.
I try to breathe but the air won't come in.
My body is fighting for freedom from my mind.
My heart is still, it's afraid to beat.
Grasping onto memories of you it will not release.
This battle I fight no more, the reality has hit.
You are gone and I am alone to carry this all on my own.
My fears I face with my head held high.
I look to the sky and as a tear rolls down from my eye,
I kiss my dreams of us and our future goodbye
Your sunny smile made my day
Your warm handshake
Lead me out of the Darkness
Love was not only in my dreams
It was not what they think,
Grip onto the impossible?
Friends or Lovers, I am really clueless
Sweet messages flow onto my mobile
Longing to hold you
To Touch you,
To kiss you,
To follow your every move,
But only empty promises came on me.
It wasn't fair
My heart hurts
Tears flow
You are the one who said you loved me.
I look at you, full of pain
Shattered by your disapproving eyes
I bite my lips with bitterness,
I shut my eyes
And cover my ears
I don't want to hear a single lie from you.
How you used to be a part,
And how suddenly you were gone.
The way it shattered my heart.
I remember when we were in love,
And I've felt this way forever,
I'd love to be with you right now,
But I know we weren't meant to be together.
I lay in bed,and look at the empty space
beside me,Wanting you there,
to fill this emptiness,and to know
that once again,you care.
I fall asleep,and I dream of you.
These dreams,they haunt my mind.
It hurts me,and it's killing me slowly.
Another love,I'll never find.
