Translated by:Josephine
From the July Issue of Wink Up
Two-Faced
KOICHI I'm not an outgoing person although I look like one. those that think so have been tricked by me.I think that things are far more attractive if you look different from what they really are. in fact , there isn't much chances for me to act cool in my work.be it acting or dancing , I think that I still have a lot to learn . even when I am done with a certain work , there would still be other work awaiting me.hence , I don't think it is good to feel too satisfied. for instance , I think that takuya kimura ( smap ) is someone really worth learning from. he has this special appeal to people. whatever he does , he does it with his own style. the same thing would end up differently if it is done by me. it would have been a big joke compared to his work. I believed that he had worked very hard no matter how not obvious it might seem.although I really admire him but I would still want to be myself if I had a chance to choose.everybody has his own different life thus , let's work hard together!
my interest in some people's point of view would not seem that cool.I really like baseball but all that I can do when I am watching a match is to say ," great! " or "excellent !" . I don't really follow fashion. no matter what , I can't think of a link between my interest and the word "cool". to put it in a nice way , it would be that I don't follow fashion blindly! I just want o do things that I like. by the way , I think that being easy-going is quite cool. I'm not that type that take the first step. however , if someone do so , they are most welcomed. unless I have work early next morning , I usually accept every invitation.for example , recently nagase tomoya ( TOKIO ) asked me out to have BBQ meat when I just ate it , however so , I thought it would be good enough just to have tea with him. I don't mind if I have been asked out just to make the no. of people right.even if they ask for a ride home , I wouldn't mind. I'm the type that don't find these things a nuisance. instead of saying being esy-going is cool , I would say I enjoy this feeling.
I don't really like the girls these days. I'm refering to those that resembles 'spice girls' ( in Singapore , we call them 'ah lians' ) talking about the type of girls I like , I'm not a pro in this as I don't have much chances to get close to them. sometimes , I really wonder what type of girls do I like. but I think I ESP like those thatdon't expect rewards from what they do , the same goes to the type of relationship I look forward to. for instance , I don't mind having a big fight over not being able to meet more often however , we still depend on each other deeply over certain things. this would be the best.not asking for rewards , however , we rely on each other and know it in our heart the importance of each other.isn't this the most important thing?
TSUYOSHI
When do I think I am the best? I don't ink that i have ever felt this way.this is because I don't have much interest about myself and I wouldn't exactly say that I like myself. I think I am surrounded with quite a lot of people that feels the same way as me.they wouldn't think that they are esp cool or cute .it just so happened that one of my friend called yesterday saying ,"I wonder if I am really needed by someone?" , as I have had such a similar experience , I talked to him on the phone for a long time.I think that because there is a need , that's why we are borned and of course , we grow old hence , how deeply we bother about these things also differ as we aged. this also refer to our work. things would also be affected by the presence of a lover and family.therefore , I think that the most important thing is to live our life to the fullest.but it is only recently when I have such a thought.I used to be pessimistate over things , I think that I have grown up. i think that people need troubles to carry on living , his experience would come in handy when he has children. troubles are just part and parcel of accumulating experience hence , i never thought that it is a bad thing to have troubles. the main issue is about harming our body due to too much troubles , all things should have a limit , we must learn to protect ourself. talking about friends of the opposite sex , i have always tried to keep myself away from too much wilful friend , esp those that uses themselves as weapon.some think that they should be given special treatment just because they are girls , i depise this type of girls. recently , i went to my friend house and it just so happened that he was hosting one of this girl friends. not only did she treat his house as her own , she didn't even help to clean up after the whole event.
i prefer polite girls , in other words those that are quiet and gentle. i dislike girls that act intimate with you and indirectly try to show you that they are 'cute'. the type that are quiet , polite and traditional are ideal. i think the kind of relationship with this type of girls would those that are pure and innocent. i can't take it when my girlfriend secretly goes out with other guys , i would break up with her immediately. although love is something you wouldn't know when it would end but when i am in a relationship , i would be true and loyal to her and ask for the same from her.in a nutshell , my type of girl are those that are traditionally.