Walking In the Darkness..An Exploration
          I AM, Therefore, I Feel

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          This is where I relax - and experiment - and have fun.
          It is composed primarily of the elements I find the most enjoyable:
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          and whatever else I want at any particular moment-
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          and from time to time I may feel
          like addressing subjects geared more towards others like me.
          You'll find nothing pornographic or obscene here but this site
          in all honesty, is not meant for a
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          If you're not it's probably best that you make like a banana and split.
          If you stay - after being warned -
          and then get offended or annoyed -
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          as I won't be even the slightest bit sympathetic.
          I don't like sand or saltwater so I don't go to the beach.
          Get the picture?

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          This site does not serve just me; if my own enjoyment were its only
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          so please don't hesitate to share your
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          Go ahead~ Make my day  ;)

          I wonder if the darkness will ever let go of me,
          Its evil hands pulling and scratching and violating!
          Squeezing the love from my heart into pools of blood

          ~And I watch it~
          ~and I feel it~
          ~and I can't get free!

          I've been screaming for you but you haven't come.
          How is it that we see eachother, yet we can't hear?
          Your loud silence coupled with looks of pity
          Pierces me, frightens, and angers me!


          How can you leave me to the hands of darkness,
          how can you let it eat at my innocence?
          Why do you just stand there and stare
          when you're the only one who's supposed to care?


          The passage is just too long
          I cannot bear to read anymore
          its sorrow is deafening
          who said 'such sweet sorrow'?
          The words are frightening
          I want to stamp out my fear
          Ignore the page's stark glare
          but the sorrow is deafening!
          Sweets I cannot hear!
          Sorrow words flood my ear!


          REeREeReeREE

          Thus, I am ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
          Feel sorry for me if you must-
          But it will haunt you forever, this darkness,
          because I have become one with it at last
          where my depth is vast and I am not oppressed..
          I shall cover you with my reality soon,
          and then you shall realize and feel the regrets~
          Where it is I, not you, who controls our Doom.




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          Locked in my cellar
          Looking towards nothing
          The darkness creeps within
          Crying for the jailer
          I hope that he hears me
          although I can't see him
          I feel him come near me
          and I shiver in fear
          but what I can't see
          won't hurt me here.


          Lost is a word that I wear
          can you see me
          why don't you care?
          Lost is a word you can't hear
          you don't want to
          dare to know what I do
          Because if you did
          you surely would be
          lost
          too



          Blackness and darkness in the night
          howling whispers of the soul
          ghouls and goblins do not fright
          in the vastness of this hole.
          Eternal doom of our life~
          daring me to follow you..
          silently beside death
          you look for me

          but your eyes have shut,

          not willing to see

          the darkness

          enveloping me!




          The colors forgot to create
          the pencils forgot to erase
          your eyes are afraid to see
          the pain I feel, the dark I am.
          Why is it so hard to look within me
          how is it such a sacrifice?
          I can't tell you to see me,
          although I wish you might.

          Once in the hallway you will stare
          down the corridor and through the door
          If you are to open it ~ if you would dare
          you could become one with me
          if you chose only to care
          And we would be a couple
          lost together within us
          with stars in our eyes
          Daring ourselves to trust.


          the longer we live
          the closer we get,
          to eternal life!
          if only we would die.



          If I hear the words you say,
          and if I see the look in your eyes,
          I would be sad you felt that way,
          and I could fill your head with lies.

          I just might say it's all right,
          that we will love till the end of time,
          but I know that when you go down for the night,
          the heart you would want is not mine.

          So we mingle within ourselves
          Ignoring the inner voice,
          How deep dare we delve
          will you ever make your choice?





          I watched you get in your car and drive away,
          after you had left me without a good-bye.
          How I wish I could rewind to that day,
          because I didn't know you'd go ahead and die!


          J

          Believe


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          I had written these 'poems' on a dull, boring night,
          and I was simply exploring creativity.
          So they sprang from my head onto this page.
          We all express our thoughts through different mediums.


          Look at you
          looking at me
          Your mind's eyes
          could never see
          What is before
          your heart,
          scared of me?


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          whatever

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